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Friday, February 27, 2009
Renewed
Cold, tired and hungry
Another long, long day
Want to be home this instant
But there's traffic on the way
Close the garage, walk on in
You are standing there
Handing me a glass of wine
An answer to my prayers
As you talk about your day
You push my hair from my eyes
A loving, intimate gesture
Starts my blood pressure to rise
Caressing starts real slowly
Followed by fervent kisses
On my face and down my throat
Followed by ultimate bliss
I don’t mind the work day
As long as I have you
To unwind and share my life with
To start each day renewed
Another long, long day
Want to be home this instant
But there's traffic on the way
Close the garage, walk on in
You are standing there
Handing me a glass of wine
An answer to my prayers
As you talk about your day
You push my hair from my eyes
A loving, intimate gesture
Starts my blood pressure to rise
Caressing starts real slowly
Followed by fervent kisses
On my face and down my throat
Followed by ultimate bliss
I don’t mind the work day
As long as I have you
To unwind and share my life with
To start each day renewed
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Blinders
Living in the present
Nothing that I need to repent
Loving all about you
After all that we’ve been through
Overlook the problems
Obscure in my poems
Look at life with blinders
Forgetting all reminders
Prose is a safe haven
It’s lovin’ that I’m craving
Help me through the trouble
Living in this bubble
Finally a safe shelter
My life was helter skelter
Rescued from this dismal place
Rescued only by god’s good grace
Saved from hell and eternal damnation
Rescued from temptation by salvation
Saved by all that is truly holy
Saved at last but really slowly
I was saved, just the same
And forgiven all the shame
Save this to my memory
All part of my history
Nothing that I need to repent
Loving all about you
After all that we’ve been through
Overlook the problems
Obscure in my poems
Look at life with blinders
Forgetting all reminders
Prose is a safe haven
It’s lovin’ that I’m craving
Help me through the trouble
Living in this bubble
Finally a safe shelter
My life was helter skelter
Rescued from this dismal place
Rescued only by god’s good grace
Saved from hell and eternal damnation
Rescued from temptation by salvation
Saved by all that is truly holy
Saved at last but really slowly
I was saved, just the same
And forgiven all the shame
Save this to my memory
All part of my history
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
That Thing You Do
Doing that thing you always do
Looking for your keys
Going to be late for work again
I find them with ease
Doing that thing you always do
Call me during your day
Apologize for this morning
Ask if I’m ok
Doing that thing you always do
Fall asleep during the news
Yawn, then stretch, get ready for bed
Predictability infused
Now, do that thing you always do
You know just what I need
I love the way you make me feel
You make my life complete
Looking for your keys
Going to be late for work again
I find them with ease
Doing that thing you always do
Call me during your day
Apologize for this morning
Ask if I’m ok
Doing that thing you always do
Fall asleep during the news
Yawn, then stretch, get ready for bed
Predictability infused
Now, do that thing you always do
You know just what I need
I love the way you make me feel
You make my life complete
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
An Inconvenient Truth
It is an inconvenient truth
No time would be right
Settling of differences
Both of us contrite
Sorry for the anger
Sorry for the pain
Sorry for the hurt we caused
Neither one to blame
Moving on toward futures
Separate on both sides
Can we walk away as friends
Leaving wounded pride behind?
And if, perchance, we meet again
Can we nod and say hello?
All the pain left years ago
Our dispositions mellowed
No time would be right
Settling of differences
Both of us contrite
Sorry for the anger
Sorry for the pain
Sorry for the hurt we caused
Neither one to blame
Moving on toward futures
Separate on both sides
Can we walk away as friends
Leaving wounded pride behind?
And if, perchance, we meet again
Can we nod and say hello?
All the pain left years ago
Our dispositions mellowed
Monday, February 23, 2009
Love
I can't make you love me
With potions, hexes, or will
You will do what you want to
I can’t make you stay
With rope, cuffs, or chains
You will do what you want to
All I know is that I love you
Whole heart, whole mind, whole soul
Do with this what you will
With potions, hexes, or will
You will do what you want to
I can’t make you stay
With rope, cuffs, or chains
You will do what you want to
All I know is that I love you
Whole heart, whole mind, whole soul
Do with this what you will
Uncharted
Uncharted territory
I’ve not been here before
Ultimate highs and extreme lows
Longing, loving, after glow
Always keep my heart in check
Playing by my skills
Past romance has taught me
I have learned to see
Matching you play by play
Set and match we volley
Your game is much stronger
My will can’t last much longer
I will triumph in the end
Lover you will see
I have known this from the start
I will get inside your heart
You think of this as a game
Maybe that was true
But a change is on the way
And your heart will not be safe
You are thinking of me
I romp across your mind
You know you can’t deny it
You may as well just quit
To go where no woman has been before
This my eventual goal
To capture you and beat the odds
Letting go of this facade
I’ve not been here before
Ultimate highs and extreme lows
Longing, loving, after glow
Always keep my heart in check
Playing by my skills
Past romance has taught me
I have learned to see
Matching you play by play
Set and match we volley
Your game is much stronger
My will can’t last much longer
I will triumph in the end
Lover you will see
I have known this from the start
I will get inside your heart
You think of this as a game
Maybe that was true
But a change is on the way
And your heart will not be safe
You are thinking of me
I romp across your mind
You know you can’t deny it
You may as well just quit
To go where no woman has been before
This my eventual goal
To capture you and beat the odds
Letting go of this facade
Fly
Catch a plane to anywhere
Anywhere but here
Current passport handy
Destination in the air
I’ll know when I get there
If this is the place
To get the peace I’m craving
To offer enough space
Space to start a future
Exciting, alone and new
A future to be created
A future without you
Anywhere but here
Current passport handy
Destination in the air
I’ll know when I get there
If this is the place
To get the peace I’m craving
To offer enough space
Space to start a future
Exciting, alone and new
A future to be created
A future without you
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Devoted
I wish I could take it back
Wipe away the hurt on your face
The words can not be unspoken
It is loving that I lack
The time I wasted in this ruse
Time of yours and mine
Time we can’t relive
Now I’m just confused
Several times I asked for space
Something you can’t give
It’s not your fault you smothered me
It just helps state my case
Find someone more devoted
While I move away
Someday I may be sorry
Right now I just feel choked
Wipe away the hurt on your face
The words can not be unspoken
It is loving that I lack
The time I wasted in this ruse
Time of yours and mine
Time we can’t relive
Now I’m just confused
Several times I asked for space
Something you can’t give
It’s not your fault you smothered me
It just helps state my case
Find someone more devoted
While I move away
Someday I may be sorry
Right now I just feel choked
Sand Dollar Haiku
I found a perfect sand dollar
Monetary value - ZERO
Sentimental value to me - priceless!!
Monetary value - ZERO
Sentimental value to me - priceless!!
Purgatory
Since you left
I have entered Purgatory
It’s not just for babies
But for all tortured souls
Say the rosary
Pray for redemption
Saving grace
Hail Mary
Salvation will come
Not soon enough
How much can I endure?
I guess God knows
I have entered Purgatory
It’s not just for babies
But for all tortured souls
Say the rosary
Pray for redemption
Saving grace
Hail Mary
Salvation will come
Not soon enough
How much can I endure?
I guess God knows
Kryptonite
Like superman and kryptonite
Your love poisoned me
Maybe not on purpose
But poisoned just the same
I need some kind of protective shield
Deflecting bad rays
Holding in the good
Is there such a thing?
I can fight it
I am strong
Repel the bad
Capture the good
Maybe I should be a super hero
Fighting for the good of mankind
Saving the unfortunate
Kryptonite for the enemy
Your love poisoned me
Maybe not on purpose
But poisoned just the same
I need some kind of protective shield
Deflecting bad rays
Holding in the good
Is there such a thing?
I can fight it
I am strong
Repel the bad
Capture the good
Maybe I should be a super hero
Fighting for the good of mankind
Saving the unfortunate
Kryptonite for the enemy
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Wonder
Wonder how I came to this
Thinking about the past
Moving in a coma in the present
Life is funny
Need to wake up
Jump start my life
Lock the past away
Move ahead
How do I start
Used to be so easy
Knew just what to do
Caught in a quagmire
Put one foot first
Think positive
Make a plan
Just do it
Thinking about the past
Moving in a coma in the present
Life is funny
Need to wake up
Jump start my life
Lock the past away
Move ahead
How do I start
Used to be so easy
Knew just what to do
Caught in a quagmire
Put one foot first
Think positive
Make a plan
Just do it
Distance
People tell me
It will never be
Distance is a killer
For romance
I say they’re wrong
Our love is strong
Spanning time zones
To be together
We have to work harder
Don’t be a martyr
Ups and downs
Are to be expected
Loving is tough
We’ve got the right stuff
To beat the odds
And we will
It will never be
Distance is a killer
For romance
I say they’re wrong
Our love is strong
Spanning time zones
To be together
We have to work harder
Don’t be a martyr
Ups and downs
Are to be expected
Loving is tough
We’ve got the right stuff
To beat the odds
And we will
Monday, February 16, 2009
Muse
Reading all your poetry
Loving each new verse
Thinking each one over
I’m totally immersed
Am I your inspiration?
I feel they’re just for me
Each new line an insight
To a strong degree
How can you see inside my soul
When we have never met
The words describing perfectly
My happiness and dread
Keep on writing just for me
I will be your muse
Keep on writing from the heart
Keep my life infused
Loving each new verse
Thinking each one over
I’m totally immersed
Am I your inspiration?
I feel they’re just for me
Each new line an insight
To a strong degree
How can you see inside my soul
When we have never met
The words describing perfectly
My happiness and dread
Keep on writing just for me
I will be your muse
Keep on writing from the heart
Keep my life infused
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Chances
If I had just one wish
It would be for you
Establish life together
A love that would be true
At one time I had this chance
But the bridge I burned
Did not take it seriously
And your love I spurned
Banishing any possible hope
I put you on your guard
The torment that I caused you
Has left you feeling scarred
Can you please forgive me
I know now what I lost
One more chance is all I ask
No matter what the cost
Maybe trust can be regained
I promise, on your terms
Anything you want is yours
This I will affirm
I beg you for forgiveness
At least to heal your pain
I beg of you just one more chance
It will not be in vain
It would be for you
Establish life together
A love that would be true
At one time I had this chance
But the bridge I burned
Did not take it seriously
And your love I spurned
Banishing any possible hope
I put you on your guard
The torment that I caused you
Has left you feeling scarred
Can you please forgive me
I know now what I lost
One more chance is all I ask
No matter what the cost
Maybe trust can be regained
I promise, on your terms
Anything you want is yours
This I will affirm
I beg you for forgiveness
At least to heal your pain
I beg of you just one more chance
It will not be in vain
Friday, February 13, 2009
Hindsight
Even though you’re far away
I love you deeply still
And someday we’ll be together
This is what I pray
Miles and miles of empty time
Time that we have lost
We should have made the hours count
Wasting them was a crime
Do you wonder, as I do
When we’ll meet again
And can we resurrect our love
After all that we’ve been through
Fate will either reunite
Or leave us miles apart
Wondering what could have been
May always be hindsight
I love you deeply still
And someday we’ll be together
This is what I pray
Miles and miles of empty time
Time that we have lost
We should have made the hours count
Wasting them was a crime
Do you wonder, as I do
When we’ll meet again
And can we resurrect our love
After all that we’ve been through
Fate will either reunite
Or leave us miles apart
Wondering what could have been
May always be hindsight
Victim
You are an unsuspecting victim
For what I have in mind
Doing all to please me
For rules that I define
Always sending flowers
Declarations of love
I respond in answer
Although I’m devoid of
I’m sorry I will hurt you
It’s the nature of the beast
You’re the one that came along
When I got back on my feet
I am not the loving sort
That part of me died
All future lover’s on my part
Are to restore my pride
So be ever watchful
Leave me when you can
Before I go and break your heart
Which is my only plan
For what I have in mind
Doing all to please me
For rules that I define
Always sending flowers
Declarations of love
I respond in answer
Although I’m devoid of
I’m sorry I will hurt you
It’s the nature of the beast
You’re the one that came along
When I got back on my feet
I am not the loving sort
That part of me died
All future lover’s on my part
Are to restore my pride
So be ever watchful
Leave me when you can
Before I go and break your heart
Which is my only plan
Monday, February 9, 2009
Insight
Walking down this path again
Been here once before
Kind of get the feeling
That I know what’s in store
Getting that same old sentiment
That I used to know
Going to be more careful
I'll stay with the flow
Using my experience
To make it turn out right
The student has more knowledge
A whole lot more insight
Getting much more comfortable
Know just what to do
Calmness now surrounds me
Maybe it’s just you
Been here once before
Kind of get the feeling
That I know what’s in store
Getting that same old sentiment
That I used to know
Going to be more careful
I'll stay with the flow
Using my experience
To make it turn out right
The student has more knowledge
A whole lot more insight
Getting much more comfortable
Know just what to do
Calmness now surrounds me
Maybe it’s just you
Best Interest
Feeling kind of out of sorts
Feeling some new pain
Calling up the doctor
To analyze this strain
The doctor says he thinks I need
A very intense work session
It may take us several weeks
To harbor this aggression
I follow doctors orders
He always know what’s best
He’s there for my best interest
To this I can attest
Now I’m feeling better
All the symptoms gone
Rested and refreshed again
It didn’t take that long
Feeling some new pain
Calling up the doctor
To analyze this strain
The doctor says he thinks I need
A very intense work session
It may take us several weeks
To harbor this aggression
I follow doctors orders
He always know what’s best
He’s there for my best interest
To this I can attest
Now I’m feeling better
All the symptoms gone
Rested and refreshed again
It didn’t take that long
Lists
Took some time off for myself
I felt I had the need
Established some new boundaries
Planted some new seeds
Thinking of the future
And where I need to go
What I wanted mostly
Setting some new goals
Got some new priorities
Made a brand new list
What is it I need the most
What is it that I missed
I think I’ll be ok now
Future very bright
Everything in order
Goals are all in sight
Wanting peace and order
Everything refined
Wanting love and passion
A lifetime to be mine
I felt I had the need
Established some new boundaries
Planted some new seeds
Thinking of the future
And where I need to go
What I wanted mostly
Setting some new goals
Got some new priorities
Made a brand new list
What is it I need the most
What is it that I missed
I think I’ll be ok now
Future very bright
Everything in order
Goals are all in sight
Wanting peace and order
Everything refined
Wanting love and passion
A lifetime to be mine
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Back To Me
You fly halfway round the world
To help your fellow man
To help impart some wisdom
Help them form some plans
I sit here waiting patiently
Waiting for the day
When you are coming back to me
Let it be soon I pray
When will it be our turn
To turn the outside world away
And be alone together
To not do work but play
I will just be waiting
But maybe in my dreams
You will be here sooner
And all will be serene
So do the things you need to do
Help all those you can
So that when you finally get here
You will never leave again
To help your fellow man
To help impart some wisdom
Help them form some plans
I sit here waiting patiently
Waiting for the day
When you are coming back to me
Let it be soon I pray
When will it be our turn
To turn the outside world away
And be alone together
To not do work but play
I will just be waiting
But maybe in my dreams
You will be here sooner
And all will be serene
So do the things you need to do
Help all those you can
So that when you finally get here
You will never leave again
Ireland
I want to go to Ireland
Where all is cool and green
Shamrocks, castles, and family
That I have never seen
The music and the Irish brogue
The laughter and the dance
My Irish eyes are misting
I won’t give up this chance
In a very busy pub
I will have some ale
Talking to my countrymen
Let them spin their tales
Yes Ireland is just the place
I think that I will go
Enjoying all the history
And spending some euros
Where all is cool and green
Shamrocks, castles, and family
That I have never seen
The music and the Irish brogue
The laughter and the dance
My Irish eyes are misting
I won’t give up this chance
In a very busy pub
I will have some ale
Talking to my countrymen
Let them spin their tales
Yes Ireland is just the place
I think that I will go
Enjoying all the history
And spending some euros
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Games
I knew that it would be like this
And you’d betray me with a kiss
While I stayed true to only you
You’re the one that ends up blue
I studied you and learned your game
And I played it just the same
You thought you could be sure of me
But you’re the one that got deceived
It’s hard to flirt and not betray
It’s better not to even play
And now is when the truth wins out
You’re the one down for the count
For now the winner I’ve become
But love is lost, who really won?
And you’d betray me with a kiss
While I stayed true to only you
You’re the one that ends up blue
I studied you and learned your game
And I played it just the same
You thought you could be sure of me
But you’re the one that got deceived
It’s hard to flirt and not betray
It’s better not to even play
And now is when the truth wins out
You’re the one down for the count
For now the winner I’ve become
But love is lost, who really won?
Monday, February 2, 2009
Yearning
I would have followed you anywhere.
I would have nurtured and held you,
loved and caressed, done anything.
But you didn’t play fair.
I would have comforted and consoled,
laughed, teased, provoked
and given you anything
all the while relinquishing control.
Instead you left me yearning.
With empty arms and a broken heart
you took advantage of my innocence
and left my love in mourning.
I will use what my heart has learned
once it has completely healed.
My mind will control all future loves
so my heart is protected not burned.
I would have nurtured and held you,
loved and caressed, done anything.
But you didn’t play fair.
I would have comforted and consoled,
laughed, teased, provoked
and given you anything
all the while relinquishing control.
Instead you left me yearning.
With empty arms and a broken heart
you took advantage of my innocence
and left my love in mourning.
I will use what my heart has learned
once it has completely healed.
My mind will control all future loves
so my heart is protected not burned.
Go
I want to go to places,
that I have never been.
I want to feel things, I have never felt.
Say that you'll come with me,
and take me to new heights.
Say that I'm important
and that it will be alright.
that I have never been.
I want to feel things, I have never felt.
Say that you'll come with me,
and take me to new heights.
Say that I'm important
and that it will be alright.
Busy
As I go about my day
busy all the time
Traces of you keep coming back
and playing in my mind
Do you think as I do
during your busy day
Then send me evening messages
while we relax and play
busy all the time
Traces of you keep coming back
and playing in my mind
Do you think as I do
during your busy day
Then send me evening messages
while we relax and play
Arizona
In my world the sky is blue
under Arizona skies.
In your world the sky is gray
another blustery, cold, cold day.
Put on your boots and coat and hat
prepare for the long cold trek.
Think of me here, my blue outside,
sunroof open, smiling, driving to the Mexico tide.
Sun glasses, tanning lotion,
singing as I drive.
You walk through drifts of endless snow
with the forceful wind continuing to blow.
Come to me, here, share my blue sky
leave your coat and hat behind.
Come to me, here, let's lie on the beach
with icy, margarita's just in reach.
under Arizona skies.
In your world the sky is gray
another blustery, cold, cold day.
Put on your boots and coat and hat
prepare for the long cold trek.
Think of me here, my blue outside,
sunroof open, smiling, driving to the Mexico tide.
Sun glasses, tanning lotion,
singing as I drive.
You walk through drifts of endless snow
with the forceful wind continuing to blow.
Come to me, here, share my blue sky
leave your coat and hat behind.
Come to me, here, let's lie on the beach
with icy, margarita's just in reach.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Rock My World
It had to be you, that rocked my world
someone far away, someone with ties
to another world, another life
It had to be you that rocked my world
just when I thought I had a plan
had it all worked out in my head
It had to be you that rocked my world
sent me reeling, upset my plans
sent me into denial
It had to be you that rocked my world
sweetness, words, games, hugs,
part of who you are
someone far away, someone with ties
to another world, another life
It had to be you that rocked my world
just when I thought I had a plan
had it all worked out in my head
It had to be you that rocked my world
sent me reeling, upset my plans
sent me into denial
It had to be you that rocked my world
sweetness, words, games, hugs,
part of who you are
Timing
I couldn’t have planned it better
meeting you this way
I couldn’t have written a better scenario,
scripted it, rehearsed it
I couldn’t have arranged it,
changed it, foretold it
Timing is everything,
monumental, key
Sometimes things just have a way of working out
no strings, no perceptions, no reason
meeting you this way
I couldn’t have written a better scenario,
scripted it, rehearsed it
I couldn’t have arranged it,
changed it, foretold it
Timing is everything,
monumental, key
Sometimes things just have a way of working out
no strings, no perceptions, no reason
Ready
I was so ready for love
When you came along
You must have sensed it
Felt it
How did you know
Just what to do
To make it happen
You knew
What took you so long
To come to me
To change my world
You did
Say you will stay
Protect and keep me
Warm and loved
You will
When you came along
You must have sensed it
Felt it
How did you know
Just what to do
To make it happen
You knew
What took you so long
To come to me
To change my world
You did
Say you will stay
Protect and keep me
Warm and loved
You will
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