Friday, March 5, 2021

ever or at all

they were two lovers in the night 
staying together till the sunrise 
passion linked with soft sweet sighs 
whenever they could steal the time 

she thought she heard the promise of more 
he always had one foot out the door
it wasn't that loving her was a chore 
that wasn't what he was looking for 

she didn't see it like he did 
she couldn't understand it, not one bit 
every time she mentioned it 
all their time became undid 

he never asked her to please wait 
she saw his back going through the gate 
although the hour was very late 
she knew this time was their last date 

after that last time he didn't call 
her world crashed in and she bawled and bawled 
she thought he really has some gall  
but nothing was offered--ever or at all 

oh, nuts

a tough nut to crack 
feelings that you keep intact 
passion oozes past

Wednesday, March 3, 2021

trick

a sleight of hand trick 
that made your heart disappear 
leaving me empty 

shadow

my grip was too tight 
holding on to a shadow 
of what used to be 

Sunday, February 28, 2021

the mirrored image

the image I portray 
reflections of a façade 
oblivious  
by those that I meet 
hairline cracks
miniscule crevices
hard to read;
you should have
looked much deeper
to know the real me

Friday, February 26, 2021

dance

slowly we move 
music soft and sweet 
bodies in sync 
nothing fits between
I feel your heart 
you can feel mine 
the song ends
but not what we feel...
not what we have... 
not what we are...
together

long may she run

you tell me that I need blue jeans
cause the tailpipe gets so hot 
you say I need leather boots 
in case we should go down 
you slather me with sunscreen 
to protect from wind and sun 
you tighten the strap on my helmet
to make sure it stays on 
all you do to keep me safe 
makes me feel so loved
I climb on up 
away we go 
long may the Victory run

Wednesday, February 24, 2021

spark

that spark that you started 
is now an electrical current 
every capillary charged 
every vein engorged 
as it flows straight to my heart
dizzy I rise
grabbing hold of you
I can't steady my body
when I have already fallen
head over heals
in love

the eyes have it

blue eyes see deeply
into my heart and my soul 
love reflects in green eyes 

Monday, February 22, 2021

beautiful

you tell me I am beautiful... 
don't you know...
can you not see... 
it is a reflection... 
of what I feel... 
an inner glow... 
that seeps through every pore... 
no longer able to be contained... 
in the chambers of an over-flowing heart...

you are

you are everywhere I want to be
in the breeze that blows down from the mountains 
in the long shadows cast by the mesquite trees 
in the light of the moon 
in the glow of the stars 
you are everywhere I want to be

you are every song I want to sing 
every note set to a score 
every beat of my heart 
every line of every love song 
every tempo that we dance slowly to 
you are every song I want to sing 

you are everything I want to feel
the tenderness of your kiss 
the heat of your passion 
the pounding of your heart 
the strength of your love 
you are everything I want to feel 
you are all of these things and more 
you are....

Friday, February 19, 2021

Work Haiku

work was a real bitch! 
fires doused like a ranger 
cocktails now for me

Freedom?

Pushing all my buttons 
You try to anger me 
I can see it coming 
And will not disagree 

We’ve played this game too many times 
I will not be engaged 
You can do this by yourself 
I refuse to be enraged 

More and more this is the theme 
You wound and then step back 
I know where this is going
I’m wise to these attacks
 


Do you want to be with me 
Or is freedom what you seek? 
I will grant you either one 
But this I do not need 

Think it over, contemplate 
Then get back to me 
Do you want a future 
Or want to be set free?

Thursday, February 18, 2021

Canyon

roaming the mountains and the desert floor 
sun high over head, I've been here before 
seeking the answers to the quandaries that plague 
no solutions forth coming-- my resolve diminishing 

and i shout in the canyon the question "WHY" 
and the echo returns  "the promises were lies" 

things that you did and things that you said 
keep ricocheting around inside of my head 
my steps are unsteady did I stray from the path?
thirsting for answers before I can go back 

and i shout in the canyon the question "WHY" 
and the echo returns "the promises were lies" 

the weariness is coming, I stumble and fall 
nothing to grab hold of, there's no help at all  
my direction now falters; which way should I go?
praying for guidance and praying to know 

and I shout in the canyon the question "WHY" 
the echo that returns "the promises were lies" 

heaven betrayed me hell opens it's door 
redemption can't find me on this desert floor 
I've burned all my bridges, hell's flames scorch at me 
there's just no way back--none that I'll ever see

and i shout in the canyon the question "WHY" 
the echo that returns "the promises were lies"

Withdrawal Haiku

No Mexico for years 
seems I am in withdrawal 
Do not approach me! 

Promises Fulfilled Haiku

The day was cold with rain 
promise held in many ways 
Promises fulfilled

Wednesday, February 17, 2021

Say The Words

Say the words 
Once more  
Incase there aren't more moments 
Incase I never see you again 

Say the words 
So I can keep them in my memory 
Incase the world spins out of control 
And all is lost 

Say the words 
So I can lock them in my heart
Remember you were here
a long time ago  

The Doorway (JPB)

I stand in the doorway 
seeing things I don’t want to see 
Events that will take you from me 

I stand in the doorway  
Knowing I can do nothing
My power diminished 

I stand in the doorway 
Alone, unsheltered, anguished 
Willing a change of events 

I stand in the doorway 
Watching and waiting 
Hoping for intervention

I stand in the doorway 
And watch you leave 
For the last time 

Tuesday, February 16, 2021

Casa By The Sea

In this casa on the beach 
A calm and rolling sea 
Sitting alone on the terrace 
Enjoying the peace it brings 

A perfect cup of coffee 
Alone, safe and secure
It is very early 
The sand is undisturbed 

Best time of the morning 
Contemplating life
No pulls, no tugs, no stressors 
Escape from all the strife 

Pull myself together 
Relax and just kick back 
The time I have here is too short 
But puts me back on track 

The peace I take when time to leave 
Doesn’t last that long 
But life here at the casa 
Though short, helps me stay strong

Radar Haiku

You fall off radar 
Are you in the Twilight Zone? 
Here's a life jacket

Work Haiku (Part Deux)

The moon rises full 
People are crazier then! 
Monday is a bitch 

Monday, February 15, 2021

air

oxygen and carbon dioxide 
breathe it in 
inhale the smell of passion 
let your senses overload 
drink me in 
 let the air go to your head 
close your eyes 
for one last taste lick 
your lips taste me there
breathe me in don't exhale

fear to tread

in my heart 
where love has fled 
a hedged bet 
with no point spread 
a hole that's deep 
a heart that bled 
a place where angels fear to tread 

in my heart 
that once knew love 
a full moon and stars above 
memories are displaced
without a love to grace 
a penciled note that's been erased

Sunday, February 14, 2021

earthquake

you rocked my world
the aftershocks, tremendous 
tremors still felt
in my heart and soul

a

a simple game 
a lover's lair 
a cold spring day 
a love affair
a first hug 
a first kiss 
 a memory made 
a time of bliss