Thursday, February 11, 2021

all

all I want is you 
all I think I want is you 
I think I may want you 
maybe I want you 
do I want you?
in the worse way
I want you!

blue is

the color of sky 
one of the primary eight 
juicy blueberries 
fathoms of the sea 
and the color of my soul

Wednesday, February 10, 2021

one by one

the breeze wafts in with a humming sound 
I can hear the music, but not the words 
I strain my ears, all I can hear 
is the pounding of my heart 

the sky is dark with so many birds 
filling the trees and telephone wires 
they screech a horrible ringing sound 
it resonates, vibrates, stealing my thoughts 
as the shrilling gets louder, I cover my dreams 
cause they won't be chased away 

they start to fall one by one
dying from thirst and the desert sun 
till one is left and the music flows sweet 
its message carried on the mountain breeze 
she opens her bill, and all I can hear 
is the sound of your love for me 

all in sweet time

so, it's not paradise 
but you can see it from here
all in sweet time like ivy it climbs 
all in sweet time 

don't waste a word or blink an eye 
don't say anything 
that can go unheard 
all in sweet time like a stairway it climbs 
all in sweet time 

your heart will win when the music begins 
open your heart let my song in 
all in sweet time like the waves that rise 
all in sweet time

Tuesday, February 9, 2021

feel the pull

in a valley, near the mountains
surveying all you think you've found
at this moment in time it shines sublime
a melody, it plays in your head
as you start to feel the pull
from the moon not quite full

on a wooden floor
where the cowboys dance
a shadow falls
from your tall stance
the reins are slipping
too loose in your hands
the iron is white hot
and ready to brand

where is your horse?
the shadow asks
you smile that smile
as you answer back
it's in my dreams
and you laugh that laugh
the shadow slips away
through the walls that are cracked

all these ideals
that play in your head
you figure it all out
from the books that you've read
the thoughts not closer
fill you up with dread
how much more time, how many chances
till you've been completely bled

you call on the moon
to tell you when
the shadow has left
after being fenced in
in the lunar light
fading, growing dim
you see it in the distance
and it carries like a hymn

hoof beats sounding
across a vast range
you ride through the night
it all seems so strange
you've made it at last
ready for the change
the past falls behind
your priorities rearranged

you feel the pull
your heart secure

you feel the pull
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cupid's bow

I am wrong again! 
been so, once or twice before. 
I can tell ya the truth, 
although it may hurt, 
any answers my friend 
come from the same old questions
rendering, not what you expect
or even what your dreams foretold.
you; always waiting for an opportunity 
to reap what I have sowed 

I'll be leaving soon 
but not right this minute 
it's either too late or too early,
but I'll tell you one more story.
how aspirations have let me down 
while I plant these seeds of sadness 
in this desiccated, rock hard ground 
always watering and waiting
for fortification from their growth

I try to see where you are now. 
no longer manipulating the arrow from Cupid's bow 
he never could shoot straight 
his aim, horrendous!  
red shoes click on the yellow brick road  
as I walk its ends.
at a thorny wall as high as my dreams grew 
fantasy catapults me over as
real life brings a screeching halt, 
the truth slowly seeping in, 
lovers fading quickly to the past,
the seeds I planted 
rot instead of grow

Monday, February 8, 2021

between the lines

I sing the words 
between the lines 
the lyrics yours 
the music mine 
somehow, the beat 
is out of time 
and we can't dance
 cause you talk in rhyme 
someone cuts
as the tempo climbs 
the wine not sweet 
from the bitter vines

fall away

it falls away
never built to last 
one hangs on 
while the other fasts 
the words dry up 
and disappear 
soon, it hasn't been weeks 
it's been years

Sunday, February 7, 2021

go ahead

go ahead, kiss me 
before the night ends
I dare you now
to try it again 
under the moon 
and the star's light 
hold me close 
pull me tight 
kiss me baby
kiss me slow
let's see how 
this night will go 
will it lead on
to more of the same? 
don't stop now 
don't stop the spin 
don't let it end 
kiss me again 
kiss me baby

short supply

I've looked for things 
and I've been a fool 
it took a long time
to get to you 
and what I hoped for 
just won't do
it's not enough to hold you to 
I'm holding on 
but not getting through
 
on what planet 
does the answer lie 
it's written in script 
and in my eyes 
but you still feel 
you need alibis 
truth is always 
in very short supply 

house of cards

this house of cards I can't build faster 
each one placed spells sweet disaster 
keep on building, higher it goes 
now standing up on my tiptoes
will this be the one to cause collapse?
the pyramid just a maze of traps

the wind blows hard it stays in place 
feel the cool breeze on my face 
the house of cards still holding strong
lyrics pause in your sweet song 
one on one still on I race 
 the final card now finds its space

queen of hearts makes it fall down 
it all trembles, falls to the ground
fantasies always break apart 
no hints from the jagged start
a house of cards is always weak 
be careful of the ones you seek

every moment, every single hour
I spent building this high, wide tower
deconstructed  for evermore
scattered all about the floor
somethings you just can't sustain
no matter the love or its disdain

Friday, February 5, 2021

I know

I know you don't love me 
I know it will never be
I know that you're not there 
I know dreams disappear 
I know what you want to feel 
I know what your heart reveals 
I know what your eyes show 
I know it can't be so

Thursday, February 4, 2021

good guys wear black

an everyday hero 
your Stetson soaking wet 
in a black F-450 
the rain you didn't sweat 
with all the stuff I needed 
better than triple AAA 
a handsome tall, dark stranger 
boot wearing hero saves my day j
ust like in the movies 
a cowboy had my back 
a rescue made in Heaven 
sometimes, good guys come in black 

you're the one

I'd been waiting for this day 
didn't think it would come around 
chasing all the endless dreams 
with nothing worthwhile found 
and when I wasn't looking 
love crept in without a sound

this is not like the times before 
you've got me spinning with your love
 just can't leave, I'm wanting more 
you're every song I've ever sung 
you're every hope I've ever hung 
honey, you're the one 

Wednesday, February 3, 2021

Together

Together, we can face it all 
Tear down any barrier walls 
 Alone, I flounder sometimes fail 
Indecision can prevail 
Together, we are very strong 
Nothing seems to ever go wrong 
 Alone, not where I want to be 
Like it better when you’re with me 
Together, love is so intense 
You touch every single sense 
Alone, I am so often blue 
Only want to be with you 
Together, my body is set on fire 
Passion, loving and desire 
 Alone, no longer, we’re a team 
Together, forever, a recognized dream 

coyote haiku

in the desert dusk
coyotes howl at the moon 
eerie, chilling sound

Tuesday, February 2, 2021

Rebound

I caught you on the rebound 
Heart broken and ego shattered 
I did my best to build you up 
Mend your heart that was laying in tatters 

You responded very slowly 
To the things that I could do 
Took a while to prop you up
It was always all about you 

Now that your heart has finally healed 
You say that you’ll move on 
You need a fresh beginning 
You’re feelings for me are gone 

Who will be my rebound 
And heal my tattered heart 
The time I wasted helping you 
Didn’t prepare me for you’re departure 

Where can my bleeding heart go 
To find the relief it needs
 I need a very strong shoulder 
It needs to be about me

Caffeine

I have a bad addition 
Addicted to caffeine 
Keeps me where I need to be 
Moving fast and chasing dreams 

Coffee in the morning 
Diet coke later in the day 
Makes my day just fly by 
Without it there’s no way 

No way to do the things I do 
Keep up with my list 
Without this one addiction 
A slow down would exist 

Keep on speeding forward 
A freight train always on track 
Life, it moves on way too fast 
No time to look back 

Thursday, January 28, 2021

Wisdom

Wisdom would have meant 
walking away turning off the feelings,
ignoring my thoughts. 

Wisdom would have meant 
listening to my instincts, 
my gut feeling, my inner self. 

Wisdom would have meant 
not getting caught up, 
not playing along, not loving. 

Wisdom would have meant
listening to that little voice. 
the voice of reason, protection, self preservation

Ties

Come with me let’s run away 
and leave it all behind
Make a new start all alone, 
cut those ties that bind 

Forget about our history 
and start again anew
Establish a new chapter 
that just involves us two 

I’ll wrap my arms around you 
I’ll kiss your fears away 
I’ll be all you ever need 
I’ll be what you crave 

I will be your future 
our life begins today 
Come with me, my sweetest love 
Lets savor life’s bouquet

Wednesday, January 27, 2021

Target (I really do go to the range)

When I am feeling frustrated 
Or angry with my life 
I like to get a target 
And glock away my strife 

Loading up the ammo 
Taking careful aim 
Always hitting on the mark 
This is a great game 

You wouldn’t know to see me 
That I like to shoot 
I seem pretty normal 
Isn’t life a hoot

Tuesday, January 26, 2021

Snow day

On these lazy winter days 
When there’s too much snow 
Blowing, drifting, freezing 
With no place we can go 

Come inside and light a fire 
And settle down with me 
Kiss and warm me gently 
Let's just relax and be 

Embracing very slowly 
Looks like we have all night 
The weather isn’t breaking 
And probably won’t till light 

I would rather stay here 
Snug, warm and secure 
Lying in my lovers arms 
sated and demure 

Soon the storm will go on by 
Destruction from it’s path 
Thanks for keeping me loved and warm 
While the storm played out it’s wrath

Bonding

Love is very fleeting 
and desire very strong
An equal mix is what you need 
For a bond to not go wrong 

The loving part will falter 
The desire part will wane 
It’s hard to work on both at once 
It’s harder to explain 

Just take it very slowly 
Keep the desire strong 
The loving will grow swiftly 
And last your whole life long

Monday, January 25, 2021

Magic

A little bit of magic 
Is what I’m looking for 
Standing at the crossroads 
Always wanting more 

Not a lot of anything 
Just more than what I’ve got 
Sharing all the pieces 
Getting back what I’ve forgot 

This must be to much to ask 
The magic is obscure 
Maybe I just look to hard 
For magic that is pure 

Not going to lower my standards 
Will never settle for less 
For when the magic finally comes 
I’ll be ready for the test

Test

Clambering over hurdles 
Jumping really high 
Why is love so obstinate 
How hard I have to try 

 Always some new roadblock
Always some new game 
Always interference 
Forever it’s the same 

Wanting brand new chances 
Once again a test 
Facing each new challenge 
Hoping for the best 

This game is much too tiring 
I think I’ll just give up 
At least that is till next time 
For now I’ll wait for love