Thursday, December 16, 2021

light my dark

light my dark
steal my heart
steal my soul
damage control
remove the thoughts
the hurt they brought
erase the pain
sing your refrain
bury the past
as you hold fast
erase them all
replace them all
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Wednesday, December 15, 2021

Affair

A once brief encounter, that lasted 
For over a year
Far from being over, or maybe the end is near 
And if I face the facts, overlook the fiction 
Illicit though it may be, you have 
Rewritten all of my dreams

not afraid

you're not afraid to say
the things that you are feeling 
not afraid to show me
that all of it is real 
not afraid to display 
obvious affection 
not afraid to hold it up 
observing our reflection 

I am not afraid to say 
that I feel the same way
not afraid to add 
a verse to your refrain 
not afraid to show you
all that I have in here 
not afraid because I know 
what we have is real 

we're not afraid to talk
about starting a new future 
not afraid as we stitch 
this love with strongest suture 
not afraid cause what we have 
is written on our faces 
not afraid as both our lives 
entwine and interlaces

bring on the rain

bring on the rain 
let it beat against the panes 
bring the lightning and thunder 
as we snuggle and settle down 
we have no other thoughts 
nowhere else to be 
as searching lips explore 
where warm hands were before 

you feel the quivers 
but it isn't from a chill 
and candlelight shines 
on the treasure you seek 
with each moan and whisper 
with a quaking surrender 
the monsoon that rages outside 
is nothing like the passion 

in this room

Tuesday, December 14, 2021

second look

sometimes it turns around
wanna take a second look
slowing down this time
jotting thoughts in a notebook

studying the angles
trying to make a plan
doing the equation
start back where you began

erasing the mistakes
using all you learned
knowledge gives you power
as you plot your return

sometimes it turns around
you can take a second look
many shades of truth
when you reread the book
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wind

when the wind calmed
I knew I could hold on
dust stopped blowing
I now see where I'm going
sun is climbing high
in my blue desert sky
every now and then
we all need
a little wind
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dreams

finally, I dream
dreams of you
dreams of the beach
sweet, prophetic dreams
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Santa

Hello there Santa
what is in your bag?
can you make this
the best Christmas
that I have ever had?

I don't ask for much
winning the lotto
could be nice
maybe that's extreme
or too high of a price

how about some happiness
some peace
some trust
some truth
all wrapped
in one person
it's all I want
from you
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Monday, December 13, 2021

what I need

what I want and what I need
when it floats to the
top, is it all the same thing?
when the sun lifts the fog
and it's finally crystal clear
like looking through the glass, 
the reflection in a mirror
what I want and what I need
just this once;
let it be the same thing
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happiness

what price happiness
if my cup runneth over
theirs will be empty
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revered

the sound of a voice
far and yet near
whispered words
and thoughts I hear
hold me close
till you appear
love holds fast
and is revered
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Fantasy

Fragrant memories in an
Abstract frame
Nourishing pleasures and
Tastes of yesterday
Amber glow of candles lit
Shadow play on moistened skin 
Yearning to begin again
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Saturday, December 11, 2021

truth of love

the clouds disappear
the sun now shines
I hear your voice

I hear a promise
of what can be
nothing but the truth

plenty of time

late in the evening
in the glow of the moon
as we lay our love down
hearts once in tune

we locked it away
there was plenty of time
to get what we wanted
that future that shines

somehow we missed it
the flags and the signs
now boards on that window
it unraveled like twine

now each with another
as it fell to the side
the "what could have been"
dissolves in our pride

those hopes for the future
now dreams of yesterday
the "what should have been"
a fantasy decayed
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deja vu

it's not deja vu
though I've been here before
this is new

this time I go slowly
this time I will look
this time I will know

the walls come down
no longer needs fencing
my feet on the ground
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Friday, December 10, 2021

teach me

teach me how to feel
teach me the secret of hope
teach me how you love
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tell me

a bedtime story
a story about your love
so my dreams are sweet
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a

a cowboy's wild dreams
a sophisticated mind 
in a poet's heart

for keeps

what you have given me
something I can hold on to
a dream I can keep
a love I can look back on
it belonged to you
for a short while
now moving away
as life gets in the way
savoring in my heart
what could have been
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Thursday, December 9, 2021

the jury still out

a future alone
or a future together
only time will tell
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a year

almost a year 
since we connected 
matched wit and will 
were implicated 
several times 
almost disconnected 
changed direction 
and communicated
sometimes was really complicated 
ups and downs 
friendship perfected

the way

I follow your lead
always behind
trail unfamiliar
path obscured
road blocked
wait for me
take my hand
show me the way
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Tuesday, December 7, 2021

dreams on water

hiding behind trees at the lake 
leaves falling in full moon light 
trading all we had for something new 
moonbeams glistening like diamonds 
sparkling dreams on rippling water
over pebbles straight to the ocean 

night birds call, gliding, ascending 
around the corner where the river is bending 
down the timeless banks of change 
where sleeplessness awaits 
searching for a friend to see me through 
the darkest of nights

but I am lost in rock formation 
blades of grass bent by howling winds 
sparkling iridescent in shallow light 
I know I won't be staying here 
living on my hopes and prayers 
just another line 
as my watch clicks the minutes by 
I'll know when my time has come 
to get what's mine 
to give the truth 

Prayer

my spirit grows tired 
my soul getting weak 
the sustenance I'm getting 
is not what I need 
can You shed some truth 
on this weary being 
spotlight the things 
that leave me bleeding 
show Yourself please
reach out Your hand 
help me to know 
and to understand 
the path that I travel 
the forks in the road 
show me the reason 
for this shouldered load 
can You hear the prayers? 
these words that I utter 
I say my Amen's 
but maybe I stutter 
show me Your way 
Your truth...don't hold back 
please, take my hand 
put my feet on Your path 

holding fast

Cupid's arrow split apart
 the rib cage that protects my heart
 making room for you to fit
 perfectly inside of it

 stretching out, you make your home
 scratching surface, bending bone
 making sure that love gets in
 holding fast through thick or thin

 erasing memory, the brain's hard drive
 deleting all that use to thrive
 in the gray recesses there
 inserted hope to answered prayer
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