Friday, August 5, 2022

hollow point haiku

a hollow point, 
it sounds so impersonal, 
in the mag where  lodged

Sixth sense

I’m reading you like
the current best seller 
Nothing you can hide 
Your eyes always tell 
I can read your actions 
and I can read your mind 
Filling in the gaps 
From the things that you hide 
I can read the hesitation 
Just tell me if I’m wrong 
Usually dead on accurate 
This curse is quite strong 
So just be straight forward 
Always better than a lie 
My mind’s eye sees through 
everything implied 
The truth is your ally 
Be concise and be real 
Don’t hedge or taint facts 
Don’t try to conceal 
You know I will know
If  the words are not true 
Because I have a sixth sense 
When it comes down to you

Thursday, August 4, 2022

Heaven's Closed Door

Like a shattered glass 
Edges jagged and sharp 
Cutting into my soul 
With fragmented shards 
Sinking in silence 
Spiraling into an abyss 
Shadows surrounding
Free falling in blackness 
This engulfing nightmare 
Only I’m wide awake 
Tortured and confused 
Which I just can't shake 
I know what is waiting 
I’ve been here before 
No chance of salvation
From heaven’s closed door 
The rage of angel’s 
Their fury unleashed 
The wrath of deities 
Raining down on me

A Disingenuous Act

You looked through me 
Like I wasn’t even there 
You were saying words 
That I couldn’t hear 
I thought I knew you better 
I guess it wasn’t so 
The only things I saw 
Were what you put on show 
 A veil of deception 
A cloak of desperation 
A mask of dishonesty 
A shroud of aberration 
A disingenuous act 
That took me by surprise 
A nefarious performance 
That was well disguised 
You looked through me 
To see the other side 
Like I wasn’t even there
A memory brushed aside

Roller Coaster

Like an old roller coaster 
With wooden slated tracks
The cars all freshly painted 
The kind we saw way back 

The feeling in the pit of your stomach 
As you slowly start the ride 
Ready with eyes wide open 
With your fears laid to the side 

Starting up the first steep slope 
The excitement starts to build 
Ready for what is coming
Ready for all the thrills 

 And as the ride continues 
Seems like it will never end 
The clicking and the clacking
Going faster around each bend 

You finally ascend the last peak 
The cars all picking up speed 
Descending downward quickly 
Around the corner with eyes squeezed 

Are these not the same feelings? 
You have when you’re in love 
The ups and downs of relationships
Euphoria, highs and lows

Wednesday, August 3, 2022

linger

sweet kisses linger 
on my mind and on my soul
prophecies to come

Temptation

Looking for a soul to steal 
You thought you might have mine 
But it won’t be that easy 
I’m afraid I’ll have to decline 
You are right behind me 
As I climb up every rung 
I won’t be overtaken 
I will not be undone 

Tempting me with promise 
Of riches and of glory 
Things I haven’t worked for
I’ve heard that same old story 
Offering up damnation 
Is all I’m reading in you
I won’t forfeit salvation 
I’m not close to being through 

An angel on my shoulder 
My intuition is strong 
Your temptation will not sway me 
I know what’s right and wrong 
This scalp you won’t be adding 
To those there on your belt 
Get thee behind me Satan
In me you will not dwell

Tuesday, August 2, 2022

peace

in chaos I found abandonment
in abandonment, I found peace
I looked too hard for compassion
and for my pain to ease
in quite solitude--what I looked to for
and what I prayed to find
was locked up in a chamber
but hid there this whole time
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PHD

got a PHD
from the university of hard knocks 
the sheep skin framed 
hanging on my wall 
reminding me of my ineptitudes  
graduating with honors 
top of my class 
no one could touch me 
studied hard for that 
as I move the tassel from the left to right 
shaking hands with those that taught me 
on graduation night

knave of hearts

my heart now missing a souvenir 
that you took
displayed on your shelf 
quickly forgotten 
hidden behind the others 
you, the knave of hearts 
a true master of the game 
no deviations from the plan devised 
me, blindsided by moonlight

book

I read you like a book 
the cover fading 
the binding cracked 
pages dog-eared and yellowing 
a book I have read many times 
and still reread 
contentment in your story 
comfort in your words 
an old friend I cherish 
a happily ever after 
 never changing 
but still I read 
page by page 
chapter by chapter 
a book I love

Monday, August 1, 2022

mask

your mask slips 
reality spills all over me 
drenching me in silent lucidity 
before you can catch it 
before you can retract it 
before you can cover it
but the truth does not set me free 
instead it blurs my vision 
making it harder 
to see my way

unwritten

I feel the lyrics 
the chords, not yet written 
compose with your heart

flowing script

my love bled across the page 
as a fountain pen's ink 
bleeds into fibers of linen paper 
my heart spilling its love for you 
in crimson flowing script

Saturday, July 30, 2022

same old

Are you telling yourself 
It’s all you’ll ever need 
All you ever wanted 
The stuff of your dreams 

Are you lying to yourself 
trying to get through the night 
Then the day comes 
And things just aren’t right 

Are you thinking to yourself 
Where did I go wrong 
It's the same old ending 
To the same old song 

Are you saying to yourself 
I’m tired of this charade 
There’s nothing that  I’ve got 
And a large price I’ve paid 

Are you asking yourself 
How do I get back 
How did I ever 
Get so far off track

Quid Pro Quo

Will you ever reach the summit 
With all stretched below 
When after all you’ve faced 
Has become a flickering glow 
After all the difficult tries 
And the whispering echoes 
The dilemmas and the fears 
From things you didn’t know 
When it all tumbles down 
Like a whiteout blizzard's snow 
When there’s no turns left 
Where you didn’t already go 
You thought the end was near 
After the hurricane’s blow 
But your angel didn’t come 
With a clearer path shown 
When you didn’t stay in hell 
But were there to say hello 
And you bartered with Satan 
Another quid pro quo 
You tried to speed real fast 
But could only move in slow 
What is there that’s left? 
More dues that you now owe 
For the life that you have lived 
And the wild oats you sowed 
It's the levy that you pay 
For the final quid pro quo

blowing on the dice

luck for the next roll 
your fortune on the table 
life is a craps shoot

Friday, July 29, 2022

bittersweet

so close to the dream
the taste of reality
left it bittersweet
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fit

there's a place in your arms
that I just might fit
let me fill that space

there's a place in your mind
with dreams you can share
let me fill that space

there's a place in your heart
that is not being used
let me fill that space

there's a place in your soul
that longs for the truth
let me fill that space

there's a trail untraveled
a path to your love
let me explore it with you
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soft and simple

a line in a song I heard sung
music soft and simple
seems like yesterday

yesterday, a moment in time
feet firmly on the ground
a night sky abundant with stars

stars, reflecting eyes and thought
blocking what I didn't see
whispers underneath the moon

moon, now full with frosty glow
music in silence echoes
as I lay alone
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Thursday, July 28, 2022

out of breath

running till I'm out of breath
knowing there is nothing left 
hitting hard foreboding walls
nothing my way ever falls 
love is hanging on this ledge 
didn't have the leading edge 
never did if I recall

monsoon

in the desert night 
streaks of electricity 
all hype, no rain falls

love me

that you can love me
a half that you have made whole
takes my breath away

Wednesday, July 27, 2022

hike

we hike the canyon 
a strong hand if I need it 
watching out for me

hurdles

jumping the hurdles
running as fast as I can 
always one faster