Wednesday, June 5, 2024

no relief

I told you the truth and it didn't set me free
I lived a lie and it's killing me
I spilled it all, told you every word
you turned your back and pretend you heard

it rose high in the sky with the mornin sun
it came back to haunt... all I've said and done
I prayed to the wall about rattles in my brain
no relief came...nothing masks my pain

did you love me for a minute underneath the moon?
did I leave a mark deep inside of you?
was it only on the surface or hidden in your heart?
was there anything there after all of our starts?

tomorrow comes and it's like yesterday
I write the same words with the same refrains
somehow I think it will make you realize
that I was smart enough to read between your lines

I told you the truth and it didn't set me free
I lived a lie and it's killing me
I spilled it all, told you every word
you turned your back and pretend you never heard
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Saturday, June 1, 2024

manna

like an over-ripened fruit
juices freely flow
pooling, sticky on the tile
solitary footsteps tracked through

look over your shoulder
a dim light beckons from
a splintered door
what you controlled
the things you held
still worthy of the price

wandering the desert floor
forty days and nights
hungry for the taste of manna
and all that you were promised
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footsteps

I may be light, but my footsteps will leave
deep imprints on your soul
you will still know that I was there

that for awhile we walked in the sun
that for a short time we loved
that for a minute, love was perfect
that there will never again be
anything like this

that is how memories are created
that is the dream that was realized
that is the song that we all want to sing
and the dance we wish to do forever

Tuesday, May 28, 2024

wishes


this day starts with wishes
from people that I know
starting this birthday
with a very special glow
friends and family
the ones that I hold
tight in my heart, and
whom I will never let go

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My Birthday Haiku

Celebrating me
I am blessed with oh so much 
Spirits soar today! 

Birthday


at the stroke of midnight
another year blows past 
like dust in the wind 
like fire burns to ash 
reflecting on it all
what is now yesterday 
the lessons that I've learned 
memories that were made 
would I change any one moment
 if I had the chance? 
let me think for a second
NOT ON YOUR LIFE

Monday, May 27, 2024

Memorial Day

their last flight in a flag draped box
finally home to those they loved
a foreign land that took their life
right or wrong they payed the price

'honor those that went too young
uniforms soiled with blood and debris
youth left on a battlefield
moving forward, refusing to yield

resting now in eternal sleep
flags lined up in many a row
headstones whitewashed in the sun
leaving before your life had begun
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Thursday, May 23, 2024

Mea culpa

I'll say it was my fault
if it makes things all better
I'll put it in text
or send you a letter
whatever it is
that you need to hear
just ask me the question
in back of your fears

apologies come easy
when you don't know what's wrong
did I not hold you close?
maybe I smothered to long
if I don't ask the questions
the truth will stay hidden
is it a big secret?
is questioning forbidden?
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Jack and Jill

in the blink of an eye
it all slides downhill
tumbling over and over
like Jack and like Jill
all dirty and dizzy
when you finally stop
and now it's not easy
when you try to stand up

what was the reason
your world did a spin?
where you looking out
or trying to get in
it doesn't really matter
which end is up
if the glass is halffull
or there's a crack in your cup 
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between the lines

I'm reading every line
and what is inbetween
I'm savoring it all
exploring my own meaning
this story is very different
without the turns and twists
sounds like a beginning
at least that is my gist

not a country song
bout how she done him wrong
more like a little ditty
a lyrical love song
lay it out with music
it'd be my favorite melody
for now I keep on reading
dreaming it's about me
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everlasting

smile that everlasting smile
that will bring you near to me
sing an everlasting song
lyrics that you wrote for me
give me that everlasting look
eyes that are shining for me
I will give you all my love
if you give all of yours to me

if you think that it's not true
if you think I don't believe
if you think it's only words
if you think you heard it wrong
listen closely to my heart
hear the verses of my song
look in my eyes and you will see
everything I feel is real
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Tuesday, May 21, 2024

a friend

on this bumpy road
which we all travel,
sometimes smooth; most times gravel
the ones I meet along the way
I may not talk to everyday
thtough the good times
or times of strife
a friend for a minute
a friend for life

worry

your blue eyes troubled
the worry lines deep
the past lays mounded,
deep at my feet
I try so hard
to clear the air
the more I say
adds more despair

what is is that
you need me to say
to remove the stress
put all at bay
I tell the truth
but you have doubts
I don't understand
what this is about

a troubled girl
even as a child
letting loose the fury
inside laying piled
be soothed my girl
I'll tell all I know
answering truthfully
to waylay the load

have I done more harm
than adding what's good?
did I interject
more than I should?
did I make you smile
more than make you cry?
did I not love enough?
please tell me why!
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Wednesday, May 15, 2024

connected

you wanted to know everything
right from the very start
the pearls and all the grit
that set my soul apart
the snarky little comments
my wide and happy  smile
I told you all my truths
and emptied every file

you asked me many questions
your charms were so intent
leaning in and whiffing
my No5 sweet scent
a twinkle in your blue eyes
a very sexy grin
and that's the moment I knew
that you would do me in

one date to another
our conversation flowed
over wine or coffee
in sun or the moon's glow
holding hands and learning
the secrets and perspective
listening and loving
that's how we connected
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Escape

I could have made a clean get away.
Turned and walked.
Never looked back,
But I didn't.

I could have held back the tears
Never resisting.
Never saying a cross word
But I didn't.

I chose to stay,
Connected and tuned in.
Feeling, caring, reacting.
Escaping only in my mind.

around the corner

the road to tomorrow is paved with the past
I step to the left as the dye bleeds fast
you touched my body, I couldn't touch your heart
not in the middle and not from the start

a whisper of truth that cools with its breeze
love wraps around me with new energy
all that I longed for, that I didn't see
was waiting around the corner for me

connected by passion, the heat of your song
all that I gave, stuff you drag around
I keep my dreams...you keep what you found
we both end up where we always belonged
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Saturday, May 11, 2024

all too soon

illusion drips from swollen sky
thunder crashes in the night
there’s no hope of staying dry
I shout a prayer, there’s no reply

poetry and visions creep
inside my brain that tries to sleep
shaking all of the beliefs
nothing sacred here for me

madness wanders to and fro
down this unsigned, dusty road
on my mind, this heavy load
intuition thick with mold

my third eye that’s partially blind
ghosts that hide here in plain sight
it could all work out just fine
if I open my heart and close my mind

another dance, another tune
another one of love’s buffoons
the calendar marks the month of June
it will be over all too soon

mama

with gnarled fingers you fix a bow
gently touch a little nose
hold her tight a second more
before she's running out the door

reading stories till it's late
worrying about her very first date
thinking back when she was small
seeing notches on the wall

a mother's love with all you do
this was once all done for you
close your eyes when all is safe
worry lines that won't erase

no longer can I touch your face
gone for good your warm embrace
I would like just one more time
to feel the love that once was mine
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Vacant

the ifs and the whys
remain unanswered
no closure will come

adrift, once again
the place you held in my heart
vacant
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confessions

at the time of my confessions
when no one can hear me
when my needs are deepest
when I’ve lost all belief
sweating out the danger
in the depths of my despair
a mind that travels backward
on a trail that was unfair

the ferocity of the moments
a roadmap with no plan
with faithless understanding
staggering like a blind man
this avalanche of anger
termites eating my soul
slipping from those moments
into Alice's black hole

I'm looking through the window
at the hellish burning flame
always on the outside
but I hear them call my name
in the sorrows of the evening
on a chilly winter night
the loneliness continues
this dream that conjures fright

drenched with trepidation
as I shake myself awake
from this master plan of sorrow
a tale where I remain
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Friday, May 10, 2024

skin deep

you're sweeping out the cobwebs
from where  I thought there weren't any
burying the feelings from the past
at times there were so many
in my darkest hour
by the light of a half-moon
you came to me, an irreverent dream
and sang the sweetest tune

no longer looking over my shoulder
for the allusions to appear
no longer clinging to shadows
of what was never near
I'm making an investment
depositing what's here in me
I'm giving you my heart and soul
knowing it's more than skin deep

it's more than just skin deep
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spin


we spin our silken webs...
dreams; 
sparkling droplets of dew 
laying on the top...
reality;
what gets caught in its midst...
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Monday, May 6, 2024

your love for me

for this short time
I walk the beach
by the sea that knows
where the skeltons rest
on corral reefs
forever untold
tides sweep them from me

I bask in the warmth
lotion blocks harmful rays
no tan lines to hide
this February sun--hot
peacefully, I think
as gulls swoop overhead

all of my thoughts
like all of my love
across the border with you
hoping that your truth
and every action reflects
all of your love for me
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hidden

is it behind the breastbone buried within?
inside veins where blood runs thin
coursing, hidden, wanting to begin
just beneath the tanned, brown skin
lurking; waiting to do you in

in your mind flowing fast and hot
do you love me or do you not?
you sang it once but I forgot
in that once romantic spot
over and over, say it a lot
show me I am all you sought
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Thursday, May 2, 2024

getting a grip

truth written from one sided views
mostly of me and little of you
pages that glare with flowing script
as I come to terms and get a grip

vigilantes sing lyrics from my heart
ballads of love, unrealized starts
put to music, strummed with pain
where nothings lost or nothing's gained

I bring mine forth with prose and rhyme
five hundred days from another time
I give you the lyrics for yet one more
of windows closed and shutting doors
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