slim lines are mangled
beauty lays down on asphalt
quiet are their screams
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https://mjb-lessonsfromlife.blogspot.com/ "Out of life's school of war: What does not destroy me, makes me stronger." Nietzsche
Friday, August 30, 2019
what we found
now I'm walking in the sunshine
my feet don't touch the ground
I'm yelling at the stars above
'bout everything we've found
you whisper words I long to hear
but those that hold me close
those that know my secrets
see I'm basking in this glow
so baby take my hand
lead me gently down this path
lay me down on denim sheets
let neither of us look back
building on this love we found
the symmetry is so strong
everyone can read the signs
hear the music of our song
now I'm walking in the sunshine
my feet don't touch the ground
I'm yelling at the stars above
'bout everything we've found
so baby take my hand
lead me gently down this path
lay me down on denim sheets
let neither of us look back
my feet don't touch the ground
I'm yelling at the stars above
'bout everything we've found
you whisper words I long to hear
but those that hold me close
those that know my secrets
see I'm basking in this glow
so baby take my hand
lead me gently down this path
lay me down on denim sheets
let neither of us look back
building on this love we found
the symmetry is so strong
everyone can read the signs
hear the music of our song
now I'm walking in the sunshine
my feet don't touch the ground
I'm yelling at the stars above
'bout everything we've found
so baby take my hand
lead me gently down this path
lay me down on denim sheets
let neither of us look back
Thursday, August 29, 2019
sleep walking
staring into open dreams
heights of passion
bottom of despair
you are never far away
in every mentation and every prayer
thoughts that plague when I'm awake
memories that fill my working day
sleep walking in the daylight hours
into the nights filled with desire
while you hold my heart prisoner
but in the darkness as I slip
into dreams and into your arms
there I always find your love
fan blades cooling passion's ardor
where at last love is complete
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heights of passion
bottom of despair
you are never far away
in every mentation and every prayer
thoughts that plague when I'm awake
memories that fill my working day
sleep walking in the daylight hours
into the nights filled with desire
while you hold my heart prisoner
but in the darkness as I slip
into dreams and into your arms
there I always find your love
fan blades cooling passion's ardor
where at last love is complete
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thirst
the sun beats down on this hot desert day
I'm thirsting for something
I can't quite taste
an azure sky, no chance of relief
I've figured it out
I know just what I need
I need an oasis
I need to be quenched
I need a monsoon
that will thoroughly drench
I need your passion
an overflowing trench
I'm thirsting for love
I'm thirsting for you
my heart is pounding, feeling an ache
a mournful sound that resonates
crying out for some respite
rain on me baby, shower my life
but clouds aren't forming
in my arid desert sky
the water lays buried, deep underground
I keep digging deeper
there is none to be found
some day baby, this river will run free
and what I'm thirsting for
will assuage my needs
I need an oasis
I need to be quenched
I need a monsoon
that will thoroughly drench
I need your passion
an overflowing trench
I'm thirsting for love
I'm thirsting for you
let me swim in your passion
as you quench my one desire
dive in deep
let the water get higher
rain on me baby
let your river flow free
drench me, immerse me, saturate my needs
let it flow all around, surround and
through me
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I'm thirsting for something
I can't quite taste
an azure sky, no chance of relief
I've figured it out
I know just what I need
I need an oasis
I need to be quenched
I need a monsoon
that will thoroughly drench
I need your passion
an overflowing trench
I'm thirsting for love
I'm thirsting for you
my heart is pounding, feeling an ache
a mournful sound that resonates
crying out for some respite
rain on me baby, shower my life
but clouds aren't forming
in my arid desert sky
the water lays buried, deep underground
I keep digging deeper
there is none to be found
some day baby, this river will run free
and what I'm thirsting for
will assuage my needs
I need an oasis
I need to be quenched
I need a monsoon
that will thoroughly drench
I need your passion
an overflowing trench
I'm thirsting for love
I'm thirsting for you
let me swim in your passion
as you quench my one desire
dive in deep
let the water get higher
rain on me baby
let your river flow free
drench me, immerse me, saturate my needs
let it flow all around, surround and
through me
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Wednesday, August 28, 2019
Kiss Of Deception
The kiss was of passion
Desire, hot and strong
Staying in my memory
Long after we were done
We talked of many things
Long into the night
Holding and caressing
Exploring new delight
And then when we parted
I thought nothing had changed
Our hearts did seem bound
For something long range
But a kiss of deception
Still holds a lie
And the abruptness of the ending
Is killing me inside
A kiss of betrayal
The bond came unwound
The last kiss received
Was one that let me down
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Desire, hot and strong
Staying in my memory
Long after we were done
We talked of many things
Long into the night
Holding and caressing
Exploring new delight
And then when we parted
I thought nothing had changed
Our hearts did seem bound
For something long range
But a kiss of deception
Still holds a lie
And the abruptness of the ending
Is killing me inside
A kiss of betrayal
The bond came unwound
The last kiss received
Was one that let me down
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Don Juan
One false move is all it takes
Careful what you undertake
It could be a big mistake
Suffer another true heartbreak
Learn the secret to the heart
Endure the many attempted starts
Leaving a taste that’s bitter and tart
Often times it will tear you apart
Wearing your heart upon your sleeve
Is it getting you what you need?
Or is this why your heart does bleed?
While you make your slow retreat
Pull it together, just go on
Realizing you are not the pawn
Reinvent now, don’t withdraw
While waiting for the next Don Juan
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Careful what you undertake
It could be a big mistake
Suffer another true heartbreak
Learn the secret to the heart
Endure the many attempted starts
Leaving a taste that’s bitter and tart
Often times it will tear you apart
Wearing your heart upon your sleeve
Is it getting you what you need?
Or is this why your heart does bleed?
While you make your slow retreat
Pull it together, just go on
Realizing you are not the pawn
Reinvent now, don’t withdraw
While waiting for the next Don Juan
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Sunday, August 25, 2019
You & I
When the rainbow appears
After the storm passes by
When the final note is played
After the last verse is sung
When the amen comes
At the end of the prayer
When the snow thaws away
And the flowers reappear
When the fog rolls away
And the warm sun shines
When your soul finally heals
There will be you and I
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After the storm passes by
When the final note is played
After the last verse is sung
When the amen comes
At the end of the prayer
When the snow thaws away
And the flowers reappear
When the fog rolls away
And the warm sun shines
When your soul finally heals
There will be you and I
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No Redemption
He goes in for liquor
Other shoppers pull away
He knows he is dirty
From begging all day
He uses the cash
From the hot day's work
Not for food or necessities
But to buy a few quarts
He hates what he is
The way his life died
All that he’d dreamed of
And all of his pride
He’d lost it all
For all that he cared
A family and position
A life he revered
It didn’t take long
For it to evaporate
He could barely remember
When his life was not gray
So he takes the full bottles
And heads to the shelter
Another bed not his own
In this life’s helter skelter
He drinks the first bottle
So that he can sleep
To block out the memories
That plague him so deep
He knows not redemption
He has spiraled too far down
As he tosses the empty
Opens the second with a frown
He walks into the refuge
With the others, same as he
All outcasts and lonely
And with unanswered pleas
He thinks of his family
And has one last prayer
To look after and protect them
Since he is not there
He closes his eyes
For dreams that won’t come
From a life of devastation
A life that is numb
In the early dawn hours
The priest says a prayer
For the homeless, cold body
That is left laying there
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Other shoppers pull away
He knows he is dirty
From begging all day
He uses the cash
From the hot day's work
Not for food or necessities
But to buy a few quarts
He hates what he is
The way his life died
All that he’d dreamed of
And all of his pride
He’d lost it all
For all that he cared
A family and position
A life he revered
It didn’t take long
For it to evaporate
He could barely remember
When his life was not gray
So he takes the full bottles
And heads to the shelter
Another bed not his own
In this life’s helter skelter
He drinks the first bottle
So that he can sleep
To block out the memories
That plague him so deep
He knows not redemption
He has spiraled too far down
As he tosses the empty
Opens the second with a frown
He walks into the refuge
With the others, same as he
All outcasts and lonely
And with unanswered pleas
He thinks of his family
And has one last prayer
To look after and protect them
Since he is not there
He closes his eyes
For dreams that won’t come
From a life of devastation
A life that is numb
In the early dawn hours
The priest says a prayer
For the homeless, cold body
That is left laying there
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Thursday, August 22, 2019
gathering speed
I check your progress, you're gathering speed
trying real hard to overtake me
I've been there before--won't slow down
my smile turns quickly, to a frown
you had your chance and blew it bud
don't come here and fire more scuds
the light in the tunnel is growing dim
I don't care if you sink or swim
never a leader, although you tried
with a quick smile--wink of an eye
I saw through the shroud of fear
waiting and watching when you appeared
self confidence withers and finally dies
storm clouds form in the blue sky
talk to my back, my ears won't listen
these are lips you won't be kissin'
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trying real hard to overtake me
I've been there before--won't slow down
my smile turns quickly, to a frown
you had your chance and blew it bud
don't come here and fire more scuds
the light in the tunnel is growing dim
I don't care if you sink or swim
never a leader, although you tried
with a quick smile--wink of an eye
I saw through the shroud of fear
waiting and watching when you appeared
self confidence withers and finally dies
storm clouds form in the blue sky
talk to my back, my ears won't listen
these are lips you won't be kissin'
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No Recovery
When the only thing that’s left
Is coldness and no love
There’s no way you can change it
No band aid big enough
When the only thing that’s left
Is bitterness and pride
You’re both tired of trying
And all the love has died
When the only thing that’s left
Is fighting, bad feelings and spite
No going back, no recovery
A relationship not right
Then the only thing that is left
Is to move forward and cry
Wish each other well
Get on with your life
Is coldness and no love
There’s no way you can change it
No band aid big enough
When the only thing that’s left
Is bitterness and pride
You’re both tired of trying
And all the love has died
When the only thing that’s left
Is fighting, bad feelings and spite
No going back, no recovery
A relationship not right
Then the only thing that is left
Is to move forward and cry
Wish each other well
Get on with your life
Super hero
your super hero shield doesn't work
I got through didn't I?
though small that I am
I left an impression
you will think of me once in awhile
and smile or not
you will remember I was there
because I was!
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I got through didn't I?
though small that I am
I left an impression
you will think of me once in awhile
and smile or not
you will remember I was there
because I was!
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Wednesday, August 21, 2019
Beguiled
Lying in the darkness
Just before dawn’s light
Watching you there sleeping
Memorizing the sight
The way your mouth is curving
In a half moon smile
Pulling at my heart strings
Leaving me beguiled
Turning over towards me
You feel for where I lay
Wrap your arms around me
Let’s stay here all day
It is these special moments
That all seems good and right
In these early moments
Just before dawn's light
Just before dawn’s light
Watching you there sleeping
Memorizing the sight
The way your mouth is curving
In a half moon smile
Pulling at my heart strings
Leaving me beguiled
Turning over towards me
You feel for where I lay
Wrap your arms around me
Let’s stay here all day
It is these special moments
That all seems good and right
In these early moments
Just before dawn's light
no goodbye
there is no goodbye
no, till next time
or see you soon
not a sentiment
expressed in any way
which cuts me deep
and wounds my heart
a slight that hurts
like a betrayal
of my emotions
felt by one
and one alone
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no, till next time
or see you soon
not a sentiment
expressed in any way
which cuts me deep
and wounds my heart
a slight that hurts
like a betrayal
of my emotions
felt by one
and one alone
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Monday, August 19, 2019
Conquest
The conquest didn’t take that long
Your mark’s defenses down
Wanting an adventure
A heart that was unbound
You started with flirtation
Her heart then starts to follow
Spinning her direction
A rogue in a knight’s armor
Unabashed you turn her head
And swoop in for the kill
She’ll never know what hit her
She’s given up all will
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Your mark’s defenses down
Wanting an adventure
A heart that was unbound
You started with flirtation
Her heart then starts to follow
Spinning her direction
A rogue in a knight’s armor
Unabashed you turn her head
And swoop in for the kill
She’ll never know what hit her
She’s given up all will
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Saturday, August 17, 2019
Inner Peace
The sun sets slowly to the west
My home is far away
The dusk comes gently to the beach
An end to another day
Walking on the desolate sand
The sea now gently rolls
The tide far out, leaving shells and pools
And calmness for my soul
A time of deep reflection
My thoughts come fast and clean
Whenever I am here the sea
has this affect on me
Chart a new course for my life
Direction easy and true
Answers for my questions
That I’m able to think through
A full moon rises over the sea
As stars light up the night
the sea, the beach, the calmness
Will stay here inside of me
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My home is far away
The dusk comes gently to the beach
An end to another day
Walking on the desolate sand
The sea now gently rolls
The tide far out, leaving shells and pools
And calmness for my soul
A time of deep reflection
My thoughts come fast and clean
Whenever I am here the sea
has this affect on me
Chart a new course for my life
Direction easy and true
Answers for my questions
That I’m able to think through
A full moon rises over the sea
As stars light up the night
the sea, the beach, the calmness
Will stay here inside of me
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Things I Couldn't Say
there are things I couldn't tell you
when we sat and talked that day
although we talked for hours
'bout what was goin' on
there were things I couldn't say
then was not the time to express the way I feel
timing wasn't perfect for what I needed to tell
now the chance may never come around
but I hope someday it will
there were things I couldn't say
so I keep it all bottled up inside
may have to take it with me, on the day I die
I hope I get just one more chance
to confess it all to you
the things I want to say
the things I need to say
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when we sat and talked that day
although we talked for hours
'bout what was goin' on
there were things I couldn't say
then was not the time to express the way I feel
timing wasn't perfect for what I needed to tell
now the chance may never come around
but I hope someday it will
there were things I couldn't say
so I keep it all bottled up inside
may have to take it with me, on the day I die
I hope I get just one more chance
to confess it all to you
the things I want to say
the things I need to say
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Thursday, August 15, 2019
inside
in the depths of your smile
I see happiness and joy
in the twinkle of your eyes
I see promise and fun
inside your soul
I see sincerity and safety
inside your heart
I see all need
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I see happiness and joy
in the twinkle of your eyes
I see promise and fun
inside your soul
I see sincerity and safety
inside your heart
I see all need
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Life In The Fast Lane
Living in the fast lane
No time to slow down
I like it crazy
Always moving quickly
I push the envelope
Not going to change
Making decisions on the cuff
Always works out right
I am lucky
Got to keep it rolling
Don’t want to change
You need to keep up
Roll with the changes
Change is good
At least for me!
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No time to slow down
I like it crazy
Always moving quickly
I push the envelope
Not going to change
Making decisions on the cuff
Always works out right
I am lucky
Got to keep it rolling
Don’t want to change
You need to keep up
Roll with the changes
Change is good
At least for me!
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Wednesday, August 14, 2019
I thought I knew you
your thoughts and feelings
but the feelings aren’t for me
erroneous slip
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but the feelings aren’t for me
erroneous slip
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Let Me
In our very special place
You give your love to me
Shaking the very core of my existence
The way you touch me
Mind, body, soul
Fortifies me
The way you know what I need
Is miraculous and astounding
You amaze me
Let me do these things for you
Let me complete you
As you complete me
You give your love to me
Shaking the very core of my existence
The way you touch me
Mind, body, soul
Fortifies me
The way you know what I need
Is miraculous and astounding
You amaze me
Let me do these things for you
Let me complete you
As you complete me
Sunday, August 11, 2019
about me
some would say that I'm aloof
remaining silently detached
some things I've said
or things I've done
I wish I could retract
lightning blazes across dark sky
silver linings sometime fray
thunder shakes the atmosphere
before it starts a drenching rain
they follow me on facebook
on twitter they subscribe
they read my every thought and word
to see what's on my mind
poetry that often flows
bitter are some lines
haiku express with shorten verbs
of other fun filled times
I used to read into every verse
looking for mentions of me
I should have known indifference
would cause the wounds to bleed
follow me in confusion
I know the only truth
what I pen, beginning to end
is more about me than you
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remaining silently detached
some things I've said
or things I've done
I wish I could retract
lightning blazes across dark sky
silver linings sometime fray
thunder shakes the atmosphere
before it starts a drenching rain
they follow me on facebook
on twitter they subscribe
they read my every thought and word
to see what's on my mind
poetry that often flows
bitter are some lines
haiku express with shorten verbs
of other fun filled times
I used to read into every verse
looking for mentions of me
I should have known indifference
would cause the wounds to bleed
follow me in confusion
I know the only truth
what I pen, beginning to end
is more about me than you
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retreat
too blind to see the obvious facts
as I push them all into my backpack
without a look or sideways glance
I move forward, away from this dance
painfully putting them all away
burying deep, this time to stay
no more hoping, wishes foreign
from this heart now tattered and torn
around the corner, down the street
you head forward, there's no retreat
sensing moods now gray and dark
those splintered words
that breach your heart
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as I push them all into my backpack
without a look or sideways glance
I move forward, away from this dance
painfully putting them all away
burying deep, this time to stay
no more hoping, wishes foreign
from this heart now tattered and torn
around the corner, down the street
you head forward, there's no retreat
sensing moods now gray and dark
those splintered words
that breach your heart
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Saturday, August 10, 2019
shooting star
saw a shooting star
burning bright in the night sky
too quick for a wish
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burning bright in the night sky
too quick for a wish
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Not Trying
I’m not trying to take you
Where you don’t want to go
Not trying to make you feel
Something you don’t
I’m not trying to confuse
The thoughts in your mind
My feelings not a puzzle
They are clear and defined
I’m not trying to sway
Your heart towards me
When you’ve already said
We can never be
I’m not trying to move you
To a future where there’s none
But if you looked deeply
You’ll see there is one
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Where you don’t want to go
Not trying to make you feel
Something you don’t
I’m not trying to confuse
The thoughts in your mind
My feelings not a puzzle
They are clear and defined
I’m not trying to sway
Your heart towards me
When you’ve already said
We can never be
I’m not trying to move you
To a future where there’s none
But if you looked deeply
You’ll see there is one
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Thursday, August 8, 2019
Things
Laying by the ocean
Sands so smooth and white
Staring at a cloudless sky
Contemplating life
Thinking of the things I’ve said
And things I left undone
Things I should have started
Things to be begun
Maybe I’ll just stay here
Resting on the shore
Just let life care for itself
No worries anymore
Sands so smooth and white
Staring at a cloudless sky
Contemplating life
Thinking of the things I’ve said
And things I left undone
Things I should have started
Things to be begun
Maybe I’ll just stay here
Resting on the shore
Just let life care for itself
No worries anymore
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