Deliverance

How could I have done this
What was I even thinking
This time I went way to far
And you’re already missed

No one here to greet me
When I come home at night
No one here to care about
Leaving you was crazy

The hurt and destruction
I left you with,
No thoughts of the future
Just the here and now for me

My selfishness is unforgivable
I apologize for the disparities
For thinking there were pastures
That may be greener

I see the error of my ways
And beg for deliverance
From this hell
I delivered myself into