time

as youth and beauty slowly fade
a black and white reel from yesterday
the blossom falling from the flower
while the clock ticks away the lonely hours

all the innocence seeped away
painted with a brush that’s somewhat jaded
a mirror reflection of who we were
looking back a likeness blurred

the image not at all the same
deterred by the game as on it played
wondering where the good life went
now that we are old and spent

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fightin the urge

you know that you want me
you keep tryin to fight the urge
but you’re thinkin all about it
I’m buried too deep to purge
we keep on comin back for more
we like it the way it is
you keep on toyin with me
we both keep playin with this
there are no set rules here
we play it as it comes
makin the connection
while we’re both on the run
it adds to the excitement
this innuendo is not boring
it just heightens the passion
that keeps my spirits soaring
I’m not askin for more
than you’re able to render
just let me know
if i am a contender

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That Side Of Hell

There are secrets buried in darkness
Some things I’ve buried deep
Things that I’ve told no one
Things I have to keep

A cavernous place inside my soul
Where secrets try to swim to the top
But I can turn my mind off
When I need to make them stop

No one will I tell them to
With no one will I share
The abyss of fear and old ghosts
That haunts and causes despair

The façade I’ve built is very strong
Constructed with truth and light
So opaque that no one will see through
These thoughts that keep me up nights

I keep a lock on that dark place
Push it deep where it belongs
I’ve come to terms with that side of hell
Once I was able to move on

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Desperado

An aimless desperado
A cowboy dressed in black
Leaving a trail behind you
And never looking back

Spurred on by inner longing
A drive that keeps you strong
No ties that you can cling to
When the night is long

Unforgiving days of desert heat
No water to quench your thirst
Nothing that will hold you
Till you exercise that curse

Searching, never finding
And still the trail leads on
A duel between the heart and mind
A fight that won’t be won

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Flicker

Like the flickering of a candle
A fire that burns and glows
A passion that burns brightly
Lit by what you show

The warm stroke of your searching hands
Touching deeply, stirring me
Kisses long and lingering
As my fire you release

While the candle slowly burns
We reach the fervor pitch
Intense, extreme, nirvana
In this our special niche

After loving moments
When we drift off to sleep
Your arms wrapped around me
Your breathing slow and deep

Night will fade into the dawn
But we will stay this way
And start another morning
After this has been replayed

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at one with the sea

i am at one with the sea
the warm sun tans my skin
and bleaches my hair golden

the ebbing tide taking away
despair and doubt, all to come
rushing back with the flow

solitary footsteps on the beach
reminding me that i am alone,
but calm and at peace

the waves wash over me
cleansing my soul
making me whole

if i could only stay here
forever, basking in the warmth,
the sea, serenity

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Comfort

The comfort of things
That you love and you know
Deep there inside you
The heart's inner glow

The love that surrounds you
Your spirit it calms
The heart that you hold
That says you belong

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Empty Space

I reach out to touch you
and clutch empty space
another day like the last
with the same old heartache

months since you left me
each day passes slow
as I wander through hours
with no inner glow

you had brought back something
I forgot I had missed
from that very first moment
that very first kiss

back now where I started
before you were here
no longer to hold me
and cradle me near

like a cancer unfeeling
the wounds are so deep
unable to concentrate
unable to sleep

and the weeks go so slowly
my world at a halt
this coma won't recede
till the questions resolve

so I face new dilemmas
one day at a time
although it was easier
when I thought you were mine

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Remember Me

You’ll remember me
And all I inspired
When you think of me
And how I lifted you higher

You’ll remember me
The footsteps were small
You’ll miss what we had
And I how I gave you all

You’ll remember me
And the calls that were late
You’ll wish you’d paid attention
To the hints that I gave

You’ll remember me
My passion and kiss
A future that was yours
And what you now miss

You’ll remember me
And a love that was true
When you think back on it all
What I gave to you

You’ll remember me
Who now has your back?
Who’s in your corner?
Who’s taken up the slack?

You’ll remember me
Cause I movin too
It's not to be closer
It's away from you

You'll remember me
And what might have been
If given the chance
If you'd just let me in

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The Sea Knows

I look behind me now
At my footsteps in the sand
Alone on this deserted beach
My thoughts are my companion

The tide is ebbed, it's way far out
The sun is getting low
A calmness coming over me
With each gentle wave that rolls

This time of deep reflection
Under the sun's soft light
Resolving inner conflicts
That haunt my days and nights

And the evening comes in gently
As I retrace my path
The twinkling stars and lunar glow
Showing the way back

And the sea gives up no secrets
Though many it does know
On all my walks on this smooth beach
It's the sea that I have told

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Short List

I thought that you were different
I might've been wrong about you
I took you as someone who cares about me
You mistake me for a fool

I may not be on your short list
In the top one or two or three
But I have a lot of patience
And I’m there when you need me to be

I am always watching your back
And help you when I can
But what you have given back to me
I really don’t understand

I know your life is busy
Mine is the same way
But give me a little break here
And let me know we are okay

It’s not that I am needy
Or expect you at beck and call
But ignoring and being indifferent
Is not what I deserve at all

You need to look a lot deeper
At what I have given here
And be a little more attentive
And be a lot less austere

It won’t take that much time from you
Just treat me with a little more care
I will always be in your corner
Can't you feel me there?

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my life is an

independent film
where even the leading role
is not played by me

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comparisons

can you really compare?
day to night
apples to oranges
is it that easy?
day is for work
night is for stars and dreaming
a lack of complexity
too many depths;
look deeper
I am night and longing
an apparition, visualization
floating through your dreams
touching on your senses
all of them
leaving a taste
of all that was
of all that can be

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re:

reconnect, rebuild, reinvent, renew, response
repose, redo, relax, renown, rekindle, require
regenerate, reborn, resurrect, rewind, rebound
renew, redirect, reflect, respond, repartee, reorder
re-enforce, referee, reference, refine, reflect, refrain
regal, regret, reinforce, reiterate, rejuvenate, relate
relative, relent, repent, reputable, rescue, real

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Bound

Wanting just to break away
From this love we shared
Feelings not the same now
There’s anguish and despair

You are holding on now
To the way it used to be
The lost love and lost passion
That you refuse to see

Ties that held to tightly
Ties that kept me bound
Ties that once were everything
Now have come unwound

Someday after I have gone
You will see what’s true
And your heart will slowly mend
From what we both went through

phases

each crescent moon that has gone by
found you with your one true love
each time I look at the mocking orb
I could see you there together

silence grows like the moons in between
as it fades into each of its phases
each time I think I have put it to rest
the crescent moon glows once again

with still many more to come yet

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Body Language

Down in this green meadow
By the flowing stream
Laying in the shadows
Of a giant willow tree

We talk in body language
Touching with light strokes
Laughing, sighing, pleasing
Playing the right notes

Down in this green meadow
Your love to me you swear
I accept with pleasure
and all I have to share

Broken Bridges

It's all now broken bridges
Our love did come to this
Destruction not repairable
Can’t shake loose this abyss

Untruths and broken promises
Have led us down this road
Couldn’t see where we were heading
Could not have been foretold

All the signs and nuances
We should've seen along the way
We stumbled over them headlong
They caused our love to fray

We are both the guilty ones
A party to this crime
For letting it all slip away
Over this long period of time

These damages that have amassed
Have slain the love we shared
There’s no going back now
There’s nothing to repair

I know you feel as I do
I can see it with one look
This feeling is a two way street
Close the chapter of this book

Parting won’t be easy
After this long time
But leaving you is easier
Cause you’re no longer mine

a bruised heart

will the bruises in
my heart heal
the deep contusions
black and blue
from you
when everywhere I look
songs that I hear
remind me daily
the discoloration
left on my mind
as well as my heart

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footsteps

I couldn't tell
how this would end
telling my mind
it was all in the plan
yours not mine

I didn't know
I had a lesson to learn
following your lead
listening with my heart
which is now broken

I should have used my mind
trumped your moves
been less oblique
less follower, more leader
should have mastered this game

time will tell
if you won in the end
my heart will heal
but my footsteps will echo
small but deep in your soul

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Innocent

I used to be the way you are
Innocent and pure
Till life stepped in and changed it
Now, no longer sweet and demure

Needed to grow a thicker shell
Protect my inner self
Though thicker than intended
Purity has been shelved

The things I’ve learned, the pain accrued
Has made me so much tougher
I had to learn to fight back
In order not to suffer

I hope you remain untainted
Keep your sweetness and your charm
Go through this life untouched by this
Go through this life unharmed

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Blood Line

A fire that burns through wind and rain
A candle lit with eternal flame
Leaving me burning with a different pain
A feeling I can’t give a name

You came to me like a new dawn
Awakening things I thought were gone
Words rewritten to an old song
Holding close, loving strong

Shining on this heart of mine
Hearts that quickly did entwine
Shine on me till the end of time
A new path, a new blood line

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Shirt Haiku

I'm wearing your shirt,
it is very big on me
I think you don't mind

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love comes back around

softly now it arches its back
stretches long and yawns
after its little catnap
love comes back around

eyes that see into the dark
claws again retracted
seeing what lays inside my heart
stirring what sleeps therein

purring a sweet melody
a warm resonating sound
circling back, one more chance
love comes back around

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Struggle

the struggles of life
are what define
happiness and strife
that boggle the mind

a door will shut
another will open
not always black and white
no matter what you're hopin'

the reasons not clear
the borders are blurred
can't go through life
undeterred

take what you get
do the best that you can
accept what is offered
i reach out my hand

learn from the bad
dig yourself out
pull yourself back
growing more devout

this too shall pass
maybe not that quick
i stand by you
through thin and through thick

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