a registered owner
a name on a list
each time I take aim
or pop in the clip
I'm waiting for the clatter
as they break down my door
the second amendment
shredded on the floor
surrender your firearm
each one for good measure
decease and desist
this awesome pleasure
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https://mjb-lessonsfromlife.blogspot.com/ "Out of life's school of war: What does not destroy me, makes me stronger." Nietzsche
Tuesday, June 13, 2023
Friday, June 9, 2023
last breath
when it rained, it came it sheets
I was drenched from head to feet
no shelter close to help affection
feelings drown without protection
next comes windchill down to bone
howling, swirling, on it groans
in my mind I now avow
this is the end, right here and now
but on and on and on it goes
day and night I do not doze
ever watchful and alert
my will now I shall assert
without nourishment it shall die
relationships ebb with swollen lies
it will die a lonely death
sighing with its very last breath
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I was drenched from head to feet
no shelter close to help affection
feelings drown without protection
next comes windchill down to bone
howling, swirling, on it groans
in my mind I now avow
this is the end, right here and now
but on and on and on it goes
day and night I do not doze
ever watchful and alert
my will now I shall assert
without nourishment it shall die
relationships ebb with swollen lies
it will die a lonely death
sighing with its very last breath
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luck of the draw
I drew the cards
a game of chance
I should have known
the deck was stacked
your poker face strong
as you called my bluff
was it sleight of hand
or luck of the draw
either way, it was
always your call
and I leave the table
with nothing at all
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a game of chance
I should have known
the deck was stacked
your poker face strong
as you called my bluff
was it sleight of hand
or luck of the draw
either way, it was
always your call
and I leave the table
with nothing at all
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recipe
one cup questions
two tablespoons of faith
three teaspoons of love
a smidgen of heartbreak
one part truth
sift out the lies
stir the feeling
a tear from my eye
set the oven
see what it makes
when it is done
it is still half baked
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what lays dead
I know you think, it was all a waste
years together now erased
signing your name on a dotted line
but you recall, a different time
healing eludes your heart right now
wounds still fresh from shattered vows
each day packing hopeless hurt
each night leaving you inert
inward screams, outward cries
trying to find the answer why
box it up, stick it under your bed
say a prayer for what lays dead
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years together now erased
signing your name on a dotted line
but you recall, a different time
healing eludes your heart right now
wounds still fresh from shattered vows
each day packing hopeless hurt
each night leaving you inert
inward screams, outward cries
trying to find the answer why
box it up, stick it under your bed
say a prayer for what lays dead
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Saturday, May 27, 2023
my day
today is the day, that I was born
I grew up quick and grew up strong
Midwest upbringing, instilled beliefs
no one can take it away from me
texts from my family and so many friends
wishes on facebook happily penned
Instagram happiness coming in too
and a great dinner with close ones and you
as I grow older, I've now realized
what is the truth or what has been lies
happy; content with what has been blessed
couldn't ask for more or would settle for less
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I grew up quick and grew up strong
Midwest upbringing, instilled beliefs
no one can take it away from me
texts from my family and so many friends
wishes on facebook happily penned
Instagram happiness coming in too
and a great dinner with close ones and you
as I grow older, I've now realized
what is the truth or what has been lies
happy; content with what has been blessed
couldn't ask for more or would settle for less
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gone away
a candle lit in solitude
prayers prayed in gratitude
a heart in mourning for past days
of love that's here, then gone away
the candle flickers with the breeze
rustling loudly through mesquite
flickering, making shadows loom
soft but stagnant in this room
what was the thing that brought me here?
what were the options laying my soul bare?
another day when it mattered much
out of reach and out of touch
and yet the grace that is foretold
lifting my heart, enlightening soul
all past loves now lay to rest
and journey out for their own quest
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prayers prayed in gratitude
a heart in mourning for past days
of love that's here, then gone away
the candle flickers with the breeze
rustling loudly through mesquite
flickering, making shadows loom
soft but stagnant in this room
what was the thing that brought me here?
what were the options laying my soul bare?
another day when it mattered much
out of reach and out of touch
and yet the grace that is foretold
lifting my heart, enlightening soul
all past loves now lay to rest
and journey out for their own quest
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Thursday, May 25, 2023
effervescence
all of these things that I chase around
that bumps and rattles inside of my heart
noises and voices, illusions of choice
soft-coated songs with a velvet alibi
these things that take root here deep inside
weeds that suffocate the blossoms nearby
fragrant petals falling down one by one
runners choking each with a little white lie
if I can block out the buzz of what is
that effervescence with all of its fizz
it tickles inside as I drink it down
gritty remainders on my crystal glass
as the moon works its phases through each of my nights
as a new star glows brightly on my evening sky
what once rose high with the sun to my east
has now settled softly somewhere in the west
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that bumps and rattles inside of my heart
noises and voices, illusions of choice
soft-coated songs with a velvet alibi
these things that take root here deep inside
weeds that suffocate the blossoms nearby
fragrant petals falling down one by one
runners choking each with a little white lie
if I can block out the buzz of what is
that effervescence with all of its fizz
it tickles inside as I drink it down
gritty remainders on my crystal glass
as the moon works its phases through each of my nights
as a new star glows brightly on my evening sky
what once rose high with the sun to my east
has now settled softly somewhere in the west
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green-eyed monsters
I can’t see around the corners
or what in darkness prevails
but I hear the thuds and bumps at night
and the swoosh from the monster’s tail
I smell the stench of aggressions
that putrid, awful perfume
it permeates my weaknesses
my senses reel in this room
my eyes can’t see before me
this gloom is way too thick
if I could find some matches
I’d light the candle’s wick
green-eyed is its make-up
and while it lays in wait
no activity for weeks and weeks
as it hones its cheating game
trusting is the flag I wave
virtuous and white
blinding in the daytime
fluorescent in the night
a love that doesn’t grow on trees
or on a prickly vine
am I growing like moss upon you?
or wasting precious time
one last shot to get it right
once more I offer a chance
watching, waiting on I go
doing this sweet, sweet dance
I’ll slay the monsters, one by one
I’ll be the only one left
I’ll stand here just as long I can
drying the tears I’ve wept
or what in darkness prevails
but I hear the thuds and bumps at night
and the swoosh from the monster’s tail
I smell the stench of aggressions
that putrid, awful perfume
it permeates my weaknesses
my senses reel in this room
my eyes can’t see before me
this gloom is way too thick
if I could find some matches
I’d light the candle’s wick
green-eyed is its make-up
and while it lays in wait
no activity for weeks and weeks
as it hones its cheating game
trusting is the flag I wave
virtuous and white
blinding in the daytime
fluorescent in the night
a love that doesn’t grow on trees
or on a prickly vine
am I growing like moss upon you?
or wasting precious time
one last shot to get it right
once more I offer a chance
watching, waiting on I go
doing this sweet, sweet dance
I’ll slay the monsters, one by one
I’ll be the only one left
I’ll stand here just as long I can
drying the tears I’ve wept
Wednesday, May 24, 2023
clairvoyant
in the smooth sand down by the sea
you all but declare your love for me
you tell me there's an easier way
then you try to illustrate...after,
tellin me I'm not part of your plan
sayin "I'm not the man you think I am"
I never issued an ultimatum
didn't quote the rules verbatim
never told you that I would not wait
never turned my back or walked away
gave you lots of latitude
while you were givin me attitude
tellin me I'm not part of your plan
sayin "I'm not the man you think I am"
how would you know with one quick look
you opened the cover, didn't read the book
you thought me solid, our time was bouyant
you all but declare your love for me
you tell me there's an easier way
then you try to illustrate...after,
tellin me I'm not part of your plan
sayin "I'm not the man you think I am"
I never issued an ultimatum
didn't quote the rules verbatim
never told you that I would not wait
never turned my back or walked away
gave you lots of latitude
while you were givin me attitude
tellin me I'm not part of your plan
sayin "I'm not the man you think I am"
how would you know with one quick look
you opened the cover, didn't read the book
you thought me solid, our time was bouyant
you were never that clairvoyant
while on the sand you take my hand
and we waltz off to our own band
you walk away like a nomad
a rerun of all of the stuff you had
you told me I'm not part of your plan
said "I'm not the man you think I am"
but you are wrong, I thought I saw
the reasoning for your hidden flaws
I fell in love before it frayed
but all of that is yesterday
I never issued an ultimatum
didn't quote the rules verbatim
never told you I would not wait
never turned my back in haste
gave you lots of latitude
while you were givin me attitude
tellin me I'm not part of your plan
sayin "I'm not the man you think I am"
while on the sand you take my hand
and we waltz off to our own band
you walk away like a nomad
a rerun of all of the stuff you had
you told me I'm not part of your plan
said "I'm not the man you think I am"
but you are wrong, I thought I saw
the reasoning for your hidden flaws
I fell in love before it frayed
but all of that is yesterday
I never issued an ultimatum
didn't quote the rules verbatim
never told you I would not wait
never turned my back in haste
gave you lots of latitude
while you were givin me attitude
tellin me I'm not part of your plan
sayin "I'm not the man you think I am"
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Tuesday, May 23, 2023
May 28
another year creeps
will I rejoice or tears seep?
still lessons to learn
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??
still left blank after all this time
not even one riddle or a
well versed rhyme
was it to assuage?
or a lethargic mind
letting it smolder then fade?
It now matters not...
the smoke and mirrors
of the well written plots
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Sunday, May 21, 2023
far away, long ago
far away, long ago
still, there glows an ember
what my heart
once longed to know
a love it yearns to remember...
far away, long ago
there was a song
that someone sang
what my ears
want again to hear
a dance it yearns to remember...
far away, long ago
someone held me safe and warm
hearts entwined for a short time
while drops fell from a silver storm
a rain it yearns to remember...
far away, long ago
what once held fast
has been let go
love slipped away on a moonless night
empty thoughts still holding on
a dream it yearns to remember...
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still, there glows an ember
what my heart
once longed to know
a love it yearns to remember...
far away, long ago
there was a song
that someone sang
what my ears
want again to hear
a dance it yearns to remember...
far away, long ago
someone held me safe and warm
hearts entwined for a short time
while drops fell from a silver storm
a rain it yearns to remember...
far away, long ago
what once held fast
has been let go
love slipped away on a moonless night
empty thoughts still holding on
a dream it yearns to remember...
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castle
a castle built of salt and sand
endless dreams and hopes that span
build it tall
away from the wall
of the tide when it neaps in
lovers walk, on this thin strand
where the moated castle stands
no longer perfect like it began
the winds and tides have done it in
washing it to sea
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endless dreams and hopes that span
build it tall
away from the wall
of the tide when it neaps in
lovers walk, on this thin strand
where the moated castle stands
no longer perfect like it began
the winds and tides have done it in
washing it to sea
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wings to fly
snap a photograph of every memory that comes
post them in a album, compress them all to one
give them wings to fly in the azure sky above
exploring every option before you commit to love
is this where you want to be, beneath the mountain peaks?
resting in the valley, of hope and heart's belief
forsaking all the others, as you rest your weary head
your boots have found a home, underneath the bed
snap a photograph of every memory that remains
hang them on this wall, all neatly matted and framed
give your heart the wings to fly in the azure sky above
and nest here in this valley, while you plant the seeds of love
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post them in a album, compress them all to one
give them wings to fly in the azure sky above
exploring every option before you commit to love
is this where you want to be, beneath the mountain peaks?
resting in the valley, of hope and heart's belief
forsaking all the others, as you rest your weary head
your boots have found a home, underneath the bed
snap a photograph of every memory that remains
hang them on this wall, all neatly matted and framed
give your heart the wings to fly in the azure sky above
and nest here in this valley, while you plant the seeds of love
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lost
I got lost in your eyes
lost in your touch
lost in all that I wanted too much
and I traveled alone
down this path that I chose
dreams paved of fantasy and of gold
I'm not really clear
how long I've been here
but I'm and here I remain
and as you try so hard
not to step on my heart
your boot prints are there just the same
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lost in your touch
lost in all that I wanted too much
and I traveled alone
down this path that I chose
dreams paved of fantasy and of gold
I'm not really clear
how long I've been here
but I'm and here I remain
and as you try so hard
not to step on my heart
your boot prints are there just the same
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Wednesday, May 10, 2023
achoooo
spring blows its way in
allergies are here to stay
Claritin for me
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us
here on this cracked pavement
underneath a golden moon
I open up my heart again
this time it will not bruise
I've had a few false starts
sometimes the bottom has dropped
this time on this golden path
there's no signals to make me stop
I believe that love can happen,
tomorrow might make me weep
there's nothing to hold me back
the reward is much too sweet
it may not come tomorrow
it may not come today
it may be around the corner
you can't win if you don't play
I'm sweeping out the cobwebs
I'm blowing off the dust
I'm kicking down this door
I'm ready for me to be us
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out to sea
as promises get swept away
under the front door mat
dreams hang like cobwebs
in the corner of tomorrows
conviction is in second place
a runner up to this heartbreak
reasoning floats out to sea
thought I knew it all,
I
guess now I know better
I lay awake reflecting on this
we came far, but had further to go
as the dust settles on the past
unsung songs echo in memory
a compact disc of what could have been
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epic: for RAJ
what I was looking for was but a fragment
a very small fragment of what I found
hidden amongst the clutter
of broken dreams and hearts
I found you
epic: resplendent, splendiferous,
not enough adjectives to describe
although I read them all
with thoughts of each
and rejected them as lacking
a very small fragment of what I found
hidden amongst the clutter
of broken dreams and hearts
I found you
epic: resplendent, splendiferous,
not enough adjectives to describe
although I read them all
with thoughts of each
and rejected them as lacking
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plight
for dreams that dissipate
much too soon
hanging like cobwebs
in deserted rooms
for hopes unanswered
on a moonless night
longing's, emptiness
forever in sight
for loneliness
that won't ever abate
the empty heart
where it resonates
I say a prayer
a candle I light
till you are delivered
from this deep plight
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much too soon
hanging like cobwebs
in deserted rooms
for hopes unanswered
on a moonless night
longing's, emptiness
forever in sight
for loneliness
that won't ever abate
the empty heart
where it resonates
I say a prayer
a candle I light
till you are delivered
from this deep plight
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Tuesday, April 25, 2023
flight
at 5,000 feet I was miserable
that I didn't get to see you
at 7,000 feet I was angry
that you don't answer my texts
at 12,000 feet I was happy
that a message did come thru
at 30,000 feet I was sorry
that we had ever met
that I didn't get to see you
at 7,000 feet I was angry
that you don't answer my texts
at 12,000 feet I was happy
that a message did come thru
at 30,000 feet I was sorry
that we had ever met
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glimmer
a glimmer isn't coming
your hand held steady not tipped
silence--others watching
your cards close to your chest
stoic, no twitch or tremor
never betraying what you hold
the stakes are slowly building
my ante will not come
one more chance to beat you
one more winner take all
I look at the flush you dealt me
and then I quickly fold
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truth
if what I read
held any truth
if it was more about me
and less about you
if it was less opaque
things I contemplate
then maybe, just maybe
things would be great
I think it could go
if there were two
less about others
just me and you
the things you say
and the things you do
would make the difference
in how things are skewed
I could write the book
on how you think
when it all falls down
I'm pushed to the brink
apologies given
you keep your grip
as my insecurities
slowly slip
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Monday, April 10, 2023
BREAK
Beside the disillusion
Rendering unclear thoughts
Each of us are hurting
And wondering if we can re-
Kindle everything we've lost
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Rendering unclear thoughts
Each of us are hurting
And wondering if we can re-
Kindle everything we've lost
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