Friday, August 27, 2021

quips

to the east, you read every word
to the north, not a peep is heard
in my heart a deficit 
do I give more than I’ll ever get

on Facebook I leave zinging quips
on twitter, truth seeps from my lips
in between, there lives a gap
filled with lustrous, throaty gasps

in my prose I write with thought
sometimes loved, sometimes not
no music to the lyrics yet
write it soon ‘fore I forget

doubt

so many there before me
like rings inside a tree
each left a different taste behind
on your tongue and memory

how do I climb the ladder
that’s missing too many rungs?
how do I crawl inside the mind
where all the portraits are hung?

some have been deleted
but they left behind a trace
at night when you are sleeping
I can see them in your face

I dream of misconception
until the dawn’s fresh light
the sun shines on refreshment
a chance to get it right

trust lays on the coverlet
but it’s too hot to use
a sheet covers up a body
with one leg moving loose

I throw a log on the fire
lighting a candle so we can see
the shadows flickering slightly
on the wall in front of me

can I erase the legend
that all of them point out?
am I just another flavor
have you any doubts?

short song

running out of time
never words that sometimes rhyme
poetry is my song

Thursday, August 26, 2021

hooked

gingerly, you touched the wounds
tracing a line from inside to out
healing what was broken
knowing what was needed
and when
carefully, not applying
any pressure
biding your time
until that exact moment;
the very second I was hooked.
you reeled me in
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aimless

you couldn't find what you were looking for
not with Suri or any map
not that you were ever
any good at navigation

you seek it
thinking you will recognize it
when it hits you in the face
a collision of thoughts

what if you had it
and you let it escape?
wandering aimlessly from
saguaro to saguaro

blind as a bat
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denial

I couldn't keep it a secret
I bit my tongue and tried
I waited for you to say it
but it gushed from deep inside
spilling out of places
I'd showed but
tried to hide
now you know the secret
it's too late to deny
you didn't turn and run
instead you fortified
everything I give you
is said, not just implied
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Wednesday, August 25, 2021

biking

two wheels on pavement
scenery that stretches miles
long time since I rode

shall we dance?

my dance card is full
every space on every line
all reserved by you
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Tuesday, August 24, 2021

Consequence

I was paying attention 
Though that isn’t the way it seems 
This was really all about you 
Though you said it was all about me 

The consequences that are rendered 
From the strong vibes that you gave
Not listening to my feelings 
Feelings I can’t repay 

Not enough time to get it right 
Not enough space for me 
I’m feeling all closed in on 
That’s not how it should be 

Stretching me beyond my means 
Whether that’s your intent or not
I need to separate myself 
Cause this stress is all I’ve got 

Didn’t mean for it to go this far
I’m sorry for any pain 
I may be making a big mistake 
Right now though nothing remains

A Star Haiku

A star that rises
Glowing brightly for a time
Before the burn out

Addicted Haiku

Ok you got me 
I'm sucked in and addicted 
Rough climb but short fall

Monday, August 23, 2021

dust

I sneeze from all of the dust
I pulled things from the past
that were better left undisturbed
what can I say?

most think what one doesn't know
will not hurt you
I think the opposite is true
I would rather know all...
ask the questions...
put it to sleep...

now I lay awake each night
dream the nightmares when I sleep
wondering, wondering
ghosts of the past linger
a black apparition
slinking around my thoughts

I don't know
I don't remember
I don't think so
I thought I did
no resolution

the only feeling

memories come back and they may find me
they don't shine as bright
not like the ones we make today
what once meant something means nothing at all

I'd be lying if I said it didn't mean a thing
it'd be a sin to say it wasn't so
high above what once could have been
on a mountain cloud is where I drift

I'll take being with you a minute in time
over what fades in and out of my head
I'll take stars in your eyes over any moon phase
what we have now is the only place for me

today and tomorrow is what glows brightly
no shadows stretch across this feeling
loving and being loved by you
the only feeling I ever need
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Sunday, August 22, 2021

Play It Safe

Play it safe 
Build a wall 
Protect the heart 

Play it safe 
Think it through
Protect the heart 

Play it safe 
Go with your instinct 
Protect the heart 

Play it safe
Don’t engage
Protect the heart 

Play it safe 
Too much at risk 
Protect the heart 
Play it safe 
Follow rules above 
Be alone forever!

i'd rather be:

happy than sad 
glad than mad 
up than down
in than out 
smiling than frowning 
smart than dumb 
hopeful than hopeless 
honest than a cheat
thoughtful than thoughtless 
truthful than a liar 
interesting than dull 
insightful than blind 
courageous than a coward 
sophisticated than naive
knowledgeable than uninformed
deep than shallow 
bold than timid 
conspicuous than invisible 
loving than hating

Saturday, August 21, 2021

baby, you've got my attention

how'd you do it? you turned my head 
the rest had given me up for dead
maybe they didn't have what it takes 
giving up was a big mistake 
baby, you've got my attention 

how'd you make my heartbeat stop? 
fillin' my cup to the very top 
your boots 'n bike and sweet, sweet kiss
I didn't know it could be like this 
baby, you've got my attention 

how'd you know I'd fall for you?
that look you give that sees right through 
all the windows and doors I've shut 
your fresh breeze that opens them up 
baby, you've got my attention

not enough for me

a little bit of missing you 
goes a long, long way 
a little bit of missing your kissing 
leaves me feeling gray 
a little bit of wanting you 
makes me hungrier than you can perceive 
just a little bit of you
just isn't enough for me 

can't imagine not always 
having your love to make my day 
can't imagine the way I ache 
when we are separated 
can't imagine my heart break
or all of those old cliches' 
can't imagine how many times 
those loving moments replay 

it's only been a few hours 
but it feels like days and days 
it's too long to be without you, 
that's what my heart says 
it's too long 'til I see you, 
though it's just a few minutes away 
yeah, a little bit of missing you 
goes a long, long way 

just a little bit of you, 
just isn't enough for me no,
just a little bit of you 
will never be enough for me 

Friday, August 20, 2021

the range

from the highest peak 
to the low, cool valley below 
stretched out as far as I can see 
I ride the range of your love 
tumbleweeds blow in the desert wind 
monsoons come with lightning and thunder 
but consistency and a gentleness 
fence in the boundaries of my heart 

our picture

on my messy desk 
our picture smiles from its frame 
and so does my heart

that day you were born

that day creeps forward...that day you were born 
with memories behind me I've crawled slowly forward
no longer in dreams, nor can I remember your voice 
I remember your words and how you left without choice 

do you rest easy from your cloud in the sky? 
with angels and harps do you see from up high? 
do you watch me and smile or look down in dread? 
can you send me a message when I'm over my head? 

I once thought I lost your little metal tag 
it's off of my keyring secure in my bag 
we may not have always seen eye to eye 
but I always felt your love and will 'til I die 

no time for farewell or even one last kiss 
did you know you were going and what we would miss? 
one last time I viewed you laying cold and still
it plays on this day and always will 

Thursday, August 19, 2021

footsteps

do I play the smallest part?
footprints left inside your heart 
is there any room for me? 
there, inside of you 

was there once "what could have been?" 
when you see me once again 
I think it's more the other way 
out of sight, out of mind 

forbidden fruit that's always in season 
illicit thoughts there ripe and pleasing 
oozing juices that are sweet 
that is the stuff of many dreams 

did I play the smallest part? 
minuscule footsteps in your heart 
was there ever room for me? 
there, inside your heart

in it

on your way to someone else 
we met on a train and did converse 
the things you whispered in my ear 
were meant for no one else to hear 

you kissed me, I kissed you back 
that's when the train went off the track
all has changed for you and me
that is what I'm led to believe 

we play the game without the hurt 
forget the others as we flirt 
and we love without the rules 
forget the others that we fool 

there is only you and I 
and the limit is the sky 
I will take it to the limit 
for this love with you and I in it 

Wednesday, August 18, 2021

so far

so far the path is 
flower strewn and smooth 
so quick come the feelings 
my heart has for you 
so close the lives 
that connect and wind 
so easy the love 
that I sought and now find 

so complete is the way 
I find and I feel 
so distant the past 
now easily healed
so sweet are the dreams 
that now come with the moon
so real in the morning 
when I wake next to you

danger?

no danger awaits 
unless the pain of too much love 
is fatal to your heart

a new song

love plays a new song 
and it's soft and sweet
although I can't read music 
I feel what's played for me
this beautiful sonnet 
with its own special score 
I hear in my head 
and lock in my heart