Thursday, May 5, 2022

where you look

it's never where you search for it 
you find it when not looking
it kind of takes you by surprise 
before you know it you're hooked

there isn't any warnings 
you can't hide from the storm 
looking for that certain place 
that keeps you dry and warm 

to fall asleep in a lover's arms 
is that wondrous feeling close? 
is what I'm seeking far or near? 
will I find what's looked for most?

how much longer do I persevere? 
it's just not where I'm looking
I long to be taken by surprise 
I too just want to be hooked

Wednesday, May 4, 2022

dust

as you brushed past 
stirring things in me
feelings buried deep 
I forgot I needed 
what do I do now? 
you said you couldn't stay 
loving me for a moment 
before you were on your way 
now the dust won't settle 
on things you wouldn't say

blindness

so close you can feel it 
clutched tightly in your grasp
the taste of honey on your lips
as just as quickly it all slips 
dropping all the pieces you held 
endless dreams that floated past
as I escape in the night 
not enough love to hold me 
not enough of you to give
the blindness in your heart 
has finally done us in

blown away

the wind rages and waves are high
ferociously they pound the shore 
I stand on the portico, wind whipping my hair 
zipping my jacket against the chill 
the moon hides as does the stars 
ocean life swims in deeper fathoms 
but tomorrow the sun will shine 
the sand will be swept clean 
nothing of the storm will remain 
nor will thoughts of you 
that I cast into the wind 
now completely blown away

Tuesday, May 3, 2022

I remember

as I sit and ponder 
under the desert stars 
I look up at the moon 
and wonder where you are 
why you went away 
and why it was so far 

I remember the way 
your eyes twinkled at me 
I remember the way 
your smile set my heart free 
I remember the way 
it felt here just to be 

it's not that I am sad 
bout the way that it turned out 
it' not that I lost something 
that I can't live without 
it's not that I am left here 
not contemplating doubts 

I remember the way 
your eyes twinkled at me 
I remember the way 
your smile set my heart free
I remember the way 
it felt here just to be

waiting for my chance

desperate for changes 
hungry for more truth 
further from where I started 
since I fell in love with you 

just waiting for my chance 
I've let go of it all 
it didn't do much good now
I still can't make you fall 

there's nothing that I'm lacking 
I'm absolutely complete
open your eyes and see me 
I got tired of tryin to compete

I've got nothing to lose 
and everything to win 
if I can spin your heart 
that's where we begin

I'm running out of time 
not sure where I should go 
clinging to these moments 
my lost time with you

space

my heart was once full 
now it has a hole your size 
a big space to fill

Friday, April 29, 2022

just a friend

I know what it means and what it doesn't
there isn't anything I haven't read
It's just a friend lending a hand to a friend
getting back on track from where it ended

I know how it started and the ups and downs
I know there isn't more or less to be wanted 
it is just a friend lending a hand to a friend 
supporting a need, that is all that it means

I know that I can depend on you 
even when I call out of the blue 
it is just a friend lending a hand to a friend 
that's where it starts and how it ends 

that is always the way that it turns out 
it is just a friend lending a hand to a friend

Thursday, April 28, 2022

what if

what if...
the only commonality was love
nothing else
would that hold you?
keeping you content
not complacent
day in
day out
only love
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goodnight baby

goodnight baby, wherever you are
dream sweet dreams, safe from harm 
just a few weeks till you feel the warmth 
wrapped in the arms of the one you love

rest sweet baby, lay down your head
let things that plague you fade away
let dreams of the West keep worries at bay
till there with your love you at last remain

Tuesday, April 26, 2022

flickers

quickly it flickers
like a candle we just lit
now the flame burns high
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picture

your picture on my desk
your voice is in my ear
calling to say goodnight
I'm wishing you were here
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reading each other

you like all the country songs 
ballads that twang a bit 
I like music from the seventies 
and a few more recent hits 

you like all the deep, deep reads 
I prefer less intense 
ok, maybe some thrillers 
where the heroine always wins 

you like all those space flicks 
and sci-fi on TV 
I like more of a drama 
or chick-flicks easy to see 

but we like reading each other 
and coffee the same way 
and sometimes I may get wacky 
but I'm a friend that's here to stay

Monday, April 25, 2022

love came back

just for a moment:
   let me think my own thoughts
   dream my own dreams
   decide for myself

just for a day:
     give me some peace
     let it be about me
     let me forget

just in time:
     everything changed
     my future more clear
     love came back
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Friday, April 22, 2022

rattle the bones

can we rattle the skeletons
just one more time?
open this grave
to ease my mind
will it help with closure?
or will it lay me bare?
when the truth comes to light
and I see nothing there
so we rattle the bones
just once more
and what I uncover
I will settle for
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BOOM


meticulously, you ply your art..
nibbling, softly
rubbing hard
listening for the sighs and moans
eliciting pleasure the way you know
holding off...
till just the right moment,
and then...
BOOM!
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Thursday, April 21, 2022

friends till the end

there is a place that I go
in my memory 
a place that you hold 
without lock or key 
from the moment we met 
I saved it for you 
I knew this was different 
you've shown this is true 

at times I'm confused 
as to how this all fits 
but we keep moving on 
no matter how hard it gets 
I've put you through paces 
I've made you look deep 
I've called you on things 
my price has been steep 

this bond that we share 
a friendship that's sealed 
with love and understanding 
with nurturing and healing 
you will always belong 
in my heart's special place 
no one comes close 
to filling this space 

I'll be here for you 
as you're there for me 
friends till the end 
this I'll always believe
from the moment we met 
I saved it for you 
I knew this was different 
you've shown this is true 
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lookin west

it just wasn’t a good fit 
it wasn’t enough for you 
you tried to think about it
though you wrote it could be true 
it doesn’t stop the feeling 
the hole that has been blown 
the crevice I fell into 
once it became known 

when you look into the mirror 
what reflection do you see 
are you standing there alone 
or seeing an image of me 
the sun was in your eyes 
complacent smile on your face 
you didn’t see the shadow fall 
as I moved on with grace 

as you’re running onward 
still looking for the best 
your feet are planted eastward 
but your eyes are lookin west 
when you count your blessings 
for the things that make you glad 
one blessing will be missing 
a heart you could have had

BEACH

Bolstering 
Energizing 
Awesome 
Calming 
Home

Wednesday, April 20, 2022

watch them fall

I shoot from the hip, and it kicks a bit
not a bruise that just won't heal 
I line my worries up on the wall 
pick them off, watch them all fall 

they shine bright, in afternoon light 
lined up there for me to see 
as soon as one drops, another one plops 
right in the middle of me 

I'm taking aim, not laying blame 
practice usually makes perfect 
I'll give another try, till I get it right 
and I can put this glock away

unusual love story

I am reading this book, 
while sunning by the sea 
about the ups and downs 
a girl who wants to believe 
and I ask myself, how
does this relates to me? 
I'm the girl, you're the guy 
in this book that I read
 
I keep on reading 
now I am enthralled 
an unusual love story 
where only one falls 
don't know how it ends
right now she's hit a wall 
could be a beginning 
not the end at all 

Tuesday, April 19, 2022

blinded by the light

temporarily blinded by the light 
ln on-coming car with high beams on
when it's passed, vision comes back 
as again I regain my bearings 

long ago, what I depicted 
was in my head and heart
reading meaning keep believing
more than what met the eye 

the circumference closes, we move on 
the circle is now dissected 
what you do depends on you 
and has right from the very start 

some day you will think of me 
a memory that slipped your grasp
vague comprehending of long lost dreams 
while you settle up with what lasts 

Eden

you took the fast path out of Eden 
bags still packed, everything intact 
passport ready but never stamped 
maybe next time if you ever get back 

you grabbed an apple from the tree 
ne'er a bite did you take
juicy the fruit resting in your palm
thought you could savor it later 

blind until your teeth taste flesh 
you needed to break the skin 
sweet and sticky it drips down your chin 
forgetting the reason you ever left

Monday, April 18, 2022

closer

if the stars fade 
and the moon doesn't glow 
we can still sing this song 
this one we both know
it may take us awhile 
though this song's in our heart 
it may spin us sometimes 
but it brings us back around 

it's the light in your eyes
and in your special ways 
that illuminate this dark 
pushing storm clouds away 
I feel it inside 
whether near or far
pulling me closer 
closer to your love

somewhere along the way

I lost it somewhere, somewhere along the way 
it's not here right now, but I had it yesterday 
but yesterday's a memory, today is a blank sheet 
that will also be a memory when this day's complete 

where do I find it? where is it that I look? 
is it in a smile? or in an unread book? 
is it in the whispered breeze? caught in a mesquite? 
is it in the shadows--playing hide and seek? 

will it recognize me? 
when I find just what I seek
does it know that I'm searching? 
for what I lost along the way 

I can't feel it now, 
but I had it yesterday