coffee and dawn

I gave you all and then gave more
hoping and loving was no chore
I did it gladly, or so I thought
I shouldn't have invested
or heavily bought

putting my wants in the back of the mind
going for broke and running blind
shouldn't have worn my heart on a sleeve
knowing you would go or I would leave

once in awhile when the moon is right
I sit pensive here at night
I'm the one that left so quick
before the feelings got too thick

things look different in morning light
coffee and dawn without the blight
I surprised you after all
left at the first signs of fall

you will say, "she will be back"
there is nothing that I lack
you didn't know me all that well
what you saw would soon foretell


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ponder

insignificant
a small spot in a large place
’cept when I’m with you

nebulous

nothing nebulous
all reasons clearly defined
discovering more

those spells

I’m boxing all that was my past
traveling lighter it seems
you were right ‘bout what I leave
sometimes gold just doesn’t gleam

if I forget something I need
I’ll dig it up from memory
I know that anything can be replaced
most of all that’s true of me

I’ve found that thing I looked for most
more than what I’ve left behind
one-sided feelings that were dumb
also silly and partially blind

a road that forks and leads away
from tears I cried for yesterday
it may storm upon these hills
but I’ve learned how to weather
those spells

a shooting star

flashes in the night 

 white-hot it falls to the ground 

black, the spot it held

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energy

every nuance, everything that I learn 

every facet that you share of your life

the effervescence of all that you give 

refreshment that lets me drink you in 

the spark from the first time that we met 

electricity from that very first touch 

a beginning with a whole new energy 

fulfillment that grows inside of me 

my heart, that expands with all you offer 

my love, that I give freely to you 

a future, showing all that we can be 

as we entwine what's between me and thee

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if I fall

would you catch me if I fall? 

I don't have much further to go 

with open arms and loving heart 

would you catch me if I fall?

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surrender

put on this mask and enter the cage

forget the laws, remember your rage

no eye contact, do not engage

history burned, now turn the page

indoctrination of every mind

start with the kids already blind

no one able shall struggle, decline

your road ahead will be assigned

turn in your weapons, every gun

you'll have no need when we are done

if you fight you will be shunned

our web is big, already spun

rob the poor to feed the rich

we already own that little niche

don't be a baby, don't be a bitch

turn on your family, be a snitch

yes, indoctrination is our game

you only have yourself to blame

get close to fire, feed our flame

here is your number surrender your name 

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truth

if what I read held any truth
if it was about me
instead of about you
if it was less vague
the things I contemplate
if there were two
just me and you
then it would be worth the price
and I would spend it all

well deserved

you open the throttle and ride hard
miles of open highway
hitting the potholes with your heart

just when you think, that you
are running on empty
your soul finds me

the road becomes smooth
your path well signed
a rest stop, well deserved

the sign says

adopt a highway
I choose the one to your heart
discarding debris

quips

to the east, you read every word
to the north, not a peep is heard
in my heart a deficit 
do I give more than I’ll ever get

on Facebook I leave zinging quips
on twitter, truth seeps from my lips
in between, there lives a gap
filled with lustrous, throaty gasps

in my prose I write with thought
sometimes loved, sometimes not
no music to the lyrics yet
write it soon ‘fore I forget

doubt

so many there before me
like rings inside a tree
each left a different taste behind
on your tongue and memory

how do I climb the ladder
that’s missing too many rungs?
how do I crawl inside the mind
where all the portraits are hung?

some have been deleted
but they left behind a trace
at night when you are sleeping
I can see them in your face

I dream of misconception
until the dawn’s fresh light
the sun shines on refreshment
a chance to get it right

trust lays on the coverlet
but it’s too hot to use
a sheet covers up a body
with one leg moving loose

I throw a log on the fire
lighting a candle so we can see
the shadows flickering slightly
on the wall in front of me

can I erase the legend
that all of them point out?
am I just another flavor
have you any doubts?

short song

running out of time
never words that sometimes rhyme
poetry is my song

hooked

gingerly, you touched the wounds
tracing a line from inside to out
healing what was broken
knowing what was needed
and when
carefully, not applying
any pressure
biding your time
until that exact moment;
the very second I was hooked.
you reeled me in

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aimless

you couldn't find what you were looking for
not with Suri or any map
not that you were ever
any good at navigation

you seek it
thinking you will recognize it
when it hits you in the face
a collision of thoughts

what if you had it
and you let it escape?
wandering aimlessly from
saguaro to saguaro

blind as a bat

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denial

I couldn't keep it a secret
I bit my tongue and tried
I waited for you to say it
but it gushed from deep inside
spilling out of places
I'd showed but
tried to hide
now you know the secret
it's too late to deny
you didn't turn and run
instead you fortified
everything I give you
is said, not just implied

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biking

two wheels on pavement
scenery that stretches miles
long time since I rode

shall we dance?

my dance card is full
every space on every line
all reserved by you

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Consequence

I was paying attention 

Though that isn’t the way it seems 

This was really all about you 

Though you said it was all about me 

The consequences that are rendered 

From the strong vibes that you gave

Not listening to my feelings 

Feelings I can’t repay 

Not enough time to get it right 

Not enough space for me 

I’m feeling all closed in on 

That’s not how it should be 

Stretching me beyond my means 

Whether that’s your intent or not

I need to separate myself 

Cause this stress is all I’ve got 

Didn’t mean for it to go this far

I’m sorry for any pain 

I may be making a big mistake 

Right now though nothing remains

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A Star Haiku

A star that rises

Glowing brightly for a time

Before the burn out

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Addicted Haiku

Ok you got me 

I'm sucked in and addicted 

Rough climb but short fall

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dust

I sneeze from all of the dust
I pulled things from the past
that were better left undisturbed
what can I say?

most think what one doesn't know
will not hurt you
I think the opposite is true
I would rather know all...
ask the questions...
put it to sleep...

now I lay awake each night
dream the nightmares when I sleep
wondering, wondering
ghosts of the past linger
a black apparition
slinking around my thoughts

I don't know
I don't remember
I don't think so
I thought I did
no resolution

the only feeling

memories come back and they may find me
they don't shine as bright
not like the ones we make today
what once meant something means nothing at all

I'd be lying if I said it didn't mean a thing
it'd be a sin to say it wasn't so
high above what once could have been
on a mountain cloud is where I drift

I'll take being with you a minute in time
over what fades in and out of my head
I'll take stars in your eyes over any moon phase
what we have now is the only place for me

today and tomorrow is what glows brightly
no shadows stretch across this feeling
loving and being loved by you
the only feeling I ever need

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Play It Safe

Play it safe 

Build a wall 

Protect the heart 

Play it safe 

Think it through

Protect the heart 

Play it safe 

Go with your instinct 

Protect the heart 

Play it safe

Don’t engage

Protect the heart 

Play it safe 

Too much at risk 

Protect the heart 

Play it safe 

Follow rules above 

Be alone forever!

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