Tuesday, December 7, 2021

every

every minute of every hour
every heartbeat, every thought
every dawn that reaches across
every cloud in this blue sky
every night, every star that glows
every quarter of every moon
every ocean, every tide
every whisper, every sigh
every feeling ever known
every single evening prayer
every dream is always you
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Sunday, December 5, 2021

stardust

in a darkened sky
my angel sees me sleep
'neath galaxies of stars
watching ever over me

sprinkling sweet stardust
to bless me as I dream
of you, of tides, of beaches
of memories that I keep
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rewind

I rewind the song
memorizing the lyrics
hold them in my heart
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the truth

the truth is what you find
if that is what you seek
the moment of clarity comes
early morning when I'm most weak

thoughts that weighed too heavy
whenever my mind would stray
seeping from every pore
no longer held at bay

didn't want to see it
subliminal signs were there
rising to my heart's surface
laying it stripped bare

gonna follow it this time
to see where it all leads
if it is everlasting
or a flash that will recede
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dancing with you

baby would you take me dancing, 
just like we used to do
let's not stay home this evening
let's go and have some fun

I'll put on my little black dress
the one you really like
let's go find some music
and dance late into night

it has been such a long time
since you've spun me around
baby will you take me dancing?
I do love dancing with you
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Friday, December 3, 2021

fields of clover

you saddled the moon
so we could ride
in fields of clover
and crimson tides

you played the chords
so we could dance
close together
one more chance

you sang the lyrics
I wanted to hear
each beat of you heart
that kept me near

you wrote the words
the meaning clear
thought it was a dream
till you appeared
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mirage

somewhere in the sunset
hidden pleasures lie
washed with golden sunbeams
invisible to the eye

once I almost saw it
I got so very close
but it was a mirage
just yearning I suppose
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boundaries

are there for reasons 
sometimes you can make it back 
sometimes you can not

breeze

the mountain breeze softly wafts
like the breath of a lover
blowing my hair
kissing my face
I close my eyes
and remember dreams
as fantasy returns
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Wednesday, December 1, 2021

Someone I'm Not

There’s a lot of places 
To be someone I’m not 
A façade that I am holding 
Hoping I never get caught 
Acting always acting
like I have got it straight
If they knew what’s underneath
It wouldn't be that great


Strong, is all they'll ever see
No one gets beneath
Keeping up appearances 
A mirror of what they see
Keeping up this misthrow 
Keeping up the inner hell
How long can I do this?
Only time will tell 

If only I can fool them all 
Yeah, that’s the what I think 
But I am only fooling myself 
Bordering on the brink 
It’s me that’s got the answers 
To the questions that they ask 
Pretending I am something 
While hiding behind this mask 

But I will keep on holding fast 
To this pretentious veneer
Till all in side me crumbles
And implodes all hiding here
The racket will be heard for miles
As all inside me rots
Never letting them see at all
I’m something that I'm not

Tuesday, November 30, 2021

buried

didn't need a shovel 
my heart was buried deep 
no light showed through the darkness 
or the walls that were so steep 
didn't see it coming
my head was in the clouds 
safe from all disasters 
the signs apparent now 
didn't feel the earth drop 
as my world started in this spin 
forgot to leave a safety net 
or something in which to depend 
didn't recognize the symptoms 
though I'd seem them once before 
should of heard my mind click 
when you left and closed the door 
didn't get any closure 
didn't want to stop my mind 
the goodbye kiss you gave me
was for the very last time

drift

a different place 
in a different time 
when we were together 
when you were mine 
we could have made it 
we might have been fine 
it was the outside influences 
that started the decline
too many headaches 
for one lifetime
a steep, rocky mountain 
which you can not climb 
we started the drift 
lost our mooring line 
no way back 
no longer intertwined 
separate lives 
that can't realign 
we accepted the failure 
and became resigned 
an end to the love affair 
a poem with out rhyme

Monday, November 29, 2021

win

I must always win 
competitive by nature 
yes, it is a fault

two sides

to every story 
perception, reality 
believe what you need

game

it started as a game 
a game without the rules 
invented as we went along
that’s how it was with you 

excitement slowly building 
a stairway winding up 
maybe we climbed to quickly 
I never looked closeup 

should have left out feelings 
and kept it as a sport 
before it got to serious
and I found that I fell short 

need a different perspective 
need to get a grip 
need to rethink all of this 
stop shooting from the hip 

you weren’t the only player 
you are not to blame 
going in with eyes wide open 
culpability is the same

I think it’s time to walk away 
my purpose has been served
there’s nothing going forward 
now that the road has swerved

the memories I take with me 
bittersweet at best keeping 
feelings I keep close to me 
but aborting all the rest

ode to a gerbil (ss)

little gerbil in a cage 
running the wheel to work off rage 
hate being locked up
all the day 
waiting for your 
big escape 
wondering what it would be like 
to play in the heat of the sun's rays

Friday, November 26, 2021

nitty-gritty

when you filter out the craziness 
of people we have met 
matches not made in Heaven 
you can scoop them up with a net 
some were a waste of time 
there are those we will always regret 
when you get down to the nitty-gritty
I think we're the saneness ones yet

web

nothing but sorrow, nothing but ache 
nothing but memories whisper my name 
nothing but sadness, much too severe
nothing but silence is still living here 

too many bridges all that were burned 
too many lessons shelved and unlearned 
no promises ever  were there to be broken 
tender lies promised and sweetly were spoken 

I couldn't change your heart 
I couldn't from the start 
I couldn't change your mind 
I couldn't be more blind 

a tangled, twisted web 
intricately woven in red 
a love that won't flourish 
starves without nourishing

Thursday, November 25, 2021

Thank You

I give thanks,
every single day
for all of the blessings
I have received
for the little ones far
for you that is near
for happiness received
and waylaid eased fears
Thank You, dear God
and guardian hosts
for keeping me safe
and for those I love most
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love speaks

I took a chance,
that you would be the one
my banged up heart
beating new beats
life flows in through windows
and doors
long closed
love peeks through mirrored lenses
asking me if I feel lucky
well do I??
yes...yes I do
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only you

only time can stop 
this dizzy spin I'm in 
hot desert winds 
blowin against my skin 
bringing it to the surface
only time can stop these thoughts 
that flow like a leaky faucet 
or the Niagara Falls,
the sea into the ocean 
only you can fix this
heart that pounds 
like the loud beat of a drum
or a hammer coming down 
echoes of what is lost 
a loud aching sound

Wednesday, November 24, 2021

planets

two worlds that collided 
a meteor shower ensued 
this is the very way I felt 
the first time I met you

all planets in alignment 
in this ecliptic plane 
the solar winds that blew
these memories that remain 

as I orbit around your moon 
the nuclear fusion is strong
there may not be enough space 
to protect me from this burn 

these two worlds that collided
I don't want to be torn apart
from this galaxy of loving 
burning deeply in my heart

goner

I just can't trust this feeling 
that I get when we're alone 
one look from those green eyes
I'm a goner don't you know 

you're turning away from me 
ignoring this chemistry 
this thing that we each know 
is a lot stronger than us both

I can't trust one little hug 
not even one chaste kiss 
don't get to close to me darlin'
I can't trust myself like this 

so baby, send me a message 
or you can call me on the phone 
but keep your distance sweetheart 
we can't be trusted alone

cowboy dreams

a cowboy has dreams
of sleeping under the stars
of deserts that bloom
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hybernation

the way you touch me
I am awake once again
hibernation through
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