Wednesday, October 27, 2021

purr

you complement me on my hair 
when I know that it's a mess 
you say my shirt looks sexy 
and it's torn with stains on it 
you tell me dinner was really great 
when the steak was pretty tough 
you see through rose colored glasses
and I thank you very much 

you tell me that I purr at night 
when it's actually snoring 
you stay awake when I toss and turn 
and I know that it's annoying 
I lay awake and watch you sleep 
saying a prayer of thanks 
with your arm around me tight
loving that I'm there

Tuesday, October 26, 2021

reason to believe

I try to believe
that love has no reasons 
sometimes a monsoon 
sometimes a dry season 
let the rain begin 
let the drought finally end 
wrap yourself around 
what's left of me 

bury yourself here 
inside of me 
burrow yourself 
under my skin 
let the rain begin
let the drought finally end 
bury your love here 
inside of me
 
give me a reason 
a reason to believe

shadows

shadows drip from darkened walls
a cold, bright moon enhances all
many a sleepless night is caused
a love that waits at beck and call

wind

the wind blows change
for better or worse 
stirring up questions 
answers gritty and coarse 
tell the truth 
so I can file it away 
and we can get back 
to yesterday

Monday, October 25, 2021

Breakfast With The Mafia

breakfast with the mafia 
an early Thursday morn 
we watch them through the window 
not happy with their discord
eating their New York bagels 
while they plan and plot 
we're watching for a drive by
making sure we know when to drop 

one looks like Jr Soprano 
getting out of his chauffeured car 
we're guessing they're all packing 
at least their bodyguards are 
we wonder who's gonna get massacred   
whose days just might be numbered 
we're glad that they don't know us 
and we won't be encumbered 

the underworld sure is thriving 
by the looks of this tight clan 
they're  silenced by other patrons 
so they don't overhear their plans 
we hurry with our coffee 
before Tony Soprano arrives 
we just want to leave here 
while we're still alive
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dysphoric heart

feelings that died 
or got buried too deep 
a dysphoric heart 
that is left to weep 

a mind that is numb 
from the games that were played 
a spirit that is shattered 
a soul that is grey

no answers that come 
to the question "why?" 
or the reason you left 
which I try to deny 

file it away like
the others before 
a window will open 
behind this slammed door 

center word

I draw 7 tiles 
trying to build 
off the center word
in this Scrabble of life

nothing I can construct 
from this soul of vowels 
no consonants 
in my heart 

the game plays on 
your turn is quick 
your tiles better 
your heart unscathed 

no words to make 
to lead me forward 
after the board is folded 
and the game put away 

Saturday, October 23, 2021

Vic Vegas

on a silver bed
beauties clothed in wispy smoke
purring as we go
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you are

you are a part of every hour 
the light that shines inside 
the song I sing in the morning 
the poetry that I write 
the wonder of each moment
a candle in my dark 
a now eternal flame 
burning always in my heart

me

this is how I think 
and sometimes the way I feel
my Haiku and Prose 

Friday, October 22, 2021

tenfold

this love that I feel 
as vast and deep as the sea 
and returned tenfold

Picasso

my life 
a Picasso abstract 
conceptual pieces 
that somehow make up
a work of art

unanswered

I professed it all 
my feelings and love for you 
by the light of the moon
I cork the bottle 
and toss it far out to sea 
in the early morning 
as I walk the beach 
I find the bottle at my feet 
my exposed love 
still enclosed, 
intact, unanswered

for you

you understand it all 
you look inside 
delving into the depths
exploring mind and heart 
looking at the whole picture 
the unfinished portrait of me
seeing what can be 
look into my eyes 
what you find there 
what you see there 
is all for you

Thursday, October 21, 2021

where

where chambered feelings once were kept 
levied love over dams now swept 
overflowing and forming a pool
in the depths of all that's new

where thoughts and dreams have not formed yet
from an accordion folder in my heart's depths 
memories painted on blue sky days
no clouds in sight on which to gaze

where love flows inward over sandy shores
gregariously, we allow for more 
a crescent moon that shines above 
a ceiling of stars that blanket my fall 

beginnings

as the window shuts 
a fragrant breeze sweeps inward 
love begins anew

peace abounds

upon forgiveness the Lord's face shines
water turned to sweet, sweet wine
drink my friend, let it renew 
the gift of love that awaits you 

grace surrounds, peace abounds 
faith will never let you down 
in the teachings of His book 
sometimes quickly overlooked 

although some pain I can't forget 
you do not fill me with regret 
yesterday's petals now less fragrant 
tomorrow's flower blooms resplendent 

Wednesday, October 20, 2021

complete

softly caress 
the skin you undress 
kisses so tender 
while the candles flicker
by the light of the moon
until the dawn looms 
in your arms I sleep 
loving complete

the heart of a friend

you can't move around 
you're afraid you might trip 
over all of the baggage 
in the cartons that ripped 
you can't see the light 
if your darkness won't end
but you can find peace 
in the heart of a friend 

you can't catch a star 
in the clouds of the day 
you can't move the boulders 
that get in your way 
you can't read the signals 
in the lights on the street 
or read all of the people 
that are not indiscreet 

you can touch the small screen 
and still lose your place 
you can touch my heart 
without touching my face 
you can travel the back roads 
without getting lost 
you can settle here 
and lose all of your ghosts 

you can placate your life 
and bring down those walls 
you can cry in your dark 
or run screaming down the hall 
you can stand the comparisons 
and the judgements that will come 
from the ones that don't care 
and live their lives numb 

you tossed out the love 
of a heart that was true 
but retained all the links 
that connect me to you 
it all intertwines 
with the thickest of ropes 
that will sustain all your life 
and salvage all of your hopes 

you can find your peace
and all that matters 
you can get it back
what lays there in tatters
you can't live your life
without making amends
you can find it here
in the heart of a friend

Tuesday, October 19, 2021

evening

in the quiet of this night 
on the patio sipping wine
winding down the end of the day
a time to pause and offer grace

in the light of the moon bright 
twinkling stars blanket the night 
listening to the train whistle blow 
miles and miles from sleeping homes 

serenity and love abound 
comfort in the evening sounds 
all is resting here in me 
my heart is full my soul at peace

faith

faith is forsaking 
and belief can not take me 
where I want to go 

loss

what slips from your grasp 
more than most will ever have 
extravagant waste

Monday, October 18, 2021

withdrawn

what I thought was going to last, 

drains like sand from the hour glass

did I blink, when that look faded? 

my ears not attuned to closing doors

to the smile, that came more slowly

to the touch, growing cold, before it was withdrawn

to love, that packs its bags and leaves

the passport stamped with yesterday

dehydrated

there isn't any medication 
that can cure this febricity 
I break out in a soaking sweat 
with cold chills racking me 
maybe it is the fever that's causing discombobulation 
no, I think it is just you making my heart dehydrated 
I've been thinking that you, may be the only cure
just what the Doctor ordered 
a prescription for these ills 
I need an overdose, 
a morphine drip won't do 
but definitely, every part of you
next to every part of me
that is the cure I need

negatives

just a piece of scenery 
smiling photos reveal empty portraits,
pasted lips
eyes that don't smile
negatives, cut on a dark room floor
a photo montage 
in black and white 
over exposed, hopes and dreams 
never developed