Wednesday, March 17, 2021

perfect

you say I'm perfect 
seeing what you want to see
faults have been air brushed

Tuesday, March 16, 2021

getting started

you didn't speak a word 
the question on your lips 
I didn't give a reply 
just answered with my kiss 
and we don't hear a sound 
just the beating of our hearts 
pounding validation
of miles we've come since we started

Friday, March 12, 2021

maybe later

You said "hey, it's about to happen, 
it could be right now or maybe later" 
I never knew just what you meant 
the time I'm there is overspent
forgive me, I've been here too long
my faith has been used up 

You said "don't go, wait a little longer, 
this shroud is slipping, I'm about to discover... 
where the treasure is hidden" 
I never knew just what you meant 
I swept the cobwebs from the room 
hands on the clock moving backward 

You wonder where the time has gone 
your time is now and you're ready to begin 
do you feel the depth of empty shadow?
breathe the freshness of mountain air 
the time has come but I'm not there

the time has come but I'm not there 
"it's finally time" you say to thin air 

Thursday, March 11, 2021

hatless cowboy

I found a Stetson cowboy hat 
lodged in some tumbleweed 
somewhere a hatless cowboy 
must be in urgent need 

the western sun relentless 
upon his sweating brow 
burning the tenderness of the face 
unless he's in shadowed boughs 

this poor hat saw better days 
it's dirty from blowing around 
the band is missing, the brim has holes 
from bumping along the ground 

where are you cowboy? I have your hat 
I will keep it here for you 
mount your horse and ride due west 
it's in the valley you'll ride through 

when you're ready

come when you're ready to leave the past 
don't pay extra for an overweight bag
leave the shadows in the airport lot 
you can buy anything that you forgot 

enjoy the notion of just being free 
living in the valley where all is green 
when you are finally not coming unglued 
I'll leave the light on just for you 

Wednesday, March 10, 2021

two-steppin

our first long neck,  boots tapping in time
to the steel guitar and music that's prime
gonna dance all night, tomorrow's a day of rest
even if it wasn't we'd watch the dawn crest

when we're two-steppin nothing gets in the way
worked hard this morning so tonight we can play
hanging with friends at this country western dive
you paid for the first-- the only one you'll buy


this wood floor is dusty and some guys are playing pool
a fight will break out cause they don't use rules
baby, when we're dancing nobody else is in this room
we've started the evening and it's over much too soon

Buddy buys a round and takes Susie out to dance
he asked me for one but you told him "not a chance"
with your arm around me we're headin to the floor
the sun will be high when we leave that's for sure

when we're two-steppin nothing gets in the way
worked hard this morning so tonight we can play
hanging with friends at this country western dive
you paid for the first-- the only one you'll buy


the only one you'll buy
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one last kiss

one last kiss, one final glass of wine 
put on a favorite song and we dance one last time 
a last wish granted 'tween the front of you and me 
I worked way too hard at what I wanted us to be 

a perfect day ends as the sun is sinkin' low 
evening comes real gentle, like a kiss upon a brow 
it all slips away, it came and went so fast 
I wake from this dream that wasn't built to last 

on the table by my bedside, a book of me and you 
the pages loose from longing and all that came unglued
the final chapter written I close it one more time 
pages filled with tears and a stain of sweet red wine 

that day from long ago sealing what once started 
pieces strewn from east to west but you stay in my heart 
thunder crashed and lightning flashed in a desert sky monsoon 
rain won't wash away what I hold that's left from you 

Sunday, March 7, 2021

A Heart Once Pained

What is it that you want from me?
 I give you all I have 
You just take the things you need 
And disregard the rest 

I give you all required 
That is easy to do 
heart and feeling are in the mix
It’s what I offer you 

I can give you everything
 An offer of love that’s true 
Something that I lost once 
A heart once pained but new

Remove the space between us 
Show me that you can 
The effort won’t be wasted 
Seal this love began 

Take all level’s offered 
Consume my heart and soul 
Erase this constant longing 
To make me, once more, whole 

Friday, March 5, 2021

ever or at all

they were two lovers in the night 
staying together till the sunrise 
passion linked with soft sweet sighs 
whenever they could steal the time 

she thought she heard the promise of more 
he always had one foot out the door
it wasn't that loving her was a chore 
that wasn't what he was looking for 

she didn't see it like he did 
she couldn't understand it, not one bit 
every time she mentioned it 
all their time became undid 

he never asked her to please wait 
she saw his back going through the gate 
although the hour was very late 
she knew this time was their last date 

after that last time he didn't call 
her world crashed in and she bawled and bawled 
she thought he really has some gall  
but nothing was offered--ever or at all 

oh, nuts

a tough nut to crack 
feelings that you keep intact 
passion oozes past

Wednesday, March 3, 2021

trick

a sleight of hand trick 
that made your heart disappear 
leaving me empty 

shadow

my grip was too tight 
holding on to a shadow 
of what used to be 

Sunday, February 28, 2021

the mirrored image

the image I portray 
reflections of a façade 
oblivious  
by those that I meet 
hairline cracks
miniscule crevices
hard to read;
you should have
looked much deeper
to know the real me

Friday, February 26, 2021

dance

slowly we move 
music soft and sweet 
bodies in sync 
nothing fits between
I feel your heart 
you can feel mine 
the song ends
but not what we feel...
not what we have... 
not what we are...
together

long may she run

you tell me that I need blue jeans
cause the tailpipe gets so hot 
you say I need leather boots 
in case we should go down 
you slather me with sunscreen 
to protect from wind and sun 
you tighten the strap on my helmet
to make sure it stays on 
all you do to keep me safe 
makes me feel so loved
I climb on up 
away we go 
long may the Victory run

Wednesday, February 24, 2021

spark

that spark that you started 
is now an electrical current 
every capillary charged 
every vein engorged 
as it flows straight to my heart
dizzy I rise
grabbing hold of you
I can't steady my body
when I have already fallen
head over heals
in love

the eyes have it

blue eyes see deeply
into my heart and my soul 
love reflects in green eyes 

Monday, February 22, 2021

beautiful

you tell me I am beautiful... 
don't you know...
can you not see... 
it is a reflection... 
of what I feel... 
an inner glow... 
that seeps through every pore... 
no longer able to be contained... 
in the chambers of an over-flowing heart...

you are

you are everywhere I want to be
in the breeze that blows down from the mountains 
in the long shadows cast by the mesquite trees 
in the light of the moon 
in the glow of the stars 
you are everywhere I want to be

you are every song I want to sing 
every note set to a score 
every beat of my heart 
every line of every love song 
every tempo that we dance slowly to 
you are every song I want to sing 

you are everything I want to feel
the tenderness of your kiss 
the heat of your passion 
the pounding of your heart 
the strength of your love 
you are everything I want to feel 
you are all of these things and more 
you are....

Friday, February 19, 2021

Work Haiku

work was a real bitch! 
fires doused like a ranger 
cocktails now for me

Freedom?

Pushing all my buttons 
You try to anger me 
I can see it coming 
And will not disagree 

We’ve played this game too many times 
I will not be engaged 
You can do this by yourself 
I refuse to be enraged 

More and more this is the theme 
You wound and then step back 
I know where this is going
I’m wise to these attacks
 


Do you want to be with me 
Or is freedom what you seek? 
I will grant you either one 
But this I do not need 

Think it over, contemplate 
Then get back to me 
Do you want a future 
Or want to be set free?

Thursday, February 18, 2021

Canyon

roaming the mountains and the desert floor 
sun high over head, I've been here before 
seeking the answers to the quandaries that plague 
no solutions forth coming-- my resolve diminishing 

and i shout in the canyon the question "WHY" 
and the echo returns  "the promises were lies" 

things that you did and things that you said 
keep ricocheting around inside of my head 
my steps are unsteady did I stray from the path?
thirsting for answers before I can go back 

and i shout in the canyon the question "WHY" 
and the echo returns "the promises were lies" 

the weariness is coming, I stumble and fall 
nothing to grab hold of, there's no help at all  
my direction now falters; which way should I go?
praying for guidance and praying to know 

and I shout in the canyon the question "WHY" 
the echo that returns "the promises were lies" 

heaven betrayed me hell opens it's door 
redemption can't find me on this desert floor 
I've burned all my bridges, hell's flames scorch at me 
there's just no way back--none that I'll ever see

and i shout in the canyon the question "WHY" 
the echo that returns "the promises were lies"

Withdrawal Haiku

No Mexico for years 
seems I am in withdrawal 
Do not approach me! 

Promises Fulfilled Haiku

The day was cold with rain 
promise held in many ways 
Promises fulfilled

Wednesday, February 17, 2021

Say The Words

Say the words 
Once more  
Incase there aren't more moments 
Incase I never see you again 

Say the words 
So I can keep them in my memory 
Incase the world spins out of control 
And all is lost 

Say the words 
So I can lock them in my heart
Remember you were here
a long time ago