Saturday, November 6, 2021

last chance

I pulled out all stops to try to get to you 
you stood on the mountains for a much better view 
while my mind went East, yours headed out West 
the time that I wasted, could have been better spent 

my heart went searching for a love song to sing 
you offered me passion with none of the strings 
my mind got tangled in barbwire reasons 
cut on the hope and bleeding from the lesions 

I boarded my flight and touched down at noon 
my heart left yearning beneath a crescent moon 
sleep does forsake me and so do my dreams 
nothing can blot out these feelings it seems

I pen another sonnet of a heart that is bleak 
wandering aimlessly down love's empty street 
I ponder the consequence of when we last danced 
when I knew it was finished--my heart's last chance

ode to a lemon drop

a lemon drop martini 
with sugar 'round the rim 
a tart but sweet aperitif 
savoring the color and flavor 
down the hatch it goes 

love lives here today

love lives here today 
how the sun shines bright 
I will sing you faraway 
a love song for your nights 

love breathes here today 
a soft and gentle breeze 
leaves that whisper quietly
of all the things you need 

love sleeps here tonight 
under the moon and stars 
dreams cover you like a blanket 
no matter where you are 

deep in your heart

suddenly, your mind is clear 
undoing the angst that brought you near 
sustaining your love with Grace that abounds 
answering questions from love that surrounds 
nestled deep in your soul

Friday, November 5, 2021

match

random matches in a book 
the cover closed when lighting 
pulling across the surface 
striking sulfur catches igniting

smoke lifts from the once red head 
the flame burns hot and high 
combustion from the chemicals 
consuming all close by 

a sulphur smell that still remains
when breath softly extinguishes
cooling once exhausted
after abated intensity 

three words

three words not spoken
dance lightly on the tip of tongue
swirling around inside of my mouth
gnashing teeth that won't let them out
pressing hard against bitten lips
exhausted from the fight to be set free
swallowed once more down my throat
washed down with a grain of truth
once upon a time I whispered
spilling them from deep inside
on a distant plain they resonated
and returned unheard to me
three words not spoken
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pirouette

on my toes, but not my game 
a ballerina's pirouette 
Louboutin's with a red soul 
make a pretty silhouette 

crystal clear the morning light
the wine a deepest burgundy 
switching always back and forth 
bending deeply from my knees 

sleep, don't sleep 
dream, don't dream 
black and white to hazy gray 
this is how it seems 

want, don't want
love, don't love
pack it all away
thoughts on a rainy day 

on my toes, but not my game 
a ballerina's pirouette 
Louboutin's with a red soul 
make a pretty silhouette

Thursday, November 4, 2021

just right tonight

the music is just right tonight 
as the cowboys sing the blues
and all the while I'm dancing with him
I remember dancing with you 
as I set down another long neck 
and take a cowboy's hand 
the steel guitar is whining 
lights reflecting upon the stand
the wood floor is really crowded 
and we give it one more go
as he wraps his arms around me 
he's not the cowboy that I know

the prodigal path

through the fire and through the rain 
I walk this same old street again 
the heat off the street is all that greets me 
I feel it all cause I'm running on empty 

ask me the questions, I'll give you the reasons 
I've been stuck in this forest for many a season 
there's a glimmer of hope as the sun breaks the clouds
I'm living in the present, the here and the now 

I'll meet you half way though the trail may be long 
I don't care what they say about right and wrong
the prodigal path is the truest by far 
that's  how we got to where we are

there isn't a score that we need to settle 
dew reflects softly on each fragrant petal 
once more through the fire, once more through the rain 
with nothing to lose, but everything to gain

Wednesday, November 3, 2021

did I miss something?

did I miss something? 
did I not hear when you told me? 
was the music that played too loud 
to distinguish between the whisper of never
and the promise of "I love you" 
were the stars so bright? 
that I was blinded by what I wanted 
to see instead what isn't real 
did I miss something? 

time

what if there weren't any tomorrows
if you didn't wake with the sun 
if everything you want to experience
is something that never gets done 

if feelings you want to express 
stay locked up deep inside 
never to be set free 
cause we think we have all of this time 

in case I don't get to tell you 
in case dawn never breaks through 
in case you didn't know it
always remember...I loved you

things

things that were 
things that are 
things that will never be 
all these thoughts 
go around in my mind 
like a hamster on an endless wheel

Tuesday, November 2, 2021

velvet

under skies with stars I could touch
hangs the moon, velvet and soft
I shout your name
over and over
love's sound waves reverberate to sea
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heaven

I am in heaven 
at the crossroads I stand
blue sky and drifting clouds 
I'll love you tomorrow 
as I loved you yesterday 

the wind will blow 
liquid silver drops 
will drench the mountain clover 
and I will dance with you 
until the music is over 

love cocoon

wade across this dammed up stream 
bring across your love for me 
erase the lines of demarcation 
invisible walls of separation 

step across, circle back 
feel the breeze, regulate tack 
how do you know unless you do
feed the heart, hungry for you 

lay me down and cover me 
with your heart, blanket me 
here, amongst the flowers strewn 
wrap me in love's silk cocoon

Monday, November 1, 2021

the finished portrait

it's a long way to fall between winter and spring 
what would you say if I released everything?
the wind in my sail, the tide on my beach 
how far does my song need to go to reach? 

if I wrote you a song, would you sing along? 
adding some lyrics and music of your own 
is it all just an exercise in my futility? 
could it be that I have everything you need? 

do you think I am your just dessert?
to make you happy and remove the hurt
to expand the empty chambers in your heart 
the finished portrait, a true work of art 

if I wrote you a song, would you sing along? 
adding some lyrics and music of your own 
when the verses take hold and it all filters in 
where your heart finds a place to call home

Catalina run

my knees are squeezing tightly, 
my arms wrapped around your waist
the sun reflecting off silver,
a quiet highway on which to chase
centrifugal force in motion, 
as you pop the clutch
chest to back, the muffler crack, 
as we hit the open road

low clouds in the mountains 
offer a beautiful view
heading to Catalina, 
a first for me and you
the Victory purring loudly, 
an awesome humming sound
this vibration that I'm feeling 
has nothing to do with this run
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Thursday, October 28, 2021

caught in the middle

caught in the middle between black and white 
caught betwixt the sun and the pale moonlight
penning in metaphor, oblique is your write 
my perspective clear, but it's only my side 

answers seeking wisdom from purple sage
curtains that won't rise on the actor's stage 
hopes that get caught in a very small cage 
the book that I read has a blank last page 

how do I get in--push right on through 
dots that won't connect between me and you 
rain pours down from the constant monsoon
it always gets darker before the sky turns blue 

far to the West--lays a new promise land 
where we walked together once hand in hand
things keep shifting like the hot desert sand 
nothing ever turns out exactly as we planned 

caught in the middle between black and white 
caught betwixt the sun and the pale moonlight
penning in metaphor, oblique is your write 
my perspective clear, but it's only my side 

Wednesday, October 27, 2021

faith

faith wanes 
questions plague
clouds form 
monsoons rain 
lightning flash 
thunder cracks 
constant turmoil 
wounds rehashed 
sun shines 
moon glows 
ceiling stars 
after the storm

open my heart

open my heart to understand 
to run unfettered in the fields 
where flowers bloom and skies are blue 
open my heart to understand 

feel the warmth of the bright sun 
swim in the coolness of the pond
napping after in the tall grass 
feel the warmth of the bright sun 

take my love deep into your soul 
unabashed, I give it to you 
in return give yours to me 
take my love deep into your soul

purr

you complement me on my hair 
when I know that it's a mess 
you say my shirt looks sexy 
and it's torn with stains on it 
you tell me dinner was really great 
when the steak was pretty tough 
you see through rose colored glasses
and I thank you very much 

you tell me that I purr at night 
when it's actually snoring 
you stay awake when I toss and turn 
and I know that it's annoying 
I lay awake and watch you sleep 
saying a prayer of thanks 
with your arm around me tight
loving that I'm there

Tuesday, October 26, 2021

reason to believe

I try to believe
that love has no reasons 
sometimes a monsoon 
sometimes a dry season 
let the rain begin 
let the drought finally end 
wrap yourself around 
what's left of me 

bury yourself here 
inside of me 
burrow yourself 
under my skin 
let the rain begin
let the drought finally end 
bury your love here 
inside of me
 
give me a reason 
a reason to believe

shadows

shadows drip from darkened walls
a cold, bright moon enhances all
many a sleepless night is caused
a love that waits at beck and call

wind

the wind blows change
for better or worse 
stirring up questions 
answers gritty and coarse 
tell the truth 
so I can file it away 
and we can get back 
to yesterday

Monday, October 25, 2021

Breakfast With The Mafia

breakfast with the mafia 
an early Thursday morn 
we watch them through the window 
not happy with their discord
eating their New York bagels 
while they plan and plot 
we're watching for a drive by
making sure we know when to drop 

one looks like Jr Soprano 
getting out of his chauffeured car 
we're guessing they're all packing 
at least their bodyguards are 
we wonder who's gonna get massacred   
whose days just might be numbered 
we're glad that they don't know us 
and we won't be encumbered 

the underworld sure is thriving 
by the looks of this tight clan 
they're  silenced by other patrons 
so they don't overhear their plans 
we hurry with our coffee 
before Tony Soprano arrives 
we just want to leave here 
while we're still alive
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