Thursday, October 7, 2021

smile

I open my eyes and watch this grow 
not running on fumes this time 
I connect the lines 
in a graceful arc 
this time it all fits 
I'm loving every minute of this 

I shout it loud to anyone who'll listen 
I yell it to the moon and the stars above 
I tell people on the street 
strangers that I meet 
but they can see it in my eyes
it's your love that makes me smile

Wednesday, October 6, 2021

sand castles

all of the beautiful castles 
I built while on the beach 
with grains of sand and water 
from the ebbing sea 
finally, I view my masterpiece 
castle walls built high with hope 
surrounding this delicate structure 
love overflows the moat 

it didn't last an hour
'fore the wind has swept it clean 
blowing into the ocean 
all of my hopes and dreams 
I'm starting it all once over 
packing harder to make it stand 
I am always rebuilding castles
the wind won't do me in 

silver lariat

he told her that he loved her 
and that his love was true
he sealed it with a kiss 
underneath a crescent moon 
besides this gift of loving 
he placed around her neck 
an intricate piece of jewelry
a silver lariat

too far gone

I'm just too far gone, 
lost in this massive space 
heading into darkness 
no point slowing my pace
the sun has faded quickly
the moon is closer to me 
it is oh so beautiful 
the prettiest light I've seen 

it guides me and protects me 
and reflects in all of my dreams 
as I fall off your radar 
no longer a blip on the screen 
there are no maps to save me 
or GPS it seems 
but I'm not turning back 
I'll find my way in dreams
 
when you take my hand 
I know I've hit my mark
I know that this is something
because I feel the sparks
it was well worth the searching
although I had some doubts
twists and turns don't stop me
I'll see how this plays out 

Tuesday, October 5, 2021

the dance of yesterday

that day came and went 
hours of passion spent
love lingered long, late into the eve 
a winter song was written for you and me 

months pass quickly, hours tick by 
the touch of a hand and a sweet whispered sigh 
laid away in memory as tomorrow dawns 
loneliness flows after it's gone 

the dance of yesterday plays it's own tune
the paper blows away after reading old news 
I sit with my coffee and once more reflect 
hours of love that I'll never forget

ponder

if you ponder as you wander 
and you trip on all the wonder 
that threatens to take you deeply under 
'cause of the lightning and the thunder 
still you know you didn't blunder 
on all that you try not to plunder 
when you stumbled on the wonder 
as you pondered and you wandered 

Monday, October 4, 2021

standing by part deux

I'm packing my bag
standing by with not much hope
adventure awaits

echoes of the truth

the saguaro holds the answer 
and it blossoms in the spring 
with the thunder and the lightning
the cleansing monsoon rain
if you listen you can hear it 
the echoes of the truth 
resounding against the mountains 
filtering down to you 
the response to all the questions 
on the twisted road you travel
the signs that point directions 
as your destiny unravels 

I am loved

I cannot find the word 
a word that projects what we are
these feelings deep that blossom 
in rich soil 
seeds planted and tended 
watered with caring hands and heart... 
love is not strong enough 
beloved doesn't fit and yet...
it is the only word I know 
that can cover these feelings 
with this blanket statement... 
"I am loved"

Friday, October 1, 2021

shadows from the moon

the moon glows eerily on mountain ranges
casting shadows long and strange 
saguaro standing tall and lean 
with brush and boulders in between 

stars don't help or shed some light 
no settling this disturbance tonight 
coyote roam and search for prey 
to keep the rumblings stomachs at bay 

thoughts cast and fall on desert terrain 
wondering what'll happen if we meet again 
distance grows like the shadows from the moon 
dreams discarded that were roughly hewn

stormy night

in darkened silence of the fullest moon 
rain beats heavily against my panes 
I tender a question, await a reply
none forthcoming on this stormy night
 
I laugh, you ponder, 
we do the same dance
if I do this--
what will be your response 

the sun rises and sets without regrets 
phases of the moon no longer phase me 
I fly west and you fly east 
one more time 

our connection is dropped 
it shatters into a million small thoughts 
cast into the darkness 
as a billion stars
fade into light 

what it says

I love you comes across my screen 
followed by kisses and hugs
I feel the absence of your strong arms 
the emptiness of my heart 
echoes yours

good night baby, sleep well is what it says 
I read the message in between the words 
be safe, hurry home, I'm waiting for you 
there isn't a flight fast enough 
to get me to you

Thursday, September 30, 2021

wings

I believe in you and the good things that wait
I believe you can fly with the wings we created 
in the arms of a lover, the heart of a friend 
with tenderness we hold in our heart what won't end 

the wonder that stays, may its aura never cease 
the high price we paid for the wounds and healing 
all of it precious and part of you and me 
the roots that were sowed from that one fertile seed

the crop that is yielded holds promise that's rare 
if you ever need me--you know I'll be there 
I hold on tight with my far away arms 
as you take flight with my prayers for no harm 

in the arms of a lover, the heart of a friend 
with tenderness we hold in our heart what won't end

Wednesday, September 29, 2021

all

all I see when I look at you 
a reflection of my feelings 
a mirror of what is true
happiness long forgotten 
I know that I finally got it right 

I'm not afraid to show all I feel 
what you give comes forth so easily
all you say falls softly on my heart 
a strong force field with kinetic energy 
keeping me warm when we're apart 

I don't care that I'm not your first 
I don't care what happened in your past
here in this moment, 
now in this time; all I know 
is that I want to be your last

love

in the deepest chamber...love grows 
the sun breaks cloudy skies
the moon glows on quiet seas
heartbreak ebbs on distant relationships 
and flows anew 
gently over my soul
I dance a dance long forgotten 
to music written from inside

Tuesday, September 28, 2021

like a dream

when the dream becomes reality 
and the reality like a dream 
when fire catches and ignites 
but is much more extreme 
the moon breaks through the scattered clouds 
the wind pushes colors of fall 
a galaxy of stars surround 
as love takes in it all 
closed eyes open, my heart beats faster 
it's all in the scheme of things 
when the dream becomes reality 
and the reality like a dream

one last time

what I see in your blue eyes 
what I feel inside that's true
nothing left to shelter me
no umbrella to keep me dry 
let's walk the beach this one last time
let's just pretend that it's all fine 
you and I this one last time
just this one last time 

let's feel the sun upon our skin 
smooth tracks we leave in the sand
hand in hand this one last time 
just this one last time 
past the pretense and all of the struggles 
past new hello's and endless goodbyes 
past renewing, reinventing, resurrecting 
inside the door of hopeless love 

let's feel the sun upon our skin
smooth tracks we leave in the sand
hand in hand this one last time 
just this one last time 
it all comes down to nothing 
and the end is very near 
but hand in hand, this one last time 
let's  pretend that it's all fine 
 
you and I this one last time
just this one last time

Monday, September 27, 2021

clairvoyant

in the smooth sand down by the sea 
you never declared your love for me 
you tell me there's an easy way 
then you try to illustrate...
after, tellin me I'm not part of your plan 
sayin "I'm not the man you think I am"

I never issued an ultimatum 
didn't quote the rules verbatim 
never told you I would not wait 
never turned my back in haste 
tellin me I'm not part of your plan 
sayin "I'm not the man you think I am" 

how would you know with just one look?
you opened the cover, didn't read the book 
I gave you lots of latitude 
while you were givin me attitude 
you told me I'm not part of your plan 
said "I'm not the man you think I am" 

but you were wrong, couldn't read the cards 
the reasons why I fought so hard 
I fell in love still anyway 
but all of that is yesterday 
tellin me I'm not part of your plan 
sayin "I'm not the man you think I am"

I never issued an ultimatum 
didn't quote the rules verbatim 
never told you I would not wait 
never turned my back in haste 
tellin me I'm not part of your plan 
sayin "I'm not the man you think I am"

you

the flame flickers, there by the bed
the buzz is there inside my head 
you--the last thing I think about at night 
you--the first thought on my mind
restore my faith, renew my heart 
tell me you will do your part 
don't be cruel, 
don't play the fool 
it's all here if you want it 
it's all right where you left it 

damn you for stealing my thoughts and mind 
for making love restless, being so blind
you--the love I can't forget 
you--everywhere inside my head 
restore my faith, renew my heart 
tell me you will do your part
don't be cruel, 
don't play the fool 
it's all here if you want it 
it's all right where you left it 

why don't you come back and get it

Friday, September 24, 2021

spun dreams

As tulips lift their heads in bloom 
Closing tightly with the rise of the moon
Open this chamber filled with love
Stay with me till this life is done 

As storm clouds bring the springtime rain 
To cleanse the past--release all pain 
The sun comes warm and shines serene 
As we live this life spun from our dreams

realization

when all of this is over 
and still the answer lays deep 
a start without a finish
that would not let me sleep 

we didn't get any closer 
we didn't get any closure 
a surface dive for pleasure 
that brought forth hidden treasures 

somewhere in the mountains 
you lay out your golden plan 
while nestled in the valley 
oxidation slowly creeps 

corrosion locks it all in tight 
rust won't let it move 
sadly, as the monsoon pours 
realization stays there too

Thursday, September 23, 2021

a spot in Heaven

if I go to HELL...
I'm pretty sure it won't be
for eating meat on Friday's
of lent
or not abstaining
you see,

I have been there
on various occasions
visiting briefly
I know...
it is not a good place to be
or a place I wish to go back to
I try to be good
and do unto others
although,
they don't always reciprocate
but still...

I was brought up
to show respect
to say please and thank you
yes sir or ma'am
to work hard
be on time
help when I can
and I do
no, surely...
there is a spot in Heaven
for me
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third eye blind

I've penned when happy
maybe too sappy
got my point across
to those I lost
along my path

mostly, I've blogged
poems from the fog
thick with remorse
what could've been worse
not from your view

yes, it's easier you see
when left without glee
to create sorrowful words
on deaf ears unheard
the third eye blind
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Wednesday, September 22, 2021

bikin'

leathered, head to toe 
mounting up the horse I know 
arms holding on tight

hidden

leather to the eye 
but what lays hidden inside
a lace covered heart