Wednesday, September 7, 2022

a

a simple game 
a lover's lair
a cold spring day
a love affair
a first hug 
a first kiss 
a memory made 
a time of bliss
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coin toss

what happens now? 
your future love secure 
the shadow laying dormant
the door left ajar 
were you successful in separating
the fact from the fiction? 
without delving too deep 
and causing more friction 

one heart secure
the other wild and free 
one strokes your mind 
the other stokes your needs 

do you finally read the book? 
from cover to cover 
solve all the mystery 
see what's uncovered 
the choice always yours 
as you flip the quarter 
is it heads or tails?
is it friend, is it lover? 

one heart secure
the other wild and free 
one strokes your mind
the other stokes your needs
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Tuesday, September 6, 2022

torment

torment, torture, burn in hell 
all of these things locked
within this cell 
I scream, I cry, 
the echoes yell 
the more I purge...
the more that dwell 
I thought that only 
time would tell 
still the scent, the sulfur smell 
I see this yon...a very long spell 
drenched, I drown 
in this deep well
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angle

you are the stranger 
I wanted to know 
hiding in the shadow 
working your angle
an unseen danger 
to my heart 
but the real you
I still haven't met 

the words I hear 
sweet like honey
thick and vague 
watching what you say 
nothing is conveyed
in all that you do
no one sees
into an opaque you 

protection from all
a feeling arranger 
keeper of the key 
that locks the door
nothing set me free
from any part of you 
you weren't in danger 
of falling in love
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Saturday, September 3, 2022

life

it slips, it slides, it floats away.... 
it's more than I can grasp.. 
I can't wrap my mind around..
how fleeting and how fast
grasping at all these memories
all these thought and all these dreams 
this life and all its sweet repass
soars off on newfound wings
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Friday, September 2, 2022

addiction

and so it begins 
my withdrawal from addiction 
that causes so much pain 
frustration and confusion 
and as I bounce off 
of these barbwire walls 
I file all the thoughts
because I am that strong

you, the addiction
in over my head
you, the distraction
that filled me with dread
you, a misconception
that caused me to bleed
you, the diversion
I no longer need
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truth

if what I read 
held any truth
if it was more about me 
and less about you 
if it was less opaque  
the things I contemplate
then maybe, just maybe
things would be great
 
I think it could go
if there were two
less about others 
just me and you 
the things you say
and the things you do
would make the difference
in how things are skewed

I could write the book
on how you think
when it all falls down
I'm pushed to the brink
apologies given
you keep your grip
as insecurities
slowly slip
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Thursday, September 1, 2022

a chosen few

all of this a constant refrain
it rolls around inside my brain
causing hurt and so much pain
nothing ventured, nothing gained
everyday is just the same

wrapped around my hurt is you
telling me it was not true
on and on I read them through
all the things you told me too
practiced on a chosen few
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Wednesday, August 31, 2022

another day

I reach for you but you're not there
grabbing at straws; clutching thin air
perhaps I imagined, thought you were real
another dream that is congealed

the dawn is bleak, the raindrops fall
another storm as I recall
making it through the long hard day
dreamless nights, I'm held at bay

what was it like, before the gloom?
with beautiful flowers in full bloom
another day, a long lost time
when I was your and you were mine
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Monday, August 29, 2022

only a fool

only a fool plays by the rules
it's said beggars can't be choosers
only a gambler has nothing to lose
only a rock's too hard to bruise

more than two can play the game
how many in the end remain?
it somehow doesn't come out the same
when each and all start laying blame

when we take off the velvet gloves
inspecting and examining this thing called love
seeing what it's not or is made of
praying this time it's enough
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glock

I go to the range
and load my glock
the day I had
still in shock
I load up the clip
with hollow points
gonna use them all
before I leave this joint
there's nothing better
than shooting at the range

it feels so good
in the palm of my hand
squeezing off a round
this feels grand
the hit dead center
right through the heart
I never miss
this, my true art
there's nothing better
than shooting at the range

pretend I'm Fiona
the Burn Notice gal
I think you could be
my sidekick, pal
do you think you can handle
a chick with a gun?
you can load my clip
while I'm having fun
there's nothing better
than shooting at the range

maybe if you're good
I'll give you a bout
to relieve your stress and
get rid of those doubts
no doubt about
the way it feels
see the target
get the chills
there's nothing better
than shooting with you

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Friday, August 26, 2022

Lucky

You got lucky mister 
Lucky when we met
Lucky in my perceptions 
Lucky in my depths 
Like a fortune in a cookie
Like a gambler at the table 
It’s all on the line 
And destiny’s unstable 

Peeling back the layers 
Getting to the heart 
Uncovering the mysteries 
Of all that’s deep and dark 
A meeting that was chance 
Odds a thousand to one 
You still came out on top 
Obscurity undone 

I Put you on the path 
And turned it all around 
Gave you a new insight 
Put your feet back on the ground 
When all is said and done 
I gave it all to you 
And what you take away 
Is more than what you knew 

Yah, you got lucky 

litmus test

a true litmus test 
turning me deep crimson red 
a beautiful shade

Thursday, August 25, 2022

carry on

we carry on
when it all comes down
there's more thunder than rain
our dreams lay in shards
we carry on

we carry on
through the reality of it all
more fable than fairytale
more investment than return
when it all starts to shatter
we carry on

we carry on
because the sun will still shine
a silver lining to be seen
after the storm's rage
tomorrow will come
and it will be a better day
we carry on

match

every dream, every chance
you burned them all
with just one match
brushing against
memories once sweet
incinerated ash
laying at your feet
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we

you make me laugh
you make me sing
you promise the world
and all good things
seven months
a milestone for me
it keeps getting better
now that I is we
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Wednesday, August 24, 2022

Slow Down Haiku

You need to slow down 
Pull back, kick back, don't look back 
it's time to relax!

Tuesday, August 23, 2022

maybe

maybe I should have fought harder 
maybe I should have been smarter
maybe it should never have started 
maybe we should stay apart 
maybe, maybe, maybe 

maybe we should not have met 
maybe I shouldn't have left 
maybe I will have regrets
maybe I will never forget 
maybe, maybe, maybe
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ride on

ride on 
ride on 
moving out of here 

dream on 
dream on 
all the dreams are gone 

stay strong 
stay strong 
getting through some how
 
moving on, 
moving on
using all my strength
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laundry

feelings hung to dry 
like laundry on the line 
emotion and despair 
stains are retained there 

sometimes the spots that remain 
freckled, flecks of pain 
splattered all across 
don't come out in the wash

Monday, August 22, 2022

left behind

how do I know 
what to leave behind 
what I'll no longer need 
in this future of mine 
what if what was left 
was what I needed  
and it can't be retrieved 
because the history's deleted

ambrosia

passion comes
cherry sweet
juicy kisses
the taste and smell
of ambrosia
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forget the math

I want to make it easier 
stop over analyzing, 
more compromising 
one and one doesn't always equal two 
gonna stop putting up walls 
let it out of the box 
erase the lines that I drew 
I want to take it easier 
take it as it comes
push the envelope some

Friday, August 19, 2022

storm

your storm ravages my heart
the lightening flashes from your eyes 
the thunder of your voice 
the hurricane force winds 
of the words you hurl, 
cutting and deep 
intended to inflict and destruct 
the storm rages through the night 
no protection, no shelter 
and in the morning, all is calm
the storm has passed, 
but not without devastating my spirit

Thursday, August 18, 2022

drops on the tile

sometimes, good things pass 
spilling like wine from a glass 
hurrying to contain it too fast 
missing the drops on the tile 

although, I take it slow 
looking for secrets I don't know 
the extinguishing inner glow 
disguised in crescent moonlight 

reflecting on what I see 
and all you once meant to me
doubt now plants its seed 
a vision of hidden perception