After All You've Done For Me (lyrics)

These are my favorite lyrics: Bill Mallonee

I don't wanna lose this one before it is too late
Things just have a way of slipping through my fingers
When the strongest of convictions sort of gets bent out of shape
When the gnawing claw of doubt still lingers

You don't lose, don't lose
No pieces will you lose
After all you've done for me
It's the least I can do for you
You don't lose, don't lose
No pieces will you ever lose
After all you've done for me

As lonely as the final leaf swept from the barren tree
And the drugs, they don't go deep enough to set you free
And the fan blades reflect halo effects when I look up and see you
When the words won't frame the room you're in, pictures will have to do

To live inside these ruins where you move without a sound
Oh, to live inside this skin again and die outside your town
Oh, to break forth into sonnets
Oh Lord, keep me coming back
The stories that you tell your head to keep your heart intact


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neologism

I have no doubt that you’re a wordologist
and that you place them well
I believe in neologism
and with it I excel
but luck is in the draw
and the tiles that you choose
how many used at once
it is your Scrabble expertise

wander

as you wander
my heart ponders
wondering if you'll wander this way

no longer putting meaning
in what I am reading
cause I know it is not about me

no matter how much I want to believe
it never was or never will be
about me



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today

on a special day
twas one year ago today
you first came my way



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April 14th

on a spring day a year ago
on a day that was clear and cold
I met a lover with a heart of gold
he touched my heart, burrowed into my soul

a year in which we both have learned
each question answered, each concern
surprise around each and every turn
while the passion ignites and burns

times of happiness, times of pain
always faithful you remain
gold was struck in this deep vein
sun always shining after the rain



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come with me

come with me to the sea
walk the sand on the desolate beach
take my hand, take my heart
lay with me, under the stars

come with me, don't delay
in this place I want to stay
you beside me night and day
in the sun and times of rain

come with me, let us start
I know I don't want to be apart
you are now a component part
in my soul and in my heart



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heading out

I'm heading out
as quick as I can
where the air is clean
the water clear
just south of here is Heaven
ah...Mexico



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face value

I read all you write
eloquent poems and lyrics
without inserting
me in its beauty
or wondering how I fit



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poet

I don't have any expectations
what is it that turned your head?
was it all of the pictures?
or the words from my heart you read?

can you be the poet?
the one I've been searching for?
can you fill my heart with romance?
where others have failed before?



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uncovered

I pushed them deep
these feelings, I uncovered
from the depths of my heart
they swim to the surface
now that they are here
I'm gonna see what I have to do
they were a long time coming
I finally stopped running
baby, I'm coming back for you

this may be the last time
you read what I'm going to say
tell me what to do
as you hold my dreams at bay
is it your beautiful words?
the hidden truths of you
I'm holding on to these thoughts
this all may be for naught
maybe you have forgotten
I'll say it one last time
just in case you did
before it fades away
I love you



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that's how it is

I am here beside you
holding on to your hand
this is not how it started out
not quite the way we planned
but it is all working out
as it grows and continually expands
we've got each other's back
that's how it is with friends



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angle

you are the stranger
I wanted to know
hiding in the shadow
working your angle
an unseen danger
to my heart
the real you I still haven't met

the words I hear
sweet like honey
thick and vague
watching what you say
so nothing is conveyed
and no one can see into you
protection for all that you do

a feeling arranger
keeper of the key
that locks my love
nothing can free me
everything keeps you free
you were never in danger
of loving me



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a friend in need

take comfort in your friends
and the warm hands that they lend
when it all goes wrong
and it just keeps playing on

when you've had enough
and life is calling your bluff
depend on those you know
to make the heartaches go

if you have a friend in need
and they listen to your heart bleed
wrap around their soul
stick with what you know



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blank page

this page is bare in memory
you can write from abditory
a sonnet, lyrics, a poem of life
I read it all, reflecting

yes, I think you write for me
interpretation, of what I believe
I like to think I left a mark
tearing across your heart

renditions that I know aren't true
I've never meant that much to you
and still I read and for what it seems
I know it's my imagination



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float

you and I want different things
and yet we want the same
you drifted in for a reason
don't float out again

I'm not trying to bring you down
I'm not about trying to change you
can't we just enjoy this connection
for as long as it will last?

I'm not the answer to your dreams
I hold no obligation
I know that I can't break your heart
that's already been given

give me just a tiny space
a minuscule spot in your heart
I'll give to you the things you need
and you can give the same to me



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two

thinking of the days just passed
I wept, I mourned, bout what didn't last
today my sky dawns clear and blue
I'm looking for plus one to make a two



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play time

when the day is finally done
and all the work is through
and I am on the highway
heading home to you
that's where I want to be
heading home to you

finished up the dishes
coffee pot is set
got to have it early
before anyone is up yet
baby, I am beat
let's just call it a day
then I see that look
and tired melts away

cause when you sing that song
and you sing it just for me
you know there's no where else
that I would rather be
take me in your arms
sing it one more time
baby, you're singing our song
it is now play time



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enough

in unlimited capacities
I want
the more I want of you
the less I receive
leaving unmet yearnings
which cause disappointment
it is unfair to expect
more of you than you
are capable or willing to give to me
Mary said:"enough is as good as a feast"
but if your enough, is not enough
than I need to make a decision
I know yours has been made
and mine will come
soon



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promise

when I make a promise
you know it is true
I do so with faith and heart
and what I promise to you
is a love that is true
and will last you
all of your life



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let the night begin

the sun sets low
on my drive home
the minutes are long
till I get to you
greet me baby, at the front door
with a glass of wine
and one of your hugs
make the day disappear
let the night begin

vivify with a deep kiss
hold me tight, erase the day
waltz with me across this room
dance with me to our bedroom
dinner can wait, but this can't
light the candles, pull the shade
I want you to be holding me
when the twilight comes
it all fades to you



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cool iris

from the memory card in my 35mm
I am downloading you to my hard drive
that's right...
right into "cool iris"
the memories are there
the fantasies come to life
on that floating wall of us
and we will last forever
or until my pc crashes
whichever comes first



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longer than I thought

maybe I took the long way
and it took longer than I thought
it doesn't matter how I got there
does it matter than I'm here?

I didn't know what I was looking for
or what I was expecting to find
I guess I didn't think much about it
cause you were always on my mind

for a brief dream in time
I thought your love could be mine
but the fog finally dissipates
and clarity elucidates

the good-byes are getting easier
silence deafens my heart
and even though I just got here
I pack my bags to go back

maybe I took the long way
and it took longer than I thought
it doesn't matter how I got there
it doesn't matter that I'm here



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chances

I'm going to take more chances
start living on the edge
step over every line drawn
erase the boundaries of right and wrong
going to stop thinking twice
going to push every envelope
I'm going to take more risks
quit living life so safe

I'd rather be wrong for loving you
cause even if it doesn't work out
it won't be the first or
probably last, that I made a huge mistake
but I don't see how not loving you
is a chance that I shouldn't take

I guess I would rather be sorry
for something I did, not didn't do
and I'm going to take, this leap of faith
yep, close my eyes and jump
I'm going to take this leap of faith
and go on loving you



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sweet of you

it was sweet of you not to notice
to pretend you didn't see
to pretend everything was the same
to pretend my heart wasn't bleeding

it was sweet of you to act surprised
although you've known it for awhile
I think I protested to loudly
hiding behind laughter and smiles

it was sweet of you to stay
all these times that I've been blue
overlooking the obvious
that's just what good friends do



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stuck

how do I become unstuck
these wheels keep spinning in mud
how did I get so off-track
it must be this heavy load

as thick as Mississippi mud
completely dragging me down
it feels more like quicksand
that's quickly sucking me in

I'm gonna need a little help
a gentle push to get out of this
you've always tried to help me
I know sometimes this was tough

what you need to remember is
I didn't get here by myself
so give me a push, a gentle tug
to get me back on track



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