Tuesday, October 19, 2021

loss

what slips from your grasp 
more than most will ever have 
extravagant waste

Monday, October 18, 2021

withdrawn

what I thought was going to last, 

drains like sand from the hour glass

did I blink, when that look faded? 

my ears not attuned to closing doors

to the smile, that came more slowly

to the touch, growing cold, before it was withdrawn

to love, that packs its bags and leaves

the passport stamped with yesterday

dehydrated

there isn't any medication 
that can cure this febricity 
I break out in a soaking sweat 
with cold chills racking me 
maybe it is the fever that's causing discombobulation 
no, I think it is just you making my heart dehydrated 
I've been thinking that you, may be the only cure
just what the Doctor ordered 
a prescription for these ills 
I need an overdose, 
a morphine drip won't do 
but definitely, every part of you
next to every part of me
that is the cure I need

negatives

just a piece of scenery 
smiling photos reveal empty portraits,
pasted lips
eyes that don't smile
negatives, cut on a dark room floor
a photo montage 
in black and white 
over exposed, hopes and dreams 
never developed

Saturday, October 16, 2021

my heart

you have my heart. is it too heavy to carry? 
does it drag you down...make your own seem now weary?
can you carry it longer or is it just too much? 
does yours beat faster with every touch?

is it a burden, does it weigh you down? 
does it wipe away your smile, making you want to frown? 
does it speak to you softly or does it not make a sound? 
does it cause you to flail, make you think that you'll drown? 

is it so light that it makes you want to sing? 
fills you with laughter and thoughts of good things? 
does it make your heart feel like it now has wings? 
do you want to keep it and all that it brings?

sleepless

around and around and around it all spins
this vortex of you that sucks me in 
I think I've managed some damage control 
when yesterday's paper rocks all that I know 

I think that it's gone and buried real deep
then it's at the top of the heap
I start to falter and so does my faith 
I realize I'm slipping and in dire straights 

I write with anger trying to work it all out 
five hundred days of dissension and doubt 
you do not read me; no longer subscribe 
nothing is sacred and none of it jives

I won't speak the words that I want you to say 
I scrawl them in crimson--the same ole cliché 
West rises the sun and bleeds red across my sky 
and sleepless I write in the dead of the night

black

you're running fast but it is all gaining 
don't turn around or it will overtake 
eyes straight ahead, you just can't look back 
the sun is ahead, behind is jet black 

fate missed the train, it was always running late
as the doors are closing, the passengers are waving 
next time maybe fate will look at its watch
kismet steps in trying to save what fate botched 

you finally get here when it's time for me to leave 
faith is now gone as are all my beliefs 
I kiss you goodbye and I now board my train 
and there on the platform both hearts remain

Friday, October 15, 2021

magic

where the magic lies in us all 
underneath where the light doesn't fall 
wrought by touch on silken skin
only then can you see within 

in the daylight we fall short 
hearts moated inside castled support
diminished by the sun shining bright 
feelings seep in the dead of night

covert thoughts not talked about
putting in less than we take out 
stepping outside to check for rain 
before we tuck it in again 

love and affection travel far 
flying faster to get where you are 
so the magic can be displayed 
all through the night and into the day 

there the magic meets with Grace 
the smiles from an angel's face
jade green wonder meets blue sky eyes 
wanderlust meets a quick demise

my heart

I've entrusted you
with what lays buried deeply
here inside of me

Thursday, October 14, 2021

leather

you gave me a leather jacket
cause the weather is gonna get cold 
you gave me leather gloves to match 
so tightly I can hold 
I climb on up behind you 
and with the wind we're gone
there's nothing like the exhilaration 
of the wheels that play our song
we ride off into the sunset 
on trails that we are blazing 
we're just getting started 
on a path that is amazing 
baby, there is nothing better
than holding tightly to you 
I love it all, this music we write 
under a sky of cobalt blue 

Wednesday, October 13, 2021

You...


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exorcism

you haunt my dreams 
and my waking hours 
ever present 
I need an exorcism 
will that rid you? 
eradicate you? 
maybe from my mind 
but not my heart

treasure

you find a treasure 
buried in the sand 
dusting it off 
holding it up to the light 
examining its many facets 
the intricate angles and colors 
you put the treasure in your pocket, 
not quite sure where to display it 
or how it will fit
all you can think
is that it is a treasure 
that you want to keep

forces at work

you swept through my life 
a monsoon storm 
clearing the air, 
quenching a thirst 
a fresh breath of air 
in a stagnate room 
brushing up against my spirit 
but removing a part of my soul
maybe it was predestined 
could be kismet 
or a greater force at work, 
doesn't really matter 
 what does matter 
is that you are here, 
for however long 
for whatever reason 
you are here

Tuesday, October 12, 2021

in between

there is a thousand miles between the smiles 
and coffee on a back porch swing
there is a different road and mountains between
all the songs we used to sing
there is a different approach and miles left over 
on frequent flier points 
there is a world of hurt between what's logged 
and sawdust from all of those joints

there's a million blue skies and many monsoons 
on mountains and valleys of green 
there are as many songs and lots of lyrics 
that now are being screened 
Irish eyes that smile and cry 
on what lays in between 
a plethora of songs that will never be sung
is what this poetess sings

we

etched inside my soul 
is everything that we are 
indelible love

Monday, October 11, 2021

take me back

take me back to that sweet place 
our first kiss, that tight embrace 
to those lyrics that know evade
to the music our love once made 

take me back to the first time 
to that day that was sublime 
let me see that look again 
when we started, when it all began 

take me back to when love was new 
when the only thing we wanted to do 
was talk and love and learn the things 
of what a life together could bring 

take me back, just one more time
to those first days that were sublime
to that very special place
the very first time I saw your face

believer

surround me with you 
make me a true believer 
in all that we are

Saturday, October 9, 2021

tattoo

my fields on fire, my mind is lit
 no amount of rain could ever douse this 
I can't sleep I'm just to wired 
this sweet, sweet taste of pure desire 

I'm drinking this wine but it doesn't quench 
my soul roped in and tightly cinched 
the more you give, much more I want 
my heart upon your sleeve you flaunt 

I feel the heat as we ride this storm 
all past dreams have been transformed 
lightning strikes and leaves its mark 
a zigzagged tattoo on my heart

braille

how can you remember 
every word, everything I've said 
when you watch my lips as I speak 
moist and swollen from your last kiss 
oh, but honey I remember everything 
that you have said 
cause you're talking with your hands 
your fingers doing the enunciation 
reading me like I'm written in braille

Thursday, October 7, 2021

tides

the crescent moon shines on the sand 
the tide washes on the beach 
my lover and I walk hand in hand 
in a dream that used to be

sand dollars that lay broken 
rest underneath my feet 
days gone by rest resolutely 
on tides that softly sweep 

so many days pass quickly 
tides ebb and then they flow 
and memories of yesterday 
will come and they will go

on a sandy deserted beach 
love falters out at sea 
and tides of passion wash 
over all that used to be

traces

I don't hold a grudge 
against what wouldn't budge
the words stuck in your throat 
till you thought you might choke 
like a ship on dry land 
won't float on the sand 
forgiveness the wave 
that floats it away 
what you couldn't see
happening between you and me 
will haunt from the grave 
of our yesterdays

smile

I open my eyes and watch this grow 
not running on fumes this time 
I connect the lines 
in a graceful arc 
this time it all fits 
I'm loving every minute of this 

I shout it loud to anyone who'll listen 
I yell it to the moon and the stars above 
I tell people on the street 
strangers that I meet 
but they can see it in my eyes
it's your love that makes me smile

Wednesday, October 6, 2021

sand castles

all of the beautiful castles 
I built while on the beach 
with grains of sand and water 
from the ebbing sea 
finally, I view my masterpiece 
castle walls built high with hope 
surrounding this delicate structure 
love overflows the moat 

it didn't last an hour
'fore the wind has swept it clean 
blowing into the ocean 
all of my hopes and dreams 
I'm starting it all once over 
packing harder to make it stand 
I am always rebuilding castles
the wind won't do me in 

silver lariat

he told her that he loved her 
and that his love was true
he sealed it with a kiss 
underneath a crescent moon 
besides this gift of loving 
he placed around her neck 
an intricate piece of jewelry
a silver lariat