Monday, October 4, 2021

echoes of the truth

the saguaro holds the answer 
and it blossoms in the spring 
with the thunder and the lightning
the cleansing monsoon rain
if you listen you can hear it 
the echoes of the truth 
resounding against the mountains 
filtering down to you 
the response to all the questions 
on the twisted road you travel
the signs that point directions 
as your destiny unravels 

I am loved

I cannot find the word 
a word that projects what we are
these feelings deep that blossom 
in rich soil 
seeds planted and tended 
watered with caring hands and heart... 
love is not strong enough 
beloved doesn't fit and yet...
it is the only word I know 
that can cover these feelings 
with this blanket statement... 
"I am loved"

Friday, October 1, 2021

shadows from the moon

the moon glows eerily on mountain ranges
casting shadows long and strange 
saguaro standing tall and lean 
with brush and boulders in between 

stars don't help or shed some light 
no settling this disturbance tonight 
coyote roam and search for prey 
to keep the rumblings stomachs at bay 

thoughts cast and fall on desert terrain 
wondering what'll happen if we meet again 
distance grows like the shadows from the moon 
dreams discarded that were roughly hewn

stormy night

in darkened silence of the fullest moon 
rain beats heavily against my panes 
I tender a question, await a reply
none forthcoming on this stormy night
 
I laugh, you ponder, 
we do the same dance
if I do this--
what will be your response 

the sun rises and sets without regrets 
phases of the moon no longer phase me 
I fly west and you fly east 
one more time 

our connection is dropped 
it shatters into a million small thoughts 
cast into the darkness 
as a billion stars
fade into light 

what it says

I love you comes across my screen 
followed by kisses and hugs
I feel the absence of your strong arms 
the emptiness of my heart 
echoes yours

good night baby, sleep well is what it says 
I read the message in between the words 
be safe, hurry home, I'm waiting for you 
there isn't a flight fast enough 
to get me to you

Thursday, September 30, 2021

wings

I believe in you and the good things that wait
I believe you can fly with the wings we created 
in the arms of a lover, the heart of a friend 
with tenderness we hold in our heart what won't end 

the wonder that stays, may its aura never cease 
the high price we paid for the wounds and healing 
all of it precious and part of you and me 
the roots that were sowed from that one fertile seed

the crop that is yielded holds promise that's rare 
if you ever need me--you know I'll be there 
I hold on tight with my far away arms 
as you take flight with my prayers for no harm 

in the arms of a lover, the heart of a friend 
with tenderness we hold in our heart what won't end

Wednesday, September 29, 2021

all

all I see when I look at you 
a reflection of my feelings 
a mirror of what is true
happiness long forgotten 
I know that I finally got it right 

I'm not afraid to show all I feel 
what you give comes forth so easily
all you say falls softly on my heart 
a strong force field with kinetic energy 
keeping me warm when we're apart 

I don't care that I'm not your first 
I don't care what happened in your past
here in this moment, 
now in this time; all I know 
is that I want to be your last

love

in the deepest chamber...love grows 
the sun breaks cloudy skies
the moon glows on quiet seas
heartbreak ebbs on distant relationships 
and flows anew 
gently over my soul
I dance a dance long forgotten 
to music written from inside

Tuesday, September 28, 2021

like a dream

when the dream becomes reality 
and the reality like a dream 
when fire catches and ignites 
but is much more extreme 
the moon breaks through the scattered clouds 
the wind pushes colors of fall 
a galaxy of stars surround 
as love takes in it all 
closed eyes open, my heart beats faster 
it's all in the scheme of things 
when the dream becomes reality 
and the reality like a dream

one last time

what I see in your blue eyes 
what I feel inside that's true
nothing left to shelter me
no umbrella to keep me dry 
let's walk the beach this one last time
let's just pretend that it's all fine 
you and I this one last time
just this one last time 

let's feel the sun upon our skin 
smooth tracks we leave in the sand
hand in hand this one last time 
just this one last time 
past the pretense and all of the struggles 
past new hello's and endless goodbyes 
past renewing, reinventing, resurrecting 
inside the door of hopeless love 

let's feel the sun upon our skin
smooth tracks we leave in the sand
hand in hand this one last time 
just this one last time 
it all comes down to nothing 
and the end is very near 
but hand in hand, this one last time 
let's  pretend that it's all fine 
 
you and I this one last time
just this one last time

Monday, September 27, 2021

clairvoyant

in the smooth sand down by the sea 
you never declared your love for me 
you tell me there's an easy way 
then you try to illustrate...
after, tellin me I'm not part of your plan 
sayin "I'm not the man you think I am"

I never issued an ultimatum 
didn't quote the rules verbatim 
never told you I would not wait 
never turned my back in haste 
tellin me I'm not part of your plan 
sayin "I'm not the man you think I am" 

how would you know with just one look?
you opened the cover, didn't read the book 
I gave you lots of latitude 
while you were givin me attitude 
you told me I'm not part of your plan 
said "I'm not the man you think I am" 

but you were wrong, couldn't read the cards 
the reasons why I fought so hard 
I fell in love still anyway 
but all of that is yesterday 
tellin me I'm not part of your plan 
sayin "I'm not the man you think I am"

I never issued an ultimatum 
didn't quote the rules verbatim 
never told you I would not wait 
never turned my back in haste 
tellin me I'm not part of your plan 
sayin "I'm not the man you think I am"

you

the flame flickers, there by the bed
the buzz is there inside my head 
you--the last thing I think about at night 
you--the first thought on my mind
restore my faith, renew my heart 
tell me you will do your part 
don't be cruel, 
don't play the fool 
it's all here if you want it 
it's all right where you left it 

damn you for stealing my thoughts and mind 
for making love restless, being so blind
you--the love I can't forget 
you--everywhere inside my head 
restore my faith, renew my heart 
tell me you will do your part
don't be cruel, 
don't play the fool 
it's all here if you want it 
it's all right where you left it 

why don't you come back and get it

Friday, September 24, 2021

spun dreams

As tulips lift their heads in bloom 
Closing tightly with the rise of the moon
Open this chamber filled with love
Stay with me till this life is done 

As storm clouds bring the springtime rain 
To cleanse the past--release all pain 
The sun comes warm and shines serene 
As we live this life spun from our dreams

realization

when all of this is over 
and still the answer lays deep 
a start without a finish
that would not let me sleep 

we didn't get any closer 
we didn't get any closure 
a surface dive for pleasure 
that brought forth hidden treasures 

somewhere in the mountains 
you lay out your golden plan 
while nestled in the valley 
oxidation slowly creeps 

corrosion locks it all in tight 
rust won't let it move 
sadly, as the monsoon pours 
realization stays there too

Thursday, September 23, 2021

a spot in Heaven

if I go to HELL...
I'm pretty sure it won't be
for eating meat on Friday's
of lent
or not abstaining
you see,

I have been there
on various occasions
visiting briefly
I know...
it is not a good place to be
or a place I wish to go back to
I try to be good
and do unto others
although,
they don't always reciprocate
but still...

I was brought up
to show respect
to say please and thank you
yes sir or ma'am
to work hard
be on time
help when I can
and I do
no, surely...
there is a spot in Heaven
for me
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third eye blind

I've penned when happy
maybe too sappy
got my point across
to those I lost
along my path

mostly, I've blogged
poems from the fog
thick with remorse
what could've been worse
not from your view

yes, it's easier you see
when left without glee
to create sorrowful words
on deaf ears unheard
the third eye blind
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Wednesday, September 22, 2021

bikin'

leathered, head to toe 
mounting up the horse I know 
arms holding on tight

hidden

leather to the eye 
but what lays hidden inside
a lace covered heart

Valentine

lay your leg across me, 
so I can go to sleep
kissing me goodnight,
so I will have sweet dreams
wrap your arms around me, 
hold me very tight
thank you for bringing Valentine's day... 
back into my life

Tuesday, September 21, 2021

graceless

grace left my body I stumbled and fell
just like Alice, in a deep dark hole
down I tumble but land on my feet
the only thing injured was my soul

my will got bent but it didn't break
scratches from roots of so many trees
it's damp from soil left long unturned
and cold without my strong beliefs

how'd I get here, what happened to me?
I fixed your life but mine got lost
you said there would still be room
how much space and at what cost?

the helping hand that I received
that helped me up back on my feet
asked for nothing in return
but showed the ways of your deceit
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squall

past the nose your animal scent
behind the lungs that breathe you in
into the heart past many walls
you are causing quite a squall

thunder, lightning loud it screams
you the man from fervent dreams
setting my very soul on fire
no net under this high wire

many tried to claim this heart
they were wrong right from the start
I didn't know if you would come
to your charm, I have succumb

gone too many days and nights
telling angels of my plight
answered prayers from those above
finally home and with my love
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Monday, September 20, 2021

broken dreams

so many thoughts in this crowded mind
things that are present or lagging behind
you might just think, that I've been blind
but I wasn't hooked or to one confined

cast my net far upon the vast sea
so little caught up there inside of thee
some of that caused me much misery
and some remains a plaguing mystery

if you could have changed the way you think
so many wishes in my cup clinked
not worth the effort or even the ink
I was gone faster than you could blink

never one to let go of things
all of your wishes seemed to sprout wings
except for me, not there on your string
no broken heart, just broken dreams
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i write

the beach deserted this time of year
I don't mind, I love it here
cool and windy, it soothes my soul
and I've told this sea
everything I know

most like it only on warm, sunny days
playing their games under the suns warm rays
alone I walk, this is my beach
watching the waves
as the sand they breach


I don't mind, that's it's only me
nothing to share, nothing that I need
just me and my thoughts
and in my mind,
all the poetry I can write
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Saturday, September 18, 2021

your love

it's a Christmas gift 
not one day a year; it's one 
I open each day

sealed with a kiss

I don't need all the added distractions 
previews of current or coming attractions
I'm seeing the future, it's crystal clear 
it's sweet as wine when you are near

I don't need flirtation and all of the games 
one's who said they'd call and forgot my name 
not sitting around and not going to mope 
this is real baby...you float my boat 

you're not making promises you're not going to keep 
you're talking of the future and it's all about me 
I didn't know loving could ever be like this 
I give you my heart...and seal us with a kiss