Thursday, November 11, 2021

quiver

I'll make you quiver like jello 
shake like an earthquake
burn like an inferno
sweat from all the heat 
glow from white hot embers 
drunk with all the passion 
this is just the beginning
I'm just getting started

Wednesday, November 10, 2021

sparkler

it all heats up with just one match 
like a sparkler that's been lit 
it's all now coming to the final point 
and I can see the gist of it 
I may have missed a few of your notes
but what were you expecting 
in every mirror, in every thought 
it is here again reflecting 

I opened up my heart to you
and it spewed out everywhere 
like a soda that you shook, too much 
contents spraying in the air 
all those sticky droplets, 
that stain if not wiped up 
the glass that once remained half-full 
is now an empty cup 

yesterday has ebbed away 
like the sea from the smooth sand 
what I needed most from you 
withdrawn just like your hand 
sparklers eventually fizzle out 
dying with one last glow 
the actuality of anything happening 
was like hell that gets some snow

score

with the intensity of a big game 
where the score is finally tied 
what determines how we both win 
is going to be how hard we try 
minutes tick away the time 
while we wait in a final huddle 
the buzzer sounds, time runs out 
as we stand here in the middle

Tuesday, November 9, 2021

listen

a heart which aches and begs to believe 
listening in silence, whispering a plea 
no secret longing do I hide away 
sadly its whisper grows weaker each day 

listening for hope that's been left behind 
listening for small traces it can not find 
baby, please listen before it all disappears 
let your heart listen and try to hear 

listen in that place where your heart hides 
listen through the languor laying inside 
baby, please listen for a love that is near 
baby, please listen before it all disappears

hardest one to take

I know I am despondent 
as I wander through the day 
then light fades into darkness 
where dreams will play cruel games 
my lips move ever softly 
as once more I silently pray 
but the answer that love gives 
is the hardest one to take 

I wake up in the morning 
from a few short hours of sleep 
tossed and turned all night 
always dreams of you and me 
my lips move ever softly 
the same prayer I always pray 
but the answer that love gives 
is the hardest one to take

strings

I know you're watching me 
to see what I will do 
trying to figure out 
this time what made me blue 
as you drifted in and out 
a specter of a friend
always leaving questions 
money my heart spent 

you may control the strings 
pulling tightly at my heart 
but you don't control my wings 
as once more I depart 

you gave me too much space 
never enough of you 
always an afterthought 
like I didn't matter to you 
if you think that this was easy
baby, you've got it all wrong 
this may be the hardest thing
that I have ever done 

you may control the strings 
pulling tightly at my heart 
but you don't control my mind 
which is the stronger part

Monday, November 8, 2021

Faith

a shroud of confidence covers it all
even sometimes when I hit the wall
like a gambler, I'll just call
tripping, trying not to fall

on the sideline, wagers bet
I'm not close to stumbling yet
pulling out my safety net
for what you think may be a threat

those that wish to see me fail
almost drowning, as I flail
all my plans may seem derailed
once again I reset sail

go ahead bet against my faith
behind my back not in my face
up my sleeve, once more an ace
once again my saving grace
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helium

floating high above it all 
somewhere 'tween awareness and fantasy 
fragrant this fresh air I breath 
drifting high above mesquite 

bare feet do not touch the rock 
a spirit, light and wandering 
soaring now among the clouds 
filled with fragrant wonder 

helium filled this dream I live 
kindred are these souls that brush 
loving is what should be foretold 
nothing close will I ever touch

friend

on this bumpy road which we all travel, 
sometimes smooth sometimes unraveled 
the ones I meet along the way
I may not talk to everyday
through the good times 
and times of strife 
a friend for a minute 
is a friend for life

escape

your heart spans across mountain peaks 
tangling in saguaro, sage and tumbleweed 
I hear your song in the crescent glow 
resonating in the valley deep below 

a shadow of all you yearn to be 
all the while your heart is bleeding
a shroud covers the mirror of you soul 
not quite blanketing all of the holes 

bodily, you are not even close 
to all you need and want the most 
drowning in paper in a windy city 
from late at night till the sun has risen 

toiling hard for your escape 
to purge inside all there that scrapes 
no getting around what remains debris 
follow your heart, set it free

Saturday, November 6, 2021

circle back

is it really that important
that I circle back around?
is there something that needs answered
about all you thought you'd found?
do I really need to go back that way
to help you with your fears?
I don't really want to do that
I just don't need you here

and if I did come back that way
would you think you'd finally won?
dragging me back from all I have
would benefit me none
long ago you made a choice
and I did make one too
sorry if that has faded some
mine's still shiny and new
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last chance

I pulled out all stops to try to get to you 
you stood on the mountains for a much better view 
while my mind went East, yours headed out West 
the time that I wasted, could have been better spent 

my heart went searching for a love song to sing 
you offered me passion with none of the strings 
my mind got tangled in barbwire reasons 
cut on the hope and bleeding from the lesions 

I boarded my flight and touched down at noon 
my heart left yearning beneath a crescent moon 
sleep does forsake me and so do my dreams 
nothing can blot out these feelings it seems

I pen another sonnet of a heart that is bleak 
wandering aimlessly down love's empty street 
I ponder the consequence of when we last danced 
when I knew it was finished--my heart's last chance

ode to a lemon drop

a lemon drop martini 
with sugar 'round the rim 
a tart but sweet aperitif 
savoring the color and flavor 
down the hatch it goes 

love lives here today

love lives here today 
how the sun shines bright 
I will sing you faraway 
a love song for your nights 

love breathes here today 
a soft and gentle breeze 
leaves that whisper quietly
of all the things you need 

love sleeps here tonight 
under the moon and stars 
dreams cover you like a blanket 
no matter where you are 

deep in your heart

suddenly, your mind is clear 
undoing the angst that brought you near 
sustaining your love with Grace that abounds 
answering questions from love that surrounds 
nestled deep in your soul

Friday, November 5, 2021

match

random matches in a book 
the cover closed when lighting 
pulling across the surface 
striking sulfur catches igniting

smoke lifts from the once red head 
the flame burns hot and high 
combustion from the chemicals 
consuming all close by 

a sulphur smell that still remains
when breath softly extinguishes
cooling once exhausted
after abated intensity 

three words

three words not spoken
dance lightly on the tip of tongue
swirling around inside of my mouth
gnashing teeth that won't let them out
pressing hard against bitten lips
exhausted from the fight to be set free
swallowed once more down my throat
washed down with a grain of truth
once upon a time I whispered
spilling them from deep inside
on a distant plain they resonated
and returned unheard to me
three words not spoken
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pirouette

on my toes, but not my game 
a ballerina's pirouette 
Louboutin's with a red soul 
make a pretty silhouette 

crystal clear the morning light
the wine a deepest burgundy 
switching always back and forth 
bending deeply from my knees 

sleep, don't sleep 
dream, don't dream 
black and white to hazy gray 
this is how it seems 

want, don't want
love, don't love
pack it all away
thoughts on a rainy day 

on my toes, but not my game 
a ballerina's pirouette 
Louboutin's with a red soul 
make a pretty silhouette

Thursday, November 4, 2021

just right tonight

the music is just right tonight 
as the cowboys sing the blues
and all the while I'm dancing with him
I remember dancing with you 
as I set down another long neck 
and take a cowboy's hand 
the steel guitar is whining 
lights reflecting upon the stand
the wood floor is really crowded 
and we give it one more go
as he wraps his arms around me 
he's not the cowboy that I know

the prodigal path

through the fire and through the rain 
I walk this same old street again 
the heat off the street is all that greets me 
I feel it all cause I'm running on empty 

ask me the questions, I'll give you the reasons 
I've been stuck in this forest for many a season 
there's a glimmer of hope as the sun breaks the clouds
I'm living in the present, the here and the now 

I'll meet you half way though the trail may be long 
I don't care what they say about right and wrong
the prodigal path is the truest by far 
that's  how we got to where we are

there isn't a score that we need to settle 
dew reflects softly on each fragrant petal 
once more through the fire, once more through the rain 
with nothing to lose, but everything to gain

Wednesday, November 3, 2021

did I miss something?

did I miss something? 
did I not hear when you told me? 
was the music that played too loud 
to distinguish between the whisper of never
and the promise of "I love you" 
were the stars so bright? 
that I was blinded by what I wanted 
to see instead what isn't real 
did I miss something? 

time

what if there weren't any tomorrows
if you didn't wake with the sun 
if everything you want to experience
is something that never gets done 

if feelings you want to express 
stay locked up deep inside 
never to be set free 
cause we think we have all of this time 

in case I don't get to tell you 
in case dawn never breaks through 
in case you didn't know it
always remember...I loved you

things

things that were 
things that are 
things that will never be 
all these thoughts 
go around in my mind 
like a hamster on an endless wheel

Tuesday, November 2, 2021

velvet

under skies with stars I could touch
hangs the moon, velvet and soft
I shout your name
over and over
love's sound waves reverberate to sea
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heaven

I am in heaven 
at the crossroads I stand
blue sky and drifting clouds 
I'll love you tomorrow 
as I loved you yesterday 

the wind will blow 
liquid silver drops 
will drench the mountain clover 
and I will dance with you 
until the music is over