Sunday, February 28, 2021

the mirrored image

the image I portray 
reflections of a façade 
oblivious  
by those that I meet 
hairline cracks
miniscule crevices
hard to read;
you should have
looked much deeper
to know the real me

Friday, February 26, 2021

dance

slowly we move 
music soft and sweet 
bodies in sync 
nothing fits between
I feel your heart 
you can feel mine 
the song ends
but not what we feel...
not what we have... 
not what we are...
together

long may she run

you tell me that I need blue jeans
cause the tailpipe gets so hot 
you say I need leather boots 
in case we should go down 
you slather me with sunscreen 
to protect from wind and sun 
you tighten the strap on my helmet
to make sure it stays on 
all you do to keep me safe 
makes me feel so loved
I climb on up 
away we go 
long may the Victory run

Wednesday, February 24, 2021

spark

that spark that you started 
is now an electrical current 
every capillary charged 
every vein engorged 
as it flows straight to my heart
dizzy I rise
grabbing hold of you
I can't steady my body
when I have already fallen
head over heals
in love

the eyes have it

blue eyes see deeply
into my heart and my soul 
love reflects in green eyes 

Monday, February 22, 2021

beautiful

you tell me I am beautiful... 
don't you know...
can you not see... 
it is a reflection... 
of what I feel... 
an inner glow... 
that seeps through every pore... 
no longer able to be contained... 
in the chambers of an over-flowing heart...

you are

you are everywhere I want to be
in the breeze that blows down from the mountains 
in the long shadows cast by the mesquite trees 
in the light of the moon 
in the glow of the stars 
you are everywhere I want to be

you are every song I want to sing 
every note set to a score 
every beat of my heart 
every line of every love song 
every tempo that we dance slowly to 
you are every song I want to sing 

you are everything I want to feel
the tenderness of your kiss 
the heat of your passion 
the pounding of your heart 
the strength of your love 
you are everything I want to feel 
you are all of these things and more 
you are....

Friday, February 19, 2021

Work Haiku

work was a real bitch! 
fires doused like a ranger 
cocktails now for me

Freedom?

Pushing all my buttons 
You try to anger me 
I can see it coming 
And will not disagree 

We’ve played this game too many times 
I will not be engaged 
You can do this by yourself 
I refuse to be enraged 

More and more this is the theme 
You wound and then step back 
I know where this is going
I’m wise to these attacks
 


Do you want to be with me 
Or is freedom what you seek? 
I will grant you either one 
But this I do not need 

Think it over, contemplate 
Then get back to me 
Do you want a future 
Or want to be set free?

Thursday, February 18, 2021

Canyon

roaming the mountains and the desert floor 
sun high over head, I've been here before 
seeking the answers to the quandaries that plague 
no solutions forth coming-- my resolve diminishing 

and i shout in the canyon the question "WHY" 
and the echo returns  "the promises were lies" 

things that you did and things that you said 
keep ricocheting around inside of my head 
my steps are unsteady did I stray from the path?
thirsting for answers before I can go back 

and i shout in the canyon the question "WHY" 
and the echo returns "the promises were lies" 

the weariness is coming, I stumble and fall 
nothing to grab hold of, there's no help at all  
my direction now falters; which way should I go?
praying for guidance and praying to know 

and I shout in the canyon the question "WHY" 
the echo that returns "the promises were lies" 

heaven betrayed me hell opens it's door 
redemption can't find me on this desert floor 
I've burned all my bridges, hell's flames scorch at me 
there's just no way back--none that I'll ever see

and i shout in the canyon the question "WHY" 
the echo that returns "the promises were lies"

Withdrawal Haiku

No Mexico for years 
seems I am in withdrawal 
Do not approach me! 

Promises Fulfilled Haiku

The day was cold with rain 
promise held in many ways 
Promises fulfilled

Wednesday, February 17, 2021

Say The Words

Say the words 
Once more  
Incase there aren't more moments 
Incase I never see you again 

Say the words 
So I can keep them in my memory 
Incase the world spins out of control 
And all is lost 

Say the words 
So I can lock them in my heart
Remember you were here
a long time ago  

The Doorway (JPB)

I stand in the doorway 
seeing things I don’t want to see 
Events that will take you from me 

I stand in the doorway  
Knowing I can do nothing
My power diminished 

I stand in the doorway 
Alone, unsheltered, anguished 
Willing a change of events 

I stand in the doorway 
Watching and waiting 
Hoping for intervention

I stand in the doorway 
And watch you leave 
For the last time 

Tuesday, February 16, 2021

Casa By The Sea

In this casa on the beach 
A calm and rolling sea 
Sitting alone on the terrace 
Enjoying the peace it brings 

A perfect cup of coffee 
Alone, safe and secure
It is very early 
The sand is undisturbed 

Best time of the morning 
Contemplating life
No pulls, no tugs, no stressors 
Escape from all the strife 

Pull myself together 
Relax and just kick back 
The time I have here is too short 
But puts me back on track 

The peace I take when time to leave 
Doesn’t last that long 
But life here at the casa 
Though short, helps me stay strong

Radar Haiku

You fall off radar 
Are you in the Twilight Zone? 
Here's a life jacket

Work Haiku (Part Deux)

The moon rises full 
People are crazier then! 
Monday is a bitch 

Monday, February 15, 2021

air

oxygen and carbon dioxide 
breathe it in 
inhale the smell of passion 
let your senses overload 
drink me in 
 let the air go to your head 
close your eyes 
for one last taste lick 
your lips taste me there
breathe me in don't exhale

fear to tread

in my heart 
where love has fled 
a hedged bet 
with no point spread 
a hole that's deep 
a heart that bled 
a place where angels fear to tread 

in my heart 
that once knew love 
a full moon and stars above 
memories are displaced
without a love to grace 
a penciled note that's been erased

Sunday, February 14, 2021

earthquake

you rocked my world
the aftershocks, tremendous 
tremors still felt
in my heart and soul

a

a simple game 
a lover's lair 
a cold spring day 
a love affair
a first hug 
a first kiss 
 a memory made 
a time of bliss

Heaven

would taste like your lips 
nirvana, the way I feel 
when I am with you

Saturday, February 13, 2021

sand

sand in my hair 
and swimsuit seat 
but nothing here, 
can irritate me 
take a shower, 
wash it out 
I wish that worked 
with some of these doubts 
my hair streaks light 
from the salt and sun 
days end quick 
before they've begun
the moon glows bright 
in the evening sky 
hours always 
in short supply

easy to see

easy to see 
hard to believe?
it was always there 
worn on my sleeve
take it all 
it's not far to fall 
easy to see 
not hard to believe 

Friday, February 12, 2021

new look

I'm stripping it down 
to its raw beauty
 keeping what I like 
sanding off the rest 
applying a fresh coat 
refurbished love
refinished failures
shellacked  

duel

I'm calling you out 
a duel of sorts 
draw your weapon 
prepare your shot 
take careful aim 
cause I will too
 get ready, cowboy 
I'm gunning for you

Thursday, February 11, 2021

yesterday's news

all the headlines 
such a bore 
yesterday's news 
always the same 
war, pestilence 
earthquake and fire 
a baby is born 
someone expires 
coffee cup in hand 
I bring the paper in 
wet, from morning rain

all

all I want is you 
all I think I want is you 
I think I may want you 
maybe I want you 
do I want you?
in the worse way
I want you!

blue is

the color of sky 
one of the primary eight 
juicy blueberries 
fathoms of the sea 
and the color of my soul

Wednesday, February 10, 2021

one by one

the breeze wafts in with a humming sound 
I can hear the music, but not the words 
I strain my ears, all I can hear 
is the pounding of my heart 

the sky is dark with so many birds 
filling the trees and telephone wires 
they screech a horrible ringing sound 
it resonates, vibrates, stealing my thoughts 
as the shrilling gets louder, I cover my dreams 
cause they won't be chased away 

they start to fall one by one
dying from thirst and the desert sun 
till one is left and the music flows sweet 
its message carried on the mountain breeze 
she opens her bill, and all I can hear 
is the sound of your love for me 

all in sweet time

so, it's not paradise 
but you can see it from here
all in sweet time like ivy it climbs 
all in sweet time 

don't waste a word or blink an eye 
don't say anything 
that can go unheard 
all in sweet time like a stairway it climbs 
all in sweet time 

your heart will win when the music begins 
open your heart let my song in 
all in sweet time like the waves that rise 
all in sweet time

Tuesday, February 9, 2021

feel the pull

in a valley, near the mountains
surveying all you think you've found
at this moment in time it shines sublime
a melody, it plays in your head
as you start to feel the pull
from the moon not quite full

on a wooden floor
where the cowboys dance
a shadow falls
from your tall stance
the reins are slipping
too loose in your hands
the iron is white hot
and ready to brand

where is your horse?
the shadow asks
you smile that smile
as you answer back
it's in my dreams
and you laugh that laugh
the shadow slips away
through the walls that are cracked

all these ideals
that play in your head
you figure it all out
from the books that you've read
the thoughts not closer
fill you up with dread
how much more time, how many chances
till you've been completely bled

you call on the moon
to tell you when
the shadow has left
after being fenced in
in the lunar light
fading, growing dim
you see it in the distance
and it carries like a hymn

hoof beats sounding
across a vast range
you ride through the night
it all seems so strange
you've made it at last
ready for the change
the past falls behind
your priorities rearranged

you feel the pull
your heart secure

you feel the pull
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cupid's bow

I am wrong again! 
been so, once or twice before. 
I can tell ya the truth, 
although it may hurt, 
any answers my friend 
come from the same old questions
rendering, not what you expect
or even what your dreams foretold.
you; always waiting for an opportunity 
to reap what I have sowed 

I'll be leaving soon 
but not right this minute 
it's either too late or too early,
but I'll tell you one more story.
how aspirations have let me down 
while I plant these seeds of sadness 
in this desiccated, rock hard ground 
always watering and waiting
for fortification from their growth

I try to see where you are now. 
no longer manipulating the arrow from Cupid's bow 
he never could shoot straight 
his aim, horrendous!  
red shoes click on the yellow brick road  
as I walk its ends.
at a thorny wall as high as my dreams grew 
fantasy catapults me over as
real life brings a screeching halt, 
the truth slowly seeping in, 
lovers fading quickly to the past,
the seeds I planted 
rot instead of grow

Monday, February 8, 2021

between the lines

I sing the words 
between the lines 
the lyrics yours 
the music mine 
somehow, the beat 
is out of time 
and we can't dance
 cause you talk in rhyme 
someone cuts
as the tempo climbs 
the wine not sweet 
from the bitter vines

fall away

it falls away
never built to last 
one hangs on 
while the other fasts 
the words dry up 
and disappear 
soon, it hasn't been weeks 
it's been years

Sunday, February 7, 2021

go ahead

go ahead, kiss me 
before the night ends
I dare you now
to try it again 
under the moon 
and the star's light 
hold me close 
pull me tight 
kiss me baby
kiss me slow
let's see how 
this night will go 
will it lead on
to more of the same? 
don't stop now 
don't stop the spin 
don't let it end 
kiss me again 
kiss me baby

short supply

I've looked for things 
and I've been a fool 
it took a long time
to get to you 
and what I hoped for 
just won't do
it's not enough to hold you to 
I'm holding on 
but not getting through
 
on what planet 
does the answer lie 
it's written in script 
and in my eyes 
but you still feel 
you need alibis 
truth is always 
in very short supply 

house of cards

this house of cards I can't build faster 
each one placed spells sweet disaster 
keep on building, higher it goes 
now standing up on my tiptoes
will this be the one to cause collapse?
the pyramid just a maze of traps

the wind blows hard it stays in place 
feel the cool breeze on my face 
the house of cards still holding strong
lyrics pause in your sweet song 
one on one still on I race 
 the final card now finds its space

queen of hearts makes it fall down 
it all trembles, falls to the ground
fantasies always break apart 
no hints from the jagged start
a house of cards is always weak 
be careful of the ones you seek

every moment, every single hour
I spent building this high, wide tower
deconstructed  for evermore
scattered all about the floor
somethings you just can't sustain
no matter the love or its disdain

Friday, February 5, 2021

I know

I know you don't love me 
I know it will never be
I know that you're not there 
I know dreams disappear 
I know what you want to feel 
I know what your heart reveals 
I know what your eyes show 
I know it can't be so

Thursday, February 4, 2021

good guys wear black

an everyday hero 
your Stetson soaking wet 
in a black F-450 
the rain you didn't sweat 
with all the stuff I needed 
better than triple AAA 
a handsome tall, dark stranger 
boot wearing hero saves my day j
ust like in the movies 
a cowboy had my back 
a rescue made in Heaven 
sometimes, good guys come in black 

you're the one

I'd been waiting for this day 
didn't think it would come around 
chasing all the endless dreams 
with nothing worthwhile found 
and when I wasn't looking 
love crept in without a sound

this is not like the times before 
you've got me spinning with your love
 just can't leave, I'm wanting more 
you're every song I've ever sung 
you're every hope I've ever hung 
honey, you're the one 

Wednesday, February 3, 2021

Together

Together, we can face it all 
Tear down any barrier walls 
 Alone, I flounder sometimes fail 
Indecision can prevail 
Together, we are very strong 
Nothing seems to ever go wrong 
 Alone, not where I want to be 
Like it better when you’re with me 
Together, love is so intense 
You touch every single sense 
Alone, I am so often blue 
Only want to be with you 
Together, my body is set on fire 
Passion, loving and desire 
 Alone, no longer, we’re a team 
Together, forever, a recognized dream 

coyote haiku

in the desert dusk
coyotes howl at the moon 
eerie, chilling sound

Tuesday, February 2, 2021

Rebound

I caught you on the rebound 
Heart broken and ego shattered 
I did my best to build you up 
Mend your heart that was laying in tatters 

You responded very slowly 
To the things that I could do 
Took a while to prop you up
It was always all about you 

Now that your heart has finally healed 
You say that you’ll move on 
You need a fresh beginning 
You’re feelings for me are gone 

Who will be my rebound 
And heal my tattered heart 
The time I wasted helping you 
Didn’t prepare me for you’re departure 

Where can my bleeding heart go 
To find the relief it needs
 I need a very strong shoulder 
It needs to be about me

Caffeine

I have a bad addition 
Addicted to caffeine 
Keeps me where I need to be 
Moving fast and chasing dreams 

Coffee in the morning 
Diet coke later in the day 
Makes my day just fly by 
Without it there’s no way 

No way to do the things I do 
Keep up with my list 
Without this one addiction 
A slow down would exist 

Keep on speeding forward 
A freight train always on track 
Life, it moves on way too fast 
No time to look back