Showing posts with label introspection. Show all posts
Showing posts with label introspection. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 7, 2024

no matter how it shakes

someone's got to go
somethings got to give
this time a heart will break
no matter how it shakes
the earth is going to quake
this time a heart will break
gotta feeling it will be mine

I can read the writing
there upon the wall
hidden deep in shadows
how plainly it is scrawled
no matter how it shakes
the earth is going to quake
this time a heart will break
gotta feeling it will be mine

I didn't see a master plan
if it was all flayed out
a blueprint in advance
I know I didn't stand a chance
no matter how it shakes
the earth is going to quake
this time a heart will break
I know it won't be yours
never put it on the line
I always knew it would be mine
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Friday, April 5, 2024

time

too little said too soon
or maybe, too much too late 
either way, 
the crescent moon just won't align 
reflections in a mirror, cracked 
icy winds sting my face
it ebbs and flows 
when I look back 
ticking zulu time 
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Tuesday, March 12, 2024

Richter

when love starts to rattle and shake 
there is really no safe place 
as your heart splits down the center 
a deep, bleeding crevice rendered 

pieces left all over the place
tears of sadness on my face 
a quake of horrific magnitude 
rocking all that's left of you 

love that is built on a fault-line 
will never stand the test of time 
7.0 scored on the Richter 
reduced to ash and cinder

Thursday, February 1, 2024

secrets

I'll claim that piece 
where secrets roam 
that hidden part
that mirrors my own
a slice of pleasure 
a dance of desire 
it's you and me baby 
an infernal fire

Tuesday, June 13, 2023

a name on a list

a registered owner
a name on a list
each time I take aim
or pop in the clip
I'm waiting for the clatter
as they break down my door
the second amendment
shredded on the floor
surrender your firearm
each one for good measure
decease and desist
this awesome pleasure
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Friday, June 9, 2023

luck of the draw

I drew the cards
a game of chance
I should have known
the deck was stacked
your poker face strong
as you called my bluff
was it sleight of hand
or luck of the draw
either way, it was
always your call
and I leave the table
with nothing at all
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what lays dead

I know you think, it was all a waste
years together now erased
signing your name on a dotted line
but you recall, a different time

healing eludes your heart right now
wounds still fresh from shattered vows
each day packing hopeless hurt
each night leaving you inert

inward screams, outward cries
trying to find the answer why
box it up, stick it under your bed
say a prayer for what lays dead
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Monday, August 22, 2022

forget the math

I want to make it easier 
stop over analyzing, 
more compromising 
one and one doesn't always equal two 
gonna stop putting up walls 
let it out of the box 
erase the lines that I drew 
I want to take it easier 
take it as it comes
push the envelope some

Thursday, August 18, 2022

happily ever after

shall I start yet once again? 
look for it, seek it, search hard 
will it come to me? 
a spring breeze 
blowing down from green mountains
or arriving on wings of doves 
will it ride in a cowboy hero? 
from an old black and white 
swinging me up behind on his horse 
as I wrap my hopes and dreams 
around an image of what it should all mean 
hanging on for dear life 
as we gallop off into the sunset 
and live happily every after 
or not

Wednesday, July 6, 2022

door-frame

opening the door was easy
it wasn't made of wood
it wasn't barred
no lock with a skeleton key
closing it is harder
it remains ajar
your foot inserted firmly
in the door-frame
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Tuesday, July 5, 2022

face up

I lay them on the table 
all my cards face up 
there's nothing up my sleeve 
or sleight of hand card tricks 
all my truth and fiction 
laid out for you to see
ante up or call my bluff 
sometimes enough 
is never enough

Friday, July 1, 2022

digging in

going to grasp you tight 
hold on for the ride 
dig my feet in 
get ready to begin 
like a bronc from the chute 
excitement awaits 
clutching the rope 
grabbing on to hope 
let's take this wild ride 

before the horn's blare
one hand in the air
I may land in the dirt 
hitting face first
eight seconds like hours 
as I ride and get bucked 
but I hold on tight 
clutching the rope
grabbing on to hope 

let's finish this wild ride

Friday, June 17, 2022

haiku

a mind that plays tricks
on a heart that won't catch on
cataclysm results
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Wednesday, June 8, 2022

hurdle

I ran the distance 
hurdled the thoughts 
the track not clear 
in this dismal fog 
breathless, fatigued
I jump over them all 
one hurdle left 
and I hit the wall

be gone

be gone lamented thoughts 
be gone with all your baggage 
leave this pen and paper
don't think of coming back 
let me write of love 
and happy fantasies 
I'm sick of feeling like this 
I'm tired of this elegy 
be gone lamented thoughts 
and don't think of coming back 

reread

my ego thought 
that you wrote for me 
and what it read 
filled it with glee 
but looking back 
all those reread
it wasn't about me
just all in my head

Monday, June 6, 2022

glee

on a cold, rainy day 
it springs forth 
deep from within 
the chamber that holds 

on a cold, rainy day 
transparent silver drops
pour from my heart, 
pelting yours 

leaving puddles at your feet 
 yet, you stay dry
strategically stepping 
instead of splashing in glee

Thursday, June 2, 2022

text

a voice-mail number 
text on my screen
my imagination 
parked forever in a dream
satellites scramble 
my heated words 
as you hit delete
now that's absurd!
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Tuesday, May 17, 2022

skipping pages

I'm reading a book 
but skipping pages 
a true story 
about a fire that rages 
viewed from a valley 
surrounded by ranges 
dense black smoke 
from the scorching sages 

I skim ahead, 
parts quite enthralling 
some chapters don't fit 
this book at all 
other parts tear 
at my hearts wall
it doesn't end 
quite like I thought

Friday, May 13, 2022

another year older

closer to another year older 
wiser?? not so much!
I'm living on fast forward 
and over extended luck 
time is slipping away 
all those things I wanted to do 
my bucket list gets longer 
my sentence not commuted 
I need to revise a long, long list 
is there time to beat the clock? 
before my life is over 
and on pearly gates I knock