a cyber cowboy
watching his herd
fighting each virus
that threaten his words
your boots tap impatiently
under your desk
fenced in by your office
and the world wide web
but that's not where you mind is
a computer cowboy
a 21 inch screen
writing the programs
not living his dream
you climb in your pick-up
at the end of your day
want to shuck it all
just drive away
cause this is not where your heart is
your mind rides the range
when you're not punching keys
holding to reins
not hitting delete
your heart in the mountains
the saguaro call
the taste is sweet
and you savor it all
your time will come
your dreams will manifest
into a reality
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https://mjb-lessonsfromlife.blogspot.com/ "Out of life's school of war: What does not destroy me, makes me stronger." Nietzsche
Friday, May 31, 2019
more than this
the feeling that comes
a complete surprise
awakening my heart
after all this time
a breath of fresh air
passion renewed
your subtle charm
my sky again blue
tender kisses
tight caress
caring heart
much more than this
I knew you were out there
and you would find me
if I only waited
if I only believed
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a complete surprise
awakening my heart
after all this time
a breath of fresh air
passion renewed
your subtle charm
my sky again blue
tender kisses
tight caress
caring heart
much more than this
I knew you were out there
and you would find me
if I only waited
if I only believed
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Thursday, May 30, 2019
teardrops
teardrops of angels
falling gently down on me
baptizing my soul
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falling gently down on me
baptizing my soul
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paint
the paint stays wet
on my do it by numbers life
a portrait never finished
still changing all the time
will it ever be completed?
will it ever dry?
constantly mixing hues
in this busy life of mine
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on my do it by numbers life
a portrait never finished
still changing all the time
will it ever be completed?
will it ever dry?
constantly mixing hues
in this busy life of mine
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Wednesday, May 29, 2019
date rap (his spoken, mine thought)
"sorry, I'm late"
"gee, you look great"
"I brought you these flowers"
(this date may take hours)
"who do you know?"
"let's go to a show"
"eat dinner real late"
(will I every escape?)
"you need to go home?"
"can I call your cell phone?"
"can I kiss you goodnight?"
(as I run in fright!!)
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"gee, you look great"
"I brought you these flowers"
(this date may take hours)
"who do you know?"
"let's go to a show"
"eat dinner real late"
(will I every escape?)
"you need to go home?"
"can I call your cell phone?"
"can I kiss you goodnight?"
(as I run in fright!!)
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labels
you may have lost your Stetson
you'll always have your boots
you're still wearing Wranglers
and you still like to shoot
you still love the mountains
and all of them country tunes
you may not have a Stetson
but you still have cowboy roots
maybe you don't rope and punch
there are oh so many ways
that you can be a cowboy
on just about any day
with the kindly "thank ya ma'am"
and your beat up pickup truck
"cowboy" is just a label
that label is pretty well stuck
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Life
When I look back upon my life
when I am old and grey
I’ll know I made a difference
and be remembered just that way
Remembered for the good times
Remembered for the bad
Remembered for all the twists and turns
whether we were happy or sad
And when the light is fading
and my time has come to go
It won’t be with sadness,
just an extinguishing of the glow
when I am old and grey
I’ll know I made a difference
and be remembered just that way
Remembered for the good times
Remembered for the bad
Remembered for all the twists and turns
whether we were happy or sad
And when the light is fading
and my time has come to go
It won’t be with sadness,
just an extinguishing of the glow
Tuesday, May 28, 2019
old ghosts
for all the ones who tried to stay
who said I tossed it all away
that wanted most to be the one
even though I was so done
the ones who mattered but didn't care
if I was gone or I was there
no messages left here on my phone
to check for later when I was home
maybe your signal was just to weak
maybe your battery started to leak
whatever reason, it matters not
if you remembered, or you forgot
all those days so long ago
in a box that I sort through
keeping all that matter most
nothing sacred from those old ghosts
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who said I tossed it all away
that wanted most to be the one
even though I was so done
the ones who mattered but didn't care
if I was gone or I was there
no messages left here on my phone
to check for later when I was home
maybe your signal was just to weak
maybe your battery started to leak
whatever reason, it matters not
if you remembered, or you forgot
all those days so long ago
in a box that I sort through
keeping all that matter most
nothing sacred from those old ghosts
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Defined
Living in a blue sky world
Beginning of the day
Time to start my morning
Things start off ok
Work is really crazy
So much to get done
I like it when I’m busy
That’s what makes it fun
Day is almost over
It went by so fast
Finish what I started
Follow up on tasks
Everything completed
Finally time to go
You are waiting for me
The high point that I know
Unwind, relax, recap our day
With a glass of wine
The best part of my blue sky world
The part that’s best defined
You are the center of my life
Your love is pure and true
Loving you is easy
And I thank God for you
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Beginning of the day
Time to start my morning
Things start off ok
Work is really crazy
So much to get done
I like it when I’m busy
That’s what makes it fun
Day is almost over
It went by so fast
Finish what I started
Follow up on tasks
Everything completed
Finally time to go
You are waiting for me
The high point that I know
Unwind, relax, recap our day
With a glass of wine
The best part of my blue sky world
The part that’s best defined
You are the center of my life
Your love is pure and true
Loving you is easy
And I thank God for you
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Amazing Grace
If you can see inside my soul
Can you heal me, make me whole
Can you take away the pain
Heal me with a cleansing rain
If you can see through this facade
It would be an act of god
If you can love me for who I am
Give your all and not condemn
Take me to a better place
Restore me with amazing grace
Restore with unconditional love
Like an angel from above
Heal and guide if you know how
Heal my soul and save me now
Then I’m not eternally cursed
Not afflicted, not coerced
Rescued, salvaged, then set free
All because you believed in me
Can you heal me, make me whole
Can you take away the pain
Heal me with a cleansing rain
If you can see through this facade
It would be an act of god
If you can love me for who I am
Give your all and not condemn
Take me to a better place
Restore me with amazing grace
Restore with unconditional love
Like an angel from above
Heal and guide if you know how
Heal my soul and save me now
Then I’m not eternally cursed
Not afflicted, not coerced
Rescued, salvaged, then set free
All because you believed in me
Monday, May 27, 2019
Redemption
I thought redemption finally came
From prior sins and bad acts
But now I know I'm not paid up
For relief from this devil’s pact
No forgiveness, no act of contrition
No answer to my pleas
Not even begging for mercy
Contrite, on bended knees
The wounds that I have inflicted
Will keep me in this hell
And darkness will surround me
For as long as I can tell
From prior sins and bad acts
But now I know I'm not paid up
For relief from this devil’s pact
No forgiveness, no act of contrition
No answer to my pleas
Not even begging for mercy
Contrite, on bended knees
The wounds that I have inflicted
Will keep me in this hell
And darkness will surround me
For as long as I can tell
The Safer Path
Reflection of the time I spent
Wandering this earth
No clear or true direction
That brought me here to this
Lost until I found you
No routes, no tracks, no course
Hopeless retrospection
Stumbling forward, fast
Times of indecision
Times of strife and woes
That was till I met you
And life was turned around
Now more steady, more direct
Future is more clear
Planning life together
A charted safer way
Your steady guidance saved me
And put me on the path
More safe, more sound, more protected
Sheltered, loved, secured
The wind it blows a billowy sail
Strait forward, on calm seas
Living in the moment
This romantic rhapsody
Guide me through the ocean storms
Protect and keep me safe
Leaning on your steadiness
No compass or sextant
Where were you before the storm
When my life was troubled
All I know is you’re here now
My world has turned around
Wandering this earth
No clear or true direction
That brought me here to this
Lost until I found you
No routes, no tracks, no course
Hopeless retrospection
Stumbling forward, fast
Times of indecision
Times of strife and woes
That was till I met you
And life was turned around
Now more steady, more direct
Future is more clear
Planning life together
A charted safer way
Your steady guidance saved me
And put me on the path
More safe, more sound, more protected
Sheltered, loved, secured
The wind it blows a billowy sail
Strait forward, on calm seas
Living in the moment
This romantic rhapsody
Guide me through the ocean storms
Protect and keep me safe
Leaning on your steadiness
No compass or sextant
Where were you before the storm
When my life was troubled
All I know is you’re here now
My world has turned around
Cut And Run
Let’s just leave here
All the pulls and tugs on our lives
All the endless paperwork
Let’s have an adventure
While we still can
Something to look back on
Let’s pack light
I can pick you up in New Mexico
We’ll go on the lam
Let’s head for the beach house
Old Mexico, where all the desperados used to go
In those ancient westerns
Let’s just kick back for awhile
Sun on the beach
Drink margaritas
Let’s look for sand dollars
You know how I like them
See what we can find
Let’s reconstruct our lives
We can be anything we want
Alone together
Disenfranchised from the Spanish
But who needs that headache anyway?
Bring your passport
Let’s cut and run
At least for awhile
Want to?
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All the pulls and tugs on our lives
All the endless paperwork
Let’s have an adventure
While we still can
Something to look back on
Let’s pack light
I can pick you up in New Mexico
We’ll go on the lam
Let’s head for the beach house
Old Mexico, where all the desperados used to go
In those ancient westerns
Let’s just kick back for awhile
Sun on the beach
Drink margaritas
Let’s look for sand dollars
You know how I like them
See what we can find
Let’s reconstruct our lives
We can be anything we want
Alone together
Disenfranchised from the Spanish
But who needs that headache anyway?
Bring your passport
Let’s cut and run
At least for awhile
Want to?
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Saturday, May 25, 2019
Treasures
I found the things I treasured most
Were not the important things
I had tunnel vision
I treasured the tokens you offered
Gifts and trips, monetary items
Not what was important
The real treasure was your love
The way you looked at me
And touched me, pleased me
I now know the real treasure is you
No conditions, no misconceptions
Just you and your gracious heart
Were not the important things
I had tunnel vision
I treasured the tokens you offered
Gifts and trips, monetary items
Not what was important
The real treasure was your love
The way you looked at me
And touched me, pleased me
I now know the real treasure is you
No conditions, no misconceptions
Just you and your gracious heart
NO REASONS (acrostic)
No answers given
Oblivious to your plot
Removing your love
Exiting my life
Avoiding questions
Silence
One sided pain
No thoughts of me
Silence
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Oblivious to your plot
Removing your love
Exiting my life
Avoiding questions
Silence
One sided pain
No thoughts of me
Silence
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Friday, May 24, 2019
the dust from yesterday
the only sound was the wind through the sage
it blew icy cold with a whistling rage
I zip my jacket but still I shiver
against the unknown and what floats downriver
I don't sleep and lay wide awake
gnawing inside are the thoughts that quake
something I don't know and can not understand
staring at the rotating blades of the fan
love is never based on what is fair
we just weren't right, our lives parallel
what I wanted before was just a fair shake
the scar remains thick from your quick escape
fortune looked down and smiled on me
faith never lost--I always believed
my dreams for tomorrow are realized today
all else left behind in the dust from yesterday
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it blew icy cold with a whistling rage
I zip my jacket but still I shiver
against the unknown and what floats downriver
I don't sleep and lay wide awake
gnawing inside are the thoughts that quake
something I don't know and can not understand
staring at the rotating blades of the fan
love is never based on what is fair
we just weren't right, our lives parallel
what I wanted before was just a fair shake
the scar remains thick from your quick escape
fortune looked down and smiled on me
faith never lost--I always believed
my dreams for tomorrow are realized today
all else left behind in the dust from yesterday
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Not You
May I have the pleasure,
just one dance with you.
Smiling I take his hand
and he leads me to the floor.
Slowly, barely moving
hips connected, legs intertwined,
holding me closely,
caressing my back, breathing me in.
And then come the whispers
subtle, urgent and soft in my ear.
And I close my eyes, thinking,
it should be you.
just one dance with you.
Smiling I take his hand
and he leads me to the floor.
Slowly, barely moving
hips connected, legs intertwined,
holding me closely,
caressing my back, breathing me in.
And then come the whispers
subtle, urgent and soft in my ear.
And I close my eyes, thinking,
it should be you.
Thursday, May 23, 2019
The Things You Left
When you left, you took it all
My heart, my soul
Everything good
You left me a few things
Tears, sadness, heartbreak
How nice of you
What do I do with what’s left?
Emptiness, sorrow, a void
The pain is too fresh
I was with you too long
To remember how to move forward,
Start again, renew
You left me with so little
Not enough to rebuild with
Nothing to rekindle
Upon reflection
I see now that your facade
Was just that, a façade
How did we last this long
When it was always about you
With little room for me
My heart, my soul
Everything good
You left me a few things
Tears, sadness, heartbreak
How nice of you
What do I do with what’s left?
Emptiness, sorrow, a void
The pain is too fresh
I was with you too long
To remember how to move forward,
Start again, renew
You left me with so little
Not enough to rebuild with
Nothing to rekindle
Upon reflection
I see now that your facade
Was just that, a façade
How did we last this long
When it was always about you
With little room for me
Yoyo
I have reached my limit
Patience wearing thin
You really push my buttons
Where do I begin?
Feeling like a yoyo
Pushed away and then pulled back
This is very tiring
You’re leaving too much slack
Never know just where I stand
Or what I mean to you
This needs some reassessing
You have some work to do
I will grant you one last chance
One last chance to get it right
The string on this toy is fraying
You wind your toys to tight!
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Patience wearing thin
You really push my buttons
Where do I begin?
Feeling like a yoyo
Pushed away and then pulled back
This is very tiring
You’re leaving too much slack
Never know just where I stand
Or what I mean to you
This needs some reassessing
You have some work to do
I will grant you one last chance
One last chance to get it right
The string on this toy is fraying
You wind your toys to tight!
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Tuesday, May 21, 2019
all too soon
illusion drips from swollen sky thunder crashes in the night there’s no hope of staying dry I shout a prayer, there’s no replies poetry and visions creep inside my brain that tries to sleep shaking all of the beliefs nothing sacred here for me madness wanders to and fro down this unsigned, dusty road on my mind, this heavy load intuition thick with mold my third eye that’s partially blind ghosts that hide here in plain sight it could all work out just fine if I open my heart and close my mind another dance, another tune another one of love’s buffoons the calendar marks the month of June it will be over all too soon
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fading fast
it was a short road out of Eden
a way that I knew well
and if I write my story
there's part I'll never tell
my car sped fast on winding roads
running through the gears
and with the sunroof open
wind whistles in my ears
all the things I leave behind
that don't matter now
and in my rearview mirror
I glimpse my worried brow
I never thought I'd really go
thought it would always last
looking back on memories
that now are fading fast
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a way that I knew well
and if I write my story
there's part I'll never tell
my car sped fast on winding roads
running through the gears
and with the sunroof open
wind whistles in my ears
all the things I leave behind
that don't matter now
and in my rearview mirror
I glimpse my worried brow
I never thought I'd really go
thought it would always last
looking back on memories
that now are fading fast
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Dream
When the dream came
I held my breath
With my eyes closed
A feeling of nirvana
A smile in the dark
The touch I know
Don’t want to wake
Locked in this moment
And the feelings bestowed
Stay with me dream
When the light comes
Let me keep this inner glow
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I held my breath
With my eyes closed
A feeling of nirvana
A smile in the dark
The touch I know
Don’t want to wake
Locked in this moment
And the feelings bestowed
Stay with me dream
When the light comes
Let me keep this inner glow
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Promises Not Kept
Looking out at the pouring rain
Tends to make me blue
It only makes me lonelier
Then the first weeks without you
A streak of lightening flashes
Thunder loud and close
No one here to hold me
I thought I buried those ghosts
Close the blinds put on your shirt
The one that still smells of you
Pour a glass of your favorite wine
Maybe I’ll get through
Listening to our favorite song
The one you sang off key
How we laughed at that one
But you did it for me
Turn off the lights and go to bed
Try to get some sleep
It’s hard with my mind racing
promises you don't keep
It will rain for hours
Tomorrow dawn wet and new
I’ll wake up the same old me
A new life to construe
Tends to make me blue
It only makes me lonelier
Then the first weeks without you
A streak of lightening flashes
Thunder loud and close
No one here to hold me
I thought I buried those ghosts
Close the blinds put on your shirt
The one that still smells of you
Pour a glass of your favorite wine
Maybe I’ll get through
Listening to our favorite song
The one you sang off key
How we laughed at that one
But you did it for me
Turn off the lights and go to bed
Try to get some sleep
It’s hard with my mind racing
promises you don't keep
It will rain for hours
Tomorrow dawn wet and new
I’ll wake up the same old me
A new life to construe
Monday, May 20, 2019
Doorway To My Heart
The doorway was barely open
The doorway to my heart
I thought it was shut and dead bolted
Love came and pushed it open
Barging in full force
Splintering the door, knocking the breath out of me
It filled every crevice
It devoured my soul
Engulfed my very existence
It overwhelmed me
All of my senses
Filling me with wonder and awe
It gave me a new outlook
A new perspective
Feelings I had overlooked, buried for awhile
I know now what I was lacking
What I was missing
When love was not there
It was you!
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The doorway to my heart
I thought it was shut and dead bolted
Love came and pushed it open
Barging in full force
Splintering the door, knocking the breath out of me
It filled every crevice
It devoured my soul
Engulfed my very existence
It overwhelmed me
All of my senses
Filling me with wonder and awe
It gave me a new outlook
A new perspective
Feelings I had overlooked, buried for awhile
I know now what I was lacking
What I was missing
When love was not there
It was you!
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Dancing With You
On a lazy weekend
When all the work is through
Putting on some music
Time to slow dance with you
Dancing very closely
Your arms around me tight
Moving slowly to the rhythm
Late into the night
The closeness leads to ardor
With a fervent, passionate kiss
Hands begin caressing
And we move on from this
Hearts intertwined, souls at ease
We are a perfect fit
Sated, loving and happy
Dancing leads to this
No place we"d rather be
No place we want to go
It always begins with dancing
To the candle’s glow
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When all the work is through
Putting on some music
Time to slow dance with you
Dancing very closely
Your arms around me tight
Moving slowly to the rhythm
Late into the night
The closeness leads to ardor
With a fervent, passionate kiss
Hands begin caressing
And we move on from this
Hearts intertwined, souls at ease
We are a perfect fit
Sated, loving and happy
Dancing leads to this
No place we"d rather be
No place we want to go
It always begins with dancing
To the candle’s glow
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Disingenuous
You seemed like all the others
On the surface that was true
Maybe a little deeper
I liked that part of you
The package you presented
Was a façade at best
As I learned more about you
you were disingenuous
The very things you do and say
an extreme contradiction
To the way you really are
You, my friend, are purely fiction!
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On the surface that was true
Maybe a little deeper
I liked that part of you
The package you presented
Was a façade at best
As I learned more about you
you were disingenuous
The very things you do and say
an extreme contradiction
To the way you really are
You, my friend, are purely fiction!
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trespasser
I walk, head down, careful footing as I
study the terrain, the way the shadow
from the mountains cover the valley floor
the dry crevices, marked with
wildlife tracks, deep and desiccated
no monsoon to wash them away
no relief, no rain to fill these
empty washes, to water this
wilderness that lies dry, parched
the cloudless sky above hides nothing
except for the desert creatures
absent in the heat of the day
as I retrace my path, I step around a gila monster
sunning himself on a rock, his rock
reminding me where I am
I am a trespasser; this is all their’s
and their tracks and presence remind me
step carefully, move slowly, retreat
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study the terrain, the way the shadow
from the mountains cover the valley floor
the dry crevices, marked with
wildlife tracks, deep and desiccated
no monsoon to wash them away
no relief, no rain to fill these
empty washes, to water this
wilderness that lies dry, parched
the cloudless sky above hides nothing
except for the desert creatures
absent in the heat of the day
as I retrace my path, I step around a gila monster
sunning himself on a rock, his rock
reminding me where I am
I am a trespasser; this is all their’s
and their tracks and presence remind me
step carefully, move slowly, retreat
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Friday, May 17, 2019
Profound
I might have finally done it
Taken on too much
But I don't think so
You are an enigma at best
We play at this with an intensity
That ignites passion
Sharp wits and minds
Evenly matched
Swords drawn, stance taken
You are a worthy opponent
The challenge is on
Winner takes all!
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Taken on too much
But I don't think so
You are an enigma at best
We play at this with an intensity
That ignites passion
Sharp wits and minds
Evenly matched
Swords drawn, stance taken
You are a worthy opponent
The challenge is on
Winner takes all!
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Thursday, May 16, 2019
The Angels Smiled
On the day I met you
The angels smiled
And whispered in my ear yes
They could not be wrong
Nor my mind or heart
Or the way that I feel
Cause when we’re together
The sun settles into a gentle sunset
And the moon and stars light my night
A love that still grows
Stronger each day
In every single way
I see the angels smile
Everyday, in you eyes
And in your heart
On the day I met you
The angels smiled
And whispered yes
This is for you
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The angels smiled
And whispered in my ear yes
They could not be wrong
Nor my mind or heart
Or the way that I feel
Cause when we’re together
The sun settles into a gentle sunset
And the moon and stars light my night
A love that still grows
Stronger each day
In every single way
I see the angels smile
Everyday, in you eyes
And in your heart
On the day I met you
The angels smiled
And whispered yes
This is for you
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direction
looking in the wrong direction
looked left when I should have looked right
always going in circles
no end to directional plight
mixed signal that are useless
stop signs everywhere
lost in the translation
of what I thought was there
no road to redemption
no highway to get to you
no sign of inspiration
no helpful roadway crew
drive until the bridges
are once more clearly marked
the end of the road is nearing
I'm on the shoulder parked
the GPS needs updated
recalculating all the time
I know it can't be trusted
to show what's yours or mine
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looked left when I should have looked right
always going in circles
no end to directional plight
mixed signal that are useless
stop signs everywhere
lost in the translation
of what I thought was there
no road to redemption
no highway to get to you
no sign of inspiration
no helpful roadway crew
drive until the bridges
are once more clearly marked
the end of the road is nearing
I'm on the shoulder parked
the GPS needs updated
recalculating all the time
I know it can't be trusted
to show what's yours or mine
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parallel lines
a distant place
a different time
no intersecting
of parallel lines
too much in common
drifting hearts
analogous souls
unclear starts
love that is lost
without a look
an unread chapter
in a closed book
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a different time
no intersecting
of parallel lines
too much in common
drifting hearts
analogous souls
unclear starts
love that is lost
without a look
an unread chapter
in a closed book
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Wednesday, May 15, 2019
paint
in my mind, I paint
I am an artist
the picture is beautiful
the strokes true and bold
the colors vibrant
and of many hues
it is a vision
that no one sees
but me
the vision that is painted
changes with the lights
and the darks of my soul
but I am not an artist
the picture I paint
remains in my mind only
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I am an artist
the picture is beautiful
the strokes true and bold
the colors vibrant
and of many hues
it is a vision
that no one sees
but me
the vision that is painted
changes with the lights
and the darks of my soul
but I am not an artist
the picture I paint
remains in my mind only
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Tranquility
There is a light that is shining
Offering all I want, need
A light I thought expended
It obliterates all of the darkness
This shroud that has encased me
Both spirit and soul
A glow born with a dream
That stayed when the sun rose
And warms me with it’s strength
As I shed this old mantle
And step into your illumination
Tranquility and love surround me
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Offering all I want, need
A light I thought expended
It obliterates all of the darkness
This shroud that has encased me
Both spirit and soul
A glow born with a dream
That stayed when the sun rose
And warms me with it’s strength
As I shed this old mantle
And step into your illumination
Tranquility and love surround me
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would you have loved me?
would you have loved me
if I had less fire?
if my touch
held less desire?
if my heart
was less than true?
if my eyes were less green
or maybe blue?
my wit less sharp?
if I didn't love you?
would you have loved me?
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if I had less fire?
if my touch
held less desire?
if my heart
was less than true?
if my eyes were less green
or maybe blue?
my wit less sharp?
if I didn't love you?
would you have loved me?
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the trail home
a cowboy on the mountain ridge
outlined in moonlight
your face in evening shadows
hat low
protecting from the night
cool air
the breeze curling
the lapel on your vest
the dust rising from your chaps
as you spur your horse
heading down the trail
that leads you home
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outlined in moonlight
your face in evening shadows
hat low
protecting from the night
cool air
the breeze curling
the lapel on your vest
the dust rising from your chaps
as you spur your horse
heading down the trail
that leads you home
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Tuesday, May 14, 2019
frayed
everything changed by the light of day
all of the monsters, held at bay
one more night of sordid dreams
one more day not as it seems
broken thoughts and reverent prayers
wishing for things that were not there
pictures left in broken frames
always losing at your games
never one to pull out stops
just so once, I'd be on top
a pile of hopes now resting frayed
from all of you that slipped away
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all of the monsters, held at bay
one more night of sordid dreams
one more day not as it seems
broken thoughts and reverent prayers
wishing for things that were not there
pictures left in broken frames
always losing at your games
never one to pull out stops
just so once, I'd be on top
a pile of hopes now resting frayed
from all of you that slipped away
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Monday, May 13, 2019
beggars whispered plea
I need to find the place
where understanding doesn't ache
where memories no longer burn
and my soul no longer quakes
no evidence that's left
from my beggars whispered pleas
I dreamed it way too late
no escape from the debris
I still can see his face
his words still burn in me
my heart won't cease from breaking
these barbed wire encased schemes
as I turned the other cheek
I just wasn't quick enough
you'd already turned your back
you'd already called my bluff
as I drink the acrid coffee
and the evening bleeds to light
another day dawns empty
after another sleepless night
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where understanding doesn't ache
where memories no longer burn
and my soul no longer quakes
no evidence that's left
from my beggars whispered pleas
I dreamed it way too late
no escape from the debris
I still can see his face
his words still burn in me
my heart won't cease from breaking
these barbed wire encased schemes
as I turned the other cheek
I just wasn't quick enough
you'd already turned your back
you'd already called my bluff
as I drink the acrid coffee
and the evening bleeds to light
another day dawns empty
after another sleepless night
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No Doubts
It’s been quite a while
Since we started down this path
Then I had no doubts
That we could make it last
Seeking without fear
The things that I would need
The things I thought you had
To make this love succeed
The sun hides behind clouds
That’s when the shadows fall
Truth in what was here
Hidden behind your wall
The love that I once glimpsed
A virtual paradise
But dreams will come to end
With the rising of the tide
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Since we started down this path
Then I had no doubts
That we could make it last
Seeking without fear
The things that I would need
The things I thought you had
To make this love succeed
The sun hides behind clouds
That’s when the shadows fall
Truth in what was here
Hidden behind your wall
The love that I once glimpsed
A virtual paradise
But dreams will come to end
With the rising of the tide
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Saturday, May 11, 2019
blogger's lament
I wrote about love
I wrote about pain
poured it out
for all to read
I wrote about passion
I wrote about warmth
on moonless nights
when I was cold
I wrote about mountains
I wrote about the sea
the monsoon rain
and lightning storms
I write it all
I write what I feel
in haiku and prose
a blogger's lament
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I wrote about pain
poured it out
for all to read
I wrote about passion
I wrote about warmth
on moonless nights
when I was cold
I wrote about mountains
I wrote about the sea
the monsoon rain
and lightning storms
I write it all
I write what I feel
in haiku and prose
a blogger's lament
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tarnished promises
when I left you were sleeping
miles from me in dreams
not knowing I was leaving
how perfect it all seemed
I could feel it getting smaller
this shrinking love affair
pensive in the moments
weighing what was there
tarnished promises
that never were fulfilled
my heart thats needing more
you don't get it still
indecisive minutes
between the bed and door
all the promise slips away
as I walk across the floor
my bags were always packed
I knew this day would come
how many times I tried
you never let me run
how long before you notice
that I'm no longer there
I packed it to take with me
the love that we once shared
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miles from me in dreams
not knowing I was leaving
how perfect it all seemed
I could feel it getting smaller
this shrinking love affair
pensive in the moments
weighing what was there
tarnished promises
that never were fulfilled
my heart thats needing more
you don't get it still
indecisive minutes
between the bed and door
all the promise slips away
as I walk across the floor
my bags were always packed
I knew this day would come
how many times I tried
you never let me run
how long before you notice
that I'm no longer there
I packed it to take with me
the love that we once shared
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Friday, May 10, 2019
minutes
when instant gratification
just isn't fast enough
the sun still heats your morning
the full moon calls your bluff
the saguaro has no answers
the nightingale has been snuffed
you call upon me for wisdom
you don't have the right stuff
momma raised you better
but you go off half cocked
leaving all around you
pretty much shell-shocked
you've been running for miles
just not outside of your block
and you are always racing...
racing against the clock
in the end you loved
exactly what you picked
fate is a lonely hunter
consequence makes you sick
you're in way too deep
fog grows white and thick
the second hand keeps running
as the minutes slowly click
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just isn't fast enough
the sun still heats your morning
the full moon calls your bluff
the saguaro has no answers
the nightingale has been snuffed
you call upon me for wisdom
you don't have the right stuff
momma raised you better
but you go off half cocked
leaving all around you
pretty much shell-shocked
you've been running for miles
just not outside of your block
and you are always racing...
racing against the clock
in the end you loved
exactly what you picked
fate is a lonely hunter
consequence makes you sick
you're in way too deep
fog grows white and thick
the second hand keeps running
as the minutes slowly click
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Thursday, May 9, 2019
blink
a touch that was familiar
a virtual paradise
how many ways you've known me
before beginning to think twice
your voice once sang a love song
the music sweet and low
the whispers of suggestion
from not that long ago
looking back and wondering
when did it all go wrong
one minute you were with me
I blinked and you were gone
now you sing a new song
the lyrics much the same
the chords you're playing different
but you sing the same refrain
in the ebony recesses
the shadows of your night
do your thoughts divagate toward me
while she lays by your side
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a virtual paradise
how many ways you've known me
before beginning to think twice
your voice once sang a love song
the music sweet and low
the whispers of suggestion
from not that long ago
looking back and wondering
when did it all go wrong
one minute you were with me
I blinked and you were gone
now you sing a new song
the lyrics much the same
the chords you're playing different
but you sing the same refrain
in the ebony recesses
the shadows of your night
do your thoughts divagate toward me
while she lays by your side
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earnest
you give it softly
it shines from your eyes
and from your heart
earnest feeling
earnest touch
earnest love
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it shines from your eyes
and from your heart
earnest feeling
earnest touch
earnest love
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Wednesday, May 8, 2019
color fades
as the color fades
on dreams of yesterday
a painting bleached by sun
realization not begun
no beginnings at the end
dreams you can't transcend
the color starts to run
on what is left undone
slowly slipping from grace
bitter, scorched aftertaste
redemption never comes
from the forgotten one
thought there was more time
'fore clouds blocked the sun's light
canvass smeared, the likeness none
untouched dreams and one left shunned
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on dreams of yesterday
a painting bleached by sun
realization not begun
no beginnings at the end
dreams you can't transcend
the color starts to run
on what is left undone
slowly slipping from grace
bitter, scorched aftertaste
redemption never comes
from the forgotten one
thought there was more time
'fore clouds blocked the sun's light
canvass smeared, the likeness none
untouched dreams and one left shunned
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Tuesday, May 7, 2019
pieces
your fingers cramped
and you ease your grip
just for a second
but it all starts to slip
dripping from your hand
so many grains of sand
as it falls around your boots
pieces of what was true
retrospect spread on the floor
fantasy, out the door
nothing like you planned
too many grains of sand
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and you ease your grip
just for a second
but it all starts to slip
dripping from your hand
so many grains of sand
as it falls around your boots
pieces of what was true
retrospect spread on the floor
fantasy, out the door
nothing like you planned
too many grains of sand
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latte
strong espresso starts the mix
diluted with steaming, creamy milk
caramel flavor to sweeten
fluffy foam on top
me, in drink form
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diluted with steaming, creamy milk
caramel flavor to sweeten
fluffy foam on top
me, in drink form
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Monday, May 6, 2019
calling your name
looking at a moonless sky
darkness settling by and by
shivering in the mountain breeze
as I wish on vacant stars
reaching out but you aren't there
sensing your touch in cool night air
searching for you, but you won't be found
calling your name, calling your name
celestial stars now way up high
hollow moon in its disguise
hiding all the love I gave
dying in a cloudy grave
reaching out but you aren't there
sensing your touch in cool night air
searching for you, but you won't be found
calling your name
calling your name
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darkness settling by and by
shivering in the mountain breeze
as I wish on vacant stars
reaching out but you aren't there
sensing your touch in cool night air
searching for you, but you won't be found
calling your name, calling your name
celestial stars now way up high
hollow moon in its disguise
hiding all the love I gave
dying in a cloudy grave
reaching out but you aren't there
sensing your touch in cool night air
searching for you, but you won't be found
calling your name
calling your name
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heart
we carved a heart
in an old oak tree
just the initials
for you and me
the tree still stands
the heart still there
with love that has grown
through all these
years
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in an old oak tree
just the initials
for you and me
the tree still stands
the heart still there
with love that has grown
through all these
years
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Saturday, May 4, 2019
empty hollow
you reach for the grace
of the shadow you found
a mirage that swallows
the empty hollow
inside your heart
fantasy slips your grasp
as my smile fades away
and the memories left
that hold no regret
inside my heart
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of the shadow you found
a mirage that swallows
the empty hollow
inside your heart
fantasy slips your grasp
as my smile fades away
and the memories left
that hold no regret
inside my heart
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melancholy wishes
my mind sifts through
these memories of you
the bad and the good
short times that we knew
sometimes happy
most times blue
melancholy wishes
that won't come true
so I pack them away
the lid still askew
finally, turning my back
on my love for you
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these memories of you
the bad and the good
short times that we knew
sometimes happy
most times blue
melancholy wishes
that won't come true
so I pack them away
the lid still askew
finally, turning my back
on my love for you
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Friday, May 3, 2019
lost
clouds hang low over darkened skies
weather fickle, and full of lies
just when I thought the cold would go
with thunder and lightning, down comes snow
I pull my collar up to my chin
my jacket now is much too thin
gloves are lost, my hands cold
mother nature is much too bold
where is spring, with grass so green
nothing is ever how it seems
frozen now, my heart sinks
others tell me how to think
decisions rest on icy roads
I'm not driving, this I know
where will summer find my heart?
in the light or in this dark
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weather fickle, and full of lies
just when I thought the cold would go
with thunder and lightning, down comes snow
I pull my collar up to my chin
my jacket now is much too thin
gloves are lost, my hands cold
mother nature is much too bold
where is spring, with grass so green
nothing is ever how it seems
frozen now, my heart sinks
others tell me how to think
decisions rest on icy roads
I'm not driving, this I know
where will summer find my heart?
in the light or in this dark
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broken wings
all thoughts that I could have said
words that now don't mean a thing
under a full moon, cloudless night
with passion it no longer brings
in the cold of winter's sky
that will soon turn into spring
as you move, your back to me
to a future you think green
all the feelings I once felt
just a bleak one-sided thing
a bird that sits and cannot fly
helpless with her broken wings
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words that now don't mean a thing
under a full moon, cloudless night
with passion it no longer brings
in the cold of winter's sky
that will soon turn into spring
as you move, your back to me
to a future you think green
all the feelings I once felt
just a bleak one-sided thing
a bird that sits and cannot fly
helpless with her broken wings
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Thursday, May 2, 2019
tickle me
we lay down to take a nap
you tickle me, make me laugh
tickling leads to other things
pretty soon my spirit sings
we didn't ever go to sleep
but baby, I'm relaxed
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you tickle me, make me laugh
tickling leads to other things
pretty soon my spirit sings
we didn't ever go to sleep
but baby, I'm relaxed
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moonless beach
holding what the twilight brings
sleepless nights, empty dreams
close my eyes, visions creep
passion ebbed on moonless beach
wander, footsteps in smooth sand
head down on deserted strand
listen to the ocean speak
what I hear that leaves me weak
turn around go back to start
left alone with this full heart
no one feels this love I seek
wandering on a moonless beach
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sleepless nights, empty dreams
close my eyes, visions creep
passion ebbed on moonless beach
wander, footsteps in smooth sand
head down on deserted strand
listen to the ocean speak
what I hear that leaves me weak
turn around go back to start
left alone with this full heart
no one feels this love I seek
wandering on a moonless beach
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a long-ago night
I should have confessed it all
the way you made me feel
when you were close
I thought you could read it
I thought you could see it
I thought you felt it too
now that time is gone
I waited much too long
a fantasy in time
the memories that remind
a dream from a long-ago night
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the way you made me feel
when you were close
I thought you could read it
I thought you could see it
I thought you felt it too
now that time is gone
I waited much too long
a fantasy in time
the memories that remind
a dream from a long-ago night
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