Thursday, July 29, 2021

we are

etched deep in my heart
 is everything that we are
indelible love

there on time

the view is different 
depending where you sit 
on the passenger side
or behind the wheel 
no longer content 
or enjoying the view
I'm switching seats 
and I'm gonna steer 

I couldn't be sure 
of the roads we traveled 
it all looked close
in the rear view mirror 
we'll get there quicker 
I know the right way 
I don't need a map 
for where we're heading
 
so buckle up baby
and enjoy the ride 
no side seat driving
or bitchin' allowed
enjoy the music or
you can sing along
baby, I'll get us there 
right on time 

wrapped in warmth

night is almost over 
I watch the sun rise 
painting its way 
across the desert sky 
watching with my coffee 
and thinking of you 
wondering if you're watching 
and thinking of me too 

these nights I spend 
here all by myself
thinking about some things
that now lay shelved
nothing that has to do 
with parts of us at all
mostly thinking about 
how you broke my fall

the wind starts to blow
with its sweet breath 
last nights rain 
goes back where it is kept 
those all around me 
are still fast asleep
I'm wrapped in this warmth 
that you've given me 

night is almost over 
and I watch the sun rise 
painting its way 
across the desert sky 
watching with my coffee 
and thinking of you 
wondering if you're watching 
and thinking of me too

Wednesday, July 28, 2021

windows
















never after this

my poetry was simple
mostly rhyming, wordy
it held meaning for me
my release
from sadness and my quest

I knew you couldn't save me
you were drowning yourself
I held high hopes
always dashed
He knew the reason

life holds many surprises
my future behind door three
this kind of love
never before
never after this
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you...

You....fill every nook and cranny...

all the tiny spaces, expanses...

spots that I didn't know were empty...

overflow....


love...fills my life...

bubbling inside, oozing from my pores,...

spilling like sweet wine from my

lips...
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Tuesday, July 27, 2021

math

moves; calculated
math was never your forte'
and so you blew it
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yep!

the camo outside
hides lacy interior
that's rght, I'm all girl
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Monday, July 26, 2021

meant to be

not one moment, did I doubt
I knew you were out there somewhere
there were those who told me
who I should love
tried to convince me
I wasn't buying it

one day, you were there
my heart said
"this is the one"
so secure were you
in all that you are
searching, also

so--we write a new story
one of brilliance and sun
of past days of rain and gloom
love failed us then
for a good reason
because we are meant to be
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flawed

I know I am flawed
only a liar thinks they are not
but...
in your eyes,
I am beautiful,
perfection
it is love
that portrays me
this way
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it sucks!

cortisone in my knee
and in my shoulder too
my joints all creak and moan
my jaw hurts when I chew
I thought that I was special
took good care with my health
it doesn't make a difference
if you're poor or you have wealth

when I was so much younger
I used to jump and run
played outside for hours
always so much fun
but now it really sucks
to hear my Doctor say
you just can't do those things
you did in younger days
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Saturday, July 24, 2021

the end of the game

Why ask the sage? 
Why pray to the heavens? 
Why seek the answers? 
You are just not saying 
Nothing is worse 
Than not believing 

Where is the faith? 
Without the deceiving 
The moon cycle changes 
The stars are the same 
The night sky is dark 
At the end of the game

is that too much?

I've quit you before, 
tried to stay away 
something draws me back 
like a fly to web 
I just get stuck 
and I can't stay away
ready for more hurt
ready for the pain

can you give me a hug, 
is that too much? 
can you kiss me long, 
is that pushing it? 
can you look at me 
like I'm all you want? 
hey there baby, 
can you loan me some love? 

I remember way back, 
how it all started out
I thought we were on 
the road to true love
didn't see the warnings, 
couldn't read the signs 
I thought I was yours 
and that you were mine 

somehow it just 
got twisted and bent 
soon there was nothing 
for you to relent 
you turned left 
and I went straight 
what we missed 
is a crying shame 

I've quit you before, 
tried to stay away 
something draws me back 
like a fly to web 
I just get stuck 
and I can't stay away
ready for more hurt
ready for the pain

can you give me a hug, 
is that too much? 
can you kiss me long, 
is that pushing it? 
can you look at me like 
I'm all you want? 
hey there baby, 
can you loan me some love? 

Friday, July 23, 2021

parking

let's go parking in the desert
you know that you want to
open up the moon-roof
and neck like a couple of fools

a million stars overhead
a full moon lights the sky
it's just a little cramped
that's why these seats slide

let's pretend that we are teens
I leave a mark on your neck
you'll need to wear high collars
oh but what the heck

let's pop in a cd
and listen to some tunes
while you are kissing on me
I'll be kissing on you

we'll have to keep one eye open
to watch out for cop cars
they shouldn't be looking for parkers
but rousting drunks in bars

ouch, my leg is hurting
it hit the steering wheel
your back is almost breaking
but honey, you make me squeal
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paper rain

paper rain a confetti parade
falling around, littering the ground
you think you see clearly
in the eye of this storm
the things that you can't see
and one of them is me

thunder crashes, not shaking your calm
deafening your ears, so you can't hear
the sound of your voice
this storm that rages on
the things that you can't hear
and one of them is me

a lightning flash that starts your fire
burning your soul, spirit sprayed with holes
ash settles to your feet
you will never admit defeat
as you leave old ties behind
one of them is me
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I

I see You in the mountains
I feel You in the breeze
I taste You in the raindrops
I smell Your sweetness in the flowers
I hear the sound of You in thunder
I sense that You are near
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Thursday, July 22, 2021

a dream come true

a constant craving 
my blood racing 
our hearts pounding
it's astounding 
what I'm feeling
keeps me reeling 
a dream come true 
when I met you 

tattoo

yeah, I've got ink no one can see 
hidden down deep inside of me 
not across my back or on my arm 
it's your love tattooed on my heart 

didn't go to a parlor and have it etched 
I don't need ink cause I can't forget 
the way we are...or the way we feel
I don't need ink cause this is real 

you know it's there as I'm riding the legend 
you can feel it's smooth, soft, deep, deep edges 
it's not apparent--this invisible ink 
but you put it there inside of me 

yeah, I've got ink no one can see 
hidden down deep inside of me 
not across my back or on my arm 
it's your love tattooed on my heart 

Wednesday, July 21, 2021

just one look

just one look is all it takes
blue sky eyes into ones of sea green  
I feel the spark--the intensity 
the fresh breath of love 
breathing life into me 

there is nothing more I could want 
nothing more I could ever need 
goosebumps form without a chill 
a touch brings heat from deep within 
I feel the spark--the intensity the fresh 
breath of love breathing life into me

through a door left slightly ajar 
bolted from the inside 
once you enter 
I feel the spark--the intensity the 
fresh breath of love 
breathing life into me 

There is nothing more I could want 
nothing more I could ever need 

symmetry

in the symmetry of mountain ranges 
the poetry of a cloudless sky 
the lyric of the nightingale
the song of the sage 
the dance of drifting tumbleweeds 
I see God's grace 
I am at peace

Tuesday, July 20, 2021

swells

on the outside, all looks fine
no one sees the things I hide
walled off deep within my heart
is a darkness set apart

I know all that I have done
buried baggage that would stun
would you think the same of me?
undertow sweeps inside my sea

moon predicts the sudden swells
washing sands with seaweed smell
once again, my beach is smooth
not at all to do with you
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Monday, July 19, 2021

in the end

in the end, you weren't any stronger
in fact, the last time we met
the opposite happened
I grew stronger, more in control
you, a distant beacon
once glowing brightly
now--dim

what little you learned of me
wouldn't fill a thimble
and every time I told you
you said hmmm, "I don't think that's true"
but it was..
not the way we connected
you said

I set a new course, one just for me
and every footstep away from you
made me more sure
after all I had thought
that my future would hold...
wasn't even close to what I got
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aging

I walked room to room
forgetting what I needed
aging sucks big time!
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truly blessed

don't know how I got so lucky
I am truly blessed
you said I was a keeper
discarding all the rest
heaven smiles upon us
the full moon shines above
stars twinkle in the nighttime sky
because I am your love

the rains are just a sprinkle
the sun is bright and warm
the rainbows are more brilliant
because of all your charms
in your embrace I'm happy
the kisses never end
the flowers smell so fragrant
on you I can depend

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Sunday, July 18, 2021

Let's

let’s cozy up on the love seat 
sit and talk a while 
asking unanswered questions 
exploring who we are

let’s find out all the secrets 
share deepest thoughts and fears 
telling childhood traumas 
the juncture that landed us here 

let’s share the funny stories 
one’s that others don’t know 
it’s been so long since we talked this way 
it’s the you I want to know 

let’s talk into the evening 
till there’s nothing left to tell 
the hours spent together 
drawing us closer still

What I Need

I had forgotten 
What it was like 
To be put first 
Till you 

You worry about me 
Am I doing ok 
How is my day going 
Am I taking care of myself 

You are cautious 
Careful of my feelings 
Careful of my space 
Careful of rushing me 

You are sincere 
You want to know all about me 
You ask the right questions 
You remember the answers 

This can work 
This is what I need 
This you understand 
This could finally be it

magician

my heart bleeds before you 
you do not see 
or choose to overlook; 
oblivious to my wounds 
how can you be so blind? 
how can you be so detached? 
how could I have been such a fool? 
smoke and mirrors 
sleight of hand, 
a magician twisting my fate
I stumble out of the darkness 
of this relationship 
into the blinding light of day 
the fog clearing from my mind, 
perspicacious once again

Saturday, July 17, 2021

Things You Taught Me (JPB)

High peaks and low valleys of a relationship 
About money 
About investing 
How to fillet fish 
Passion 
Anger 
Retail 
Shrewdness when buying a car 
Trust
Distrust 
Love

Cat and Mouse

Play a game of cat and mouse 
Following your lead 
Is there potential danger?
Following at full speed 

Sometimes going slowly 
Sometimes way too fast 
You are always leading 
I follow unsurpassed 

You think you are a master
A master to this sport 
Teasing and provoking 
A flirting prince consort 

Are you really thinking 
That I am your prey?
It is I that am the cat 
It’s really double play

Thursday, July 15, 2021

disturbing

the cold wind whips 
down the mountainside 
stirring leaves 
blowing dust 
disturbing things 
once settled

wild night

you walk up 
ask me to dance 
see if I might want to
take a chance 
I can tell by the look 
there in your eye 
this just may be 
one wild night

Wednesday, July 14, 2021

flash

unsuspecting flash
tells me I travel too fast
too late to slow down

love lottery

where the darkness once surrounded 
light sifts through each tiny crack 
where the monsoon rained for days 
Eden's greenery now remains 

what I thought was gone forever 
returns much sweeter than before 
on display for all to see 
like winning the love lottery 

twilight

explore mind and soul 
hands travel a path they know 
love lingers after

Tuesday, July 13, 2021

without beginning or end

in the whisper of the wind 
as leaves of color fall 
the afternoon shadows stretch 
reaching skinny and tall 

skipping cracks in the sidewalk 
hopscotching to avoid bad luck 
laughter fills the empty void 
of conversation when we're stuck 

desperately we hold on to
what little that we have left 
thinking if we don't look hard 
we can continue to drift 

how do we get back to there? 
that safe place we used to be
when distance isn't the only thing 
that's keeping you from me 

as the time slips quickly away 
we kiss and part once more 
each time a little more difficult 
and different from the time before 

look closely

baby, I couldn't let you down 
you can put your trust in me 
I will never make you blue 
if you look closely you will see 
my love is pure...my heart is full 
it's all because of you 

what you give rests easy 
and you know this is true 
there aren't any stormy nights 
here where our love dwells 
no thunder nor bright lightning 
just moonlit nights and sunny days 

I believe in miracles 
each one a shining star 
like the ones glowing in my night 
and burning white-hot in my heart
baby, I won't let you down
you can rest here easy with me

Monday, July 12, 2021

within reach

the moon lays buried 
where solitude expands
I'm gazing at billboards
and broken lines on asphalt
all lead away from the past 

I'm longing for the morning 
to rise upon the hills 
I can't get the speed I need 
but I'm still shifting gears 
while watching for the sunrise
and blue sky days ahead 

I sink within the darkness 
I rise with each new sun
knowing the pivotal point I'll reach 
before this day is done
it will shrink here in the rear view 
and that's all I will leave 
better for having been there
but much too proud to stay 

it's just like this

it's just like this 
it all stays in here 
with just one kiss
it all becomes clear 
like the flower that blossoms 
like the tide that ebbs 
like a small insect captured 
in love's intricate web 

for all that was 
and what's yet to be 
all that's ahead 
that cannot be seen 
my heart's revolution 
as you pump through my soul 
fragmented sections 
now once again whole 

it's just like this 
it all stays in here 
with just one kiss 
it all becomes clear 
like the flower that blossoms 
like the tide that ebbs 
like a small insect captured 
in love's intricate web

Friday, July 9, 2021

my sea

come with me 
to my sea
let's make love 
on my beach 
living on love 
day and night 
ebb and flow sand and tide

bio

you're studying my bio 
hearing every word 
committing it to memory 
like there could be a quiz 
asking the right questions 
delving into my depths 
this is just the beginning 
of a very long playing song 

you text me pictures of flowers 
saying they look like me 
a photo of the sunset 
the moon rising 
on our horizon 
you're giving me the rush 
the best I've ever seen 
and this time I'm not running 
his time I believe 

a scarlet heart

highs and lows 
of a loved that glowed
the ins and outs 
of what I know
darkness and light, 
day to night 
candles extinguished 
that once burned bright 

open my lips 
and speak the words 
I love you floats
and is unheard 
always here 
for you to see
a scarlet heart 
worn on my sleeve

Thursday, July 8, 2021

monsoon

the sky is angry
the pending eye of the storm
flashes brilliant lightning
its voice booming thunder
letting loose...
torrential rains falls
cooling the earth,
watering all living things
plant and animal alike
granting us
a beautiful rainbow
when its rath is spent
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my heart

I kept a close watch
on my heart
knowing, it couldn't be trusted
to make wise decisions
I purged all the bad,
the self-serving
thinking of themselves
and not me...
when you came along
thinking with the brain
God has given
I could see us....
not just you or I
my heart saw us too
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Tuesday, July 6, 2021

spell

no one told me when to run
was it with full moon
or the warm sun?
I knew when 
the time was right
and ran full bore
under the moon's light

tired of waiting
staying home
while you ran wild
the one to roam
the time did drain
like sand in glass
I knew that soon
I couldn't come back

far away, across the field
once more love
refused to yield
the tolling of 
the iron bell
cancels out
your once cast spell

it's funny how 
the rain did stop
and how I finally
got on top
of all the tunes
that droned and played
where once we loved
what went away
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kissed

your love is perfection
a confection I can not live without
sweeter than anything
I have ever or will ever taste

this union flies a flag
our castle surrounded
by a treacherous moat
to keep infringement away

I will dwell in this love forever;
in the arms of bliss
kissed by angels
and blessed by God
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sympathy for the devil

no sympathy for the devil
though once an angel too
oh the heartache that he caused me
the misery I went through
the pain of separation
thought each time the last
but like the celestial boomerang
he just kept coming back

I turned and strolled away from him
I tried to turn him off
I'd start feeling loneliness
and head back to the trough
filling my head with nonsense
sometimes it even rhymed
reading myself into it
each and every time

no, sympathy I won't give you
morality was my fate
it's not that I don't like you
or border as far as hate
it's just that in the morning
that mirror where I look
is tired of knowing sadness
from that rhyming re-read book
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Monday, July 5, 2021

thin mints

thin mints, thin mints
what a crock
go ahead eat the
whole damn box
you won't loose a
single pound
standing up or
sitting down
in fact the opposite
is true
step on the scale
it'll make you blue
Girl Scouts know
when they push
their wares
you will gain it
everywhere!!!
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