fade away

you fade away: don't call or text 

a friendship of convenience 

what works for you doesn't for me 

just another wait and we'll see 

I got off at the last stop 

didn't come unglued or blow my top

just slipped away into your past 

you'll see the signs if you look back 

don't worry 'bout me, I'll be fine 

just like every other time 

you can't mend this time what's broke 

I thought you cared--but know you don't

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free day

I sped past some and never stopped
didn’t slow down or take a look
others had me riding the clutch
they gave less than all they took

the highway curved and I hit bumps
couldn’t see around the turns
dense, green trees and mountains tall
on and on as my life churned

tried to put it in perspective
same old thoughts and vivid dreams
a faceless man without a care
who lived to edit plotted schemes

photo enforcement snapped a shot
ticketed me by US mail
said if I don’t pay the fine
they would send my butt to jail

when I look back on our red past
short in nature, blue in hue
you don’t miss what you don’t have
it all starts and ends with you

just because I don’t write more
doesn’t mean I’ve less to say
poems burn hot inside my brain
for me to blog on a free day

no way back

you stirred the dust and then you left

at this, you always were adept 

after saying things better left unsaid 

you pushed me too far over the ledge 

you dug that hole and you fell in

no caring if you lose or win

this time the cut is way too deep

I knew my love was mine to keep

it's always been this way with you 

you think that this will pay your dues 

the bridge you burn with just one match 

will leave you no way to get back

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I recall

I recall a face\

kisses, sweet as wine

I recall a place
a memory in time

I recall a night
a million stars that danced
I recall a dream
of flowers and romance

I recall a wish
for a lover that is true
I recall a prayer
fulfilled when I met you

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our history

a veil removed from my green eyes 

a shroud lifts from the winter skies

this time knowing love will last 

I can see it holding fast 

the future shapes our history

different ones for you and me 

just because we aren't a pair 

doesn't mean that you're not here 

love we shared though once confused 

filled by another and the truth 

we'll always have a special bond 

a friendship formed when love has gone

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getting there

this road has had some bumps it true 

from the first that I met you 

sometimes cloudy, sometimes sun 

but getting there is half the fun 

you work it out and do your best

 relationships can be a test 

remember when you want to run

that getting there is half the fun 

you forge a bond, your give and take

 and over the coals you may be raked 

but when you put it under the gun 

getting there is half the fun

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dreams

as you sleep 

I slip into your dreams 

your heart quickening 

as I vacillate through your veins

assaulting every sense 

reaching every corner 

of your being

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kingdom

I could live forever 

in this kingdom on the beach 

worries left at the border 

my soul at one with the sea

 and as I swim in surf 

warmth and salt soothe me

 this isn't all I want 

but it's exactly what I need

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liquefy

the feelings liquefy 

from the heat inside

I pour them from my heart 

into a glass measuring cup 

they don't quantify 

there is much less there than I thought 

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perfect

you say I'm perfect 

seeing what you want to see

faults have been air brushed

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getting started

you didn't speak a word 

the question on your lips 

I didn't give a reply 

just answered with my kiss 

and we don't hear a sound 

just the beating of our hearts 

pounding validation

of miles we've come since we started

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maybe later

You said "hey, it's about to happen, 

it could be right now or maybe later" 

I never knew just what you meant 

the time I'm there is overspent

forgive me, I've been here too long

my faith has been used up 

You said "don't go, wait a little longer, 

this shroud is slipping, I'm about to discover... 

where the treasure is hidden" 

I never knew just what you meant 

I swept the cobwebs from the room 

hands on the clock moving backward 

You wonder where the time has gone 

your time is now and you're ready to begin 

do you feel the depth of empty shadow?

breathe the freshness of mountain air 

the time has come but I'm not there

the time has come but I'm not there 

"it's finally time" you say to thin air 

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hatless cowboy

I found a Stetson cowboy hat 

lodged in some tumbleweed 

somewhere a hatless cowboy 

must be in urgent need 

the western sun relentless 

upon his sweating brow 

burning the tenderness of the face 

unless he's in shadowed boughs 

this poor hat saw better days 

it's dirty from blowing around 

the band is missing, the brim has holes 

from bumping along the ground 

where are you cowboy? I have your hat 

I will keep it here for you 

mount your horse and ride due west 

it's in the valley you'll ride through 

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when you're ready

come when you're ready to leave the past 

don't pay extra for an overweight bag

leave the shadows in the airport lot 

you can buy anything that you forgot 

enjoy the notion of just being free 

living in the valley where all is green 

when you are finally not coming unglued 

I'll leave the light on just for you 

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two-steppin

our first long neck,  boots tapping in time
to the steel guitar and music that's prime
gonna dance all night, tomorrow's a day of rest
even if it wasn't we'd watch the dawn crest

when we're two-steppin nothing gets in the way
worked hard this morning so tonight we can play
hanging with friends at this country western dive
you paid for the first-- the only one you'll buy

this wood floor is dusty and some guys are playing pool
a fight will break out cause they don't use rules
baby, when we're dancing nobody else is in this room
we've started the evening and it's over much too soon

Buddy buys a round and takes Susie out to dance
he asked me for one but you told him "not a chance"
with your arm around me we're headin to the floor
the sun will be high when we leave that's for sure

when we're two-steppin nothing gets in the way
worked hard this morning so tonight we can play
hanging with friends at this country western dive
you paid for the first-- the only one you'll buy

the only one you'll buy

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one last kiss

one last kiss, one final glass of wine 

put on a favorite song and we dance one last time 

a last wish granted 'tween the front of you and me 

I worked way too hard at what I wanted us to be 

a perfect day ends as the sun is sinkin' low 

evening comes real gentle, like a kiss upon a brow 

it all slips away, it came and went so fast 

I wake from this dream that wasn't built to last 

on the table by my bedside, a book of me and you 

the pages loose from longing and all that came unglued

the final chapter written I close it one more time 

pages filled with tears and a stain of sweet red wine 

that day from long ago sealing what once started 

pieces strewn from east to west but you stay in my heart 

thunder crashed and lightning flashed in a desert sky monsoon 

rain won't wash away what I hold that's left from you 

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A Heart Once Pained

What is it that you want from me?

 I give you all I have 

You just take the things you need 

And disregard the rest 

I give you all required 

That is easy to do 

heart and feeling are in the mix

It’s what I offer you 

I can give you everything

 An offer of love that’s true 

Something that I lost once 

A heart once pained but new

Remove the space between us 

Show me that you can 

The effort won’t be wasted 

Seal this love began 

Take all level’s offered 

Consume my heart and soul 

Erase this constant longing 

To make me, once more, whole 

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ever or at all

they were two lovers in the night 

staying together till the sunrise 

passion linked with soft sweet sighs 

whenever they could steal the time 

she thought she heard the promise of more 

he always had one foot out the door

it wasn't that loving her was a chore 

that wasn't what he was looking for 

she didn't see it like he did 

she couldn't understand it, not one bit 

every time she mentioned it 

all their time became undid 

he never asked her to please wait 

she saw his back going through the gate 

although the hour was very late 

she knew this time was their last date 

after that last time he didn't call 

her world crashed in and she bawled and bawled 

she thought he really has some gall  

but nothing was offered--ever or at all 

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oh, nuts

a tough nut to crack 

feelings that you keep intact 

passion oozes past

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trick

a sleight of hand trick 

that made your heart disappear 

leaving me empty 

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shadow

my grip was too tight 

holding on to a shadow 

of what used to be 

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the mirrored image

the image I portray 

reflections of a façade 

oblivious  

by those that I meet 

hairline cracks

miniscule crevices

hard to read;

you should have

looked much deeper

to know the real me

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dance

slowly we move 

music soft and sweet 

bodies in sync 

nothing fits between

I feel your heart 

you can feel mine 

the song ends

but not what we feel...

not what we have... 

not what we are...

together

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long may she run

you tell me that I need blue jeans

cause the tailpipe gets so hot 

you say I need leather boots 

in case we should go down 

you slather me with sunscreen 

to protect from wind and sun 

you tighten the strap on my helmet

to make sure it stays on 

all you do to keep me safe 

makes me feel so loved

I climb on up 

away we go 

long may the Victory run

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spark

that spark that you started 

is now an electrical current 

every capillary charged 

every vein engorged 

as it flows straight to my heart

dizzy I rise

grabbing hold of you

I can't steady my body

when I have already fallen

head over heals

in love

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