Thursday, July 29, 2021

we are

etched deep in my heart
 is everything that we are
indelible love

there on time

the view is different 
depending where you sit 
on the passenger side
or behind the wheel 
no longer content 
or enjoying the view
I'm switching seats 
and I'm gonna steer 

I couldn't be sure 
of the roads we traveled 
it all looked close
in the rear view mirror 
we'll get there quicker 
I know the right way 
I don't need a map 
for where we're heading
 
so buckle up baby
and enjoy the ride 
no side seat driving
or bitchin' allowed
enjoy the music or
you can sing along
baby, I'll get us there 
right on time 

wrapped in warmth

night is almost over 
I watch the sun rise 
painting its way 
across the desert sky 
watching with my coffee 
and thinking of you 
wondering if you're watching 
and thinking of me too 

these nights I spend 
here all by myself
thinking about some things
that now lay shelved
nothing that has to do 
with parts of us at all
mostly thinking about 
how you broke my fall

the wind starts to blow
with its sweet breath 
last nights rain 
goes back where it is kept 
those all around me 
are still fast asleep
I'm wrapped in this warmth 
that you've given me 

night is almost over 
and I watch the sun rise 
painting its way 
across the desert sky 
watching with my coffee 
and thinking of you 
wondering if you're watching 
and thinking of me too

Wednesday, July 28, 2021

windows
















never after this

my poetry was simple
mostly rhyming, wordy
it held meaning for me
my release
from sadness and my quest

I knew you couldn't save me
you were drowning yourself
I held high hopes
always dashed
He knew the reason

life holds many surprises
my future behind door three
this kind of love
never before
never after this
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you...

You....fill every nook and cranny...

all the tiny spaces, expanses...

spots that I didn't know were empty...

overflow....


love...fills my life...

bubbling inside, oozing from my pores,...

spilling like sweet wine from my

lips...
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Tuesday, July 27, 2021

math

moves; calculated
math was never your forte'
and so you blew it
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yep!

the camo outside
hides lacy interior
that's rght, I'm all girl
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Monday, July 26, 2021

meant to be

not one moment, did I doubt
I knew you were out there somewhere
there were those who told me
who I should love
tried to convince me
I wasn't buying it

one day, you were there
my heart said
"this is the one"
so secure were you
in all that you are
searching, also

so--we write a new story
one of brilliance and sun
of past days of rain and gloom
love failed us then
for a good reason
because we are meant to be
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flawed

I know I am flawed
only a liar thinks they are not
but...
in your eyes,
I am beautiful,
perfection
it is love
that portrays me
this way
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it sucks!

cortisone in my knee
and in my shoulder too
my joints all creak and moan
my jaw hurts when I chew
I thought that I was special
took good care with my health
it doesn't make a difference
if you're poor or you have wealth

when I was so much younger
I used to jump and run
played outside for hours
always so much fun
but now it really sucks
to hear my Doctor say
you just can't do those things
you did in younger days
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Saturday, July 24, 2021

the end of the game

Why ask the sage? 
Why pray to the heavens? 
Why seek the answers? 
You are just not saying 
Nothing is worse 
Than not believing 

Where is the faith? 
Without the deceiving 
The moon cycle changes 
The stars are the same 
The night sky is dark 
At the end of the game

is that too much?

I've quit you before, 
tried to stay away 
something draws me back 
like a fly to web 
I just get stuck 
and I can't stay away
ready for more hurt
ready for the pain

can you give me a hug, 
is that too much? 
can you kiss me long, 
is that pushing it? 
can you look at me 
like I'm all you want? 
hey there baby, 
can you loan me some love? 

I remember way back, 
how it all started out
I thought we were on 
the road to true love
didn't see the warnings, 
couldn't read the signs 
I thought I was yours 
and that you were mine 

somehow it just 
got twisted and bent 
soon there was nothing 
for you to relent 
you turned left 
and I went straight 
what we missed 
is a crying shame 

I've quit you before, 
tried to stay away 
something draws me back 
like a fly to web 
I just get stuck 
and I can't stay away
ready for more hurt
ready for the pain

can you give me a hug, 
is that too much? 
can you kiss me long, 
is that pushing it? 
can you look at me like 
I'm all you want? 
hey there baby, 
can you loan me some love? 

Friday, July 23, 2021

parking

let's go parking in the desert
you know that you want to
open up the moon-roof
and neck like a couple of fools

a million stars overhead
a full moon lights the sky
it's just a little cramped
that's why these seats slide

let's pretend that we are teens
I leave a mark on your neck
you'll need to wear high collars
oh but what the heck

let's pop in a cd
and listen to some tunes
while you are kissing on me
I'll be kissing on you

we'll have to keep one eye open
to watch out for cop cars
they shouldn't be looking for parkers
but rousting drunks in bars

ouch, my leg is hurting
it hit the steering wheel
your back is almost breaking
but honey, you make me squeal
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paper rain

paper rain a confetti parade
falling around, littering the ground
you think you see clearly
in the eye of this storm
the things that you can't see
and one of them is me

thunder crashes, not shaking your calm
deafening your ears, so you can't hear
the sound of your voice
this storm that rages on
the things that you can't hear
and one of them is me

a lightning flash that starts your fire
burning your soul, spirit sprayed with holes
ash settles to your feet
you will never admit defeat
as you leave old ties behind
one of them is me
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I

I see You in the mountains
I feel You in the breeze
I taste You in the raindrops
I smell Your sweetness in the flowers
I hear the sound of You in thunder
I sense that You are near
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Thursday, July 22, 2021

a dream come true

a constant craving 
my blood racing 
our hearts pounding
it's astounding 
what I'm feeling
keeps me reeling 
a dream come true 
when I met you 

tattoo

yeah, I've got ink no one can see 
hidden down deep inside of me 
not across my back or on my arm 
it's your love tattooed on my heart 

didn't go to a parlor and have it etched 
I don't need ink cause I can't forget 
the way we are...or the way we feel
I don't need ink cause this is real 

you know it's there as I'm riding the legend 
you can feel it's smooth, soft, deep, deep edges 
it's not apparent--this invisible ink 
but you put it there inside of me 

yeah, I've got ink no one can see 
hidden down deep inside of me 
not across my back or on my arm 
it's your love tattooed on my heart 

Wednesday, July 21, 2021

just one look

just one look is all it takes
blue sky eyes into ones of sea green  
I feel the spark--the intensity 
the fresh breath of love 
breathing life into me 

there is nothing more I could want 
nothing more I could ever need 
goosebumps form without a chill 
a touch brings heat from deep within 
I feel the spark--the intensity the fresh 
breath of love breathing life into me

through a door left slightly ajar 
bolted from the inside 
once you enter 
I feel the spark--the intensity the 
fresh breath of love 
breathing life into me 

There is nothing more I could want 
nothing more I could ever need 

symmetry

in the symmetry of mountain ranges 
the poetry of a cloudless sky 
the lyric of the nightingale
the song of the sage 
the dance of drifting tumbleweeds 
I see God's grace 
I am at peace

Tuesday, July 20, 2021

swells

on the outside, all looks fine
no one sees the things I hide
walled off deep within my heart
is a darkness set apart

I know all that I have done
buried baggage that would stun
would you think the same of me?
undertow sweeps inside my sea

moon predicts the sudden swells
washing sands with seaweed smell
once again, my beach is smooth
not at all to do with you
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Monday, July 19, 2021

in the end

in the end, you weren't any stronger
in fact, the last time we met
the opposite happened
I grew stronger, more in control
you, a distant beacon
once glowing brightly
now--dim

what little you learned of me
wouldn't fill a thimble
and every time I told you
you said hmmm, "I don't think that's true"
but it was..
not the way we connected
you said

I set a new course, one just for me
and every footstep away from you
made me more sure
after all I had thought
that my future would hold...
wasn't even close to what I got
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aging

I walked room to room
forgetting what I needed
aging sucks big time!
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truly blessed

don't know how I got so lucky
I am truly blessed
you said I was a keeper
discarding all the rest
heaven smiles upon us
the full moon shines above
stars twinkle in the nighttime sky
because I am your love

the rains are just a sprinkle
the sun is bright and warm
the rainbows are more brilliant
because of all your charms
in your embrace I'm happy
the kisses never end
the flowers smell so fragrant
on you I can depend

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Sunday, July 18, 2021

Let's

let’s cozy up on the love seat 
sit and talk a while 
asking unanswered questions 
exploring who we are

let’s find out all the secrets 
share deepest thoughts and fears 
telling childhood traumas 
the juncture that landed us here 

let’s share the funny stories 
one’s that others don’t know 
it’s been so long since we talked this way 
it’s the you I want to know 

let’s talk into the evening 
till there’s nothing left to tell 
the hours spent together 
drawing us closer still