Friday, July 1, 2022

digging in

going to grasp you tight 
hold on for the ride 
dig my feet in 
get ready to begin 
like a bronc from the chute 
excitement awaits 
clutching the rope 
grabbing on to hope 
let's take this wild ride 

before the horn's blare
one hand in the air
I may land in the dirt 
hitting face first
eight seconds like hours 
as I ride and get bucked 
but I hold on tight 
clutching the rope
grabbing on to hope 

let's finish this wild ride

American Cowboy

they are not a dying breed 
American cowboys live and breathe
from the brim of their Stetson hats
to the cowboy boots and leather chaps
American cowboys still live and breathe
 
not just beef and potatoes any more 
not line dancing, which some deplore
but a gentleman who treats a woman right 
arms entwined as you stroll in the night
he listens intently, much to your delight
 
at the end of the evening, he opens your door 
escorts you through, like it's not a chore 
the kiss that he gives is respectful and sweet
he lassoed your heart, swept you off your feet 
calling to say goodnight once again 
and your head, heart, and soul invite him in

Thursday, June 30, 2022

hidden

I read you all wrong 
what is hidden stays that way 
forever it lays

singing a song

I keep on moving 
I keep pushing on 
I keep getting less 
from you that I'm drawn
although I am loving 
and singing a song
it's not a love song 
if you sing it alone

price

there is not much difference 
none that I can see 
everything's the same 
as it was last week 
you keep talking your talk 
and it all rolls so smooth
it pours out like honey 
when you've nothing to lose 
I'm just not that gal 
that you knew before
I've gained a little insight 
since you closed that door 
you know what I need 
but the price-tag's too high 
your words hit their mark 
and break me inside

maybe not

read or don't read 
talk or maybe not 
feel or don't feel 
memories you forgot 

write or don't write 
lay awake or fall asleep
whisper a little louder 
about the cares that creep 

want or don't want 
stay on or get off 
miss or maybe don't miss 
love me or maybe not

Tuesday, June 28, 2022

equation

staying up too late 
still losing weight 
the lights are blazing
working the equation 
no matter how I figure 
this query grows bigger 
as I refill my cup
it just doesn't add up 

what did I overlook 
in this lover's handbook 
did I jump the gun 
and end the long run 
that first urgent kiss 
that winter day of bliss 
memories that flare 
when my mind visits there 

still.....
it just doesn't add up 
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too much

too much from me 
too little from you 
something that's not 
fades to blue 
two hearts unlinked 
one heart goes 
nothing given 
nothing shown 
hurt will heal 
over spans of time 
what once was there
no longer mine

Monday, June 27, 2022

love wanes

words spoken 
fantasies sought 
feelings touched
memories brought 
time slips 
heart's strain 
cutting deep 
as love wanes

relationship performance appraisal

a bi-annual performance appraisal 
of this relationship shows
that it is lacking in several areas
immediate improvement is required 
further review shows 
that it does demonstrate competency
is meeting standards on some scores 
but ambiguity is present 
and excitement is nonfunctional 
overall, this relationship
is bordering on unsatisfactory 
shows lack of enthusiasm on your part 
and intensive coaching is required 
feedback is expected 
with written goals and objectives 
otherwise, 
your resignation will be accepted 
sincerely, management
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where I need to be

I can pretend, I'm at the beach
cool sea water around my feet 
sand that goes, for miles and miles 
as I whittle away the coming hours 
not a thought comes into mind 
all my worries left behind 
I'll worry when mañana comes 
cause mañana always comes
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Saturday, June 25, 2022

I remember

there are places I remember 
where the moonlight shines on the sea 
sand goes on for miles and miles 
and my soul completely at peace 

I remember windy city streets 
cold winds blowing off the lake 
locked away on a spring afternoon 
warmed by the love we just made 

I remember a windmill 
with sails that couldn't spin 
storm clouds in the distance 
wetting to the skin 

I remember thundering monsoons 
blustery winds and lightning flashes
raging washes over flowing the streets
creating our own fire and passions

sorting through the feelings of all 
entwined for while and then just friends
memories made in different hues
it all ends the way it began
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unanswered

all the words I speak
resonate in the mountains
return, unanswered

quick as a blink

I see it all just passing by 
quick as a blink from my green eyes 
I see the distance, stretched out it spans 
to get there I need a helping hand

leave the past on the side of the road 
footsteps sure as we lighten our load 
drifters take some and leave the rest 
moving forward is always what is best

Friday, June 24, 2022

not a sheep

you go along with their program
a good obedient sheep
gas and groceries soaring
your 401K bleeds
you think of going solar
to cut electricity
and while you cut expenses
their coffers line from greed

you think you can get through this
believing their regime
tighten your belt from hunger
not getting all you need
did the vaccine make you better?
did the side affects you read?
you did just what they told you
consequence runs deep

borders over flowing
fentanyl in our streets
the hangman isn't hanging
the criminals they set free
children are in crisis
and suffering from debris
the kingdom won't protect them
it's up to you and me

Patriot flags are flying
not trusting what is said
they load their arms in anger
each day filled with more dread
while lies spill from enforcers
and truth no longer spreads
they pray to God in Heaven
to keep us in His stead
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you didn't promise

cold winds blow 
down from the snowy peaks
rain hits panes, 
the day looks bleak 
a day like today 
is good for searching souls
and finally coming to grips 
with what I know

I know you didn't promise, 
a future rosy bright 
I know you didn't promise, 
more than just one night 
I know you didn't promise, 
not to break my heart 
I know that you now know, 
I fell and fell real hard

all these realizations 
and the heartache that it brings 
it's not like I sit and dwell 
on buried, useless things
it's not like I'm not trying 
to give my heart away 
it's just feelings that come fleeting
almost every day

there, it's finally out there, 
I've written how I feel
it doesn't make it better 
or make it seem less real 
you didn't offer a promise 
but left me wanting more 
told me your heart's longing
to one you met before 

I know you didn't promise, 
a future rosy bright 
I know you didn't promise, 
more than just one night 
I know you didn't promise, 
not to break my heart 
I know that you now know, 
I fell and fell real hard
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circumstances

I should've held it against you
how you set me up to fail
but you were the one
when it's all said and done
plan came to no avail

the circumstances were iffy
it could have gone either way
but the truth won out
with never a doubt
and I fight on another day

what was it your were expecting?
did you think the facts weren't there?
I know it wasn't how
they wanted to work it out
but the sword weighs less than a prayer!
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free time

I'm doing just fine without you 
never had more on my plate
working ten hours, sleeplessness 
yeah, I'm really doing just great 
and if I was doing any better 
couldn't imagine it more sublime
the hardest part is figuring out 
what to do with my free time 

I've gotten real good at solitaire 
I can sing lyrics to all sad songs 
crossword puzzles leave me breathless
and I do them all day long 
I'm catching up on Gunsmoke 
every day at  straight up noon 
I'm donating clothes to the shelter 
this diet isn't one I'd choose 

I can always pick up tomorrow 
all the things left for me to do 
you don't need to worry about me 
I'm doing just fine without you
don't let it bother your conscience
about the heartache in which I dwell
while you carry on without me
yeah, I'm gonna be just swell

Thursday, June 23, 2022

all I need

I don't have a lot
more than some others
I don't ask a lot
less than some others
but what I've got is true
I'll give it all to you
there's nothing that I can't do
if I can have you

I can live with less flair
less than some others
I have all the comforts I need
more than some others
but I have this love that's true
I'll share it all with you
there's nothing that we can't do
'cause all I need is you
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enigma

your heart is full of wonder
at this gift on which you stumble
an enigma, depths much deeper
a spell you soon fall under

the package may be small
and you open it enthralled
you dig through the layers inside
excited by each and all

a treasure that will add light
to the darkness of your nights
a gem that will always sparkle
in the facets of your life
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this moment in time

something I can believe in
I'm loving these new feelings
right now, this moment in time
hold on baby, hold on tight

with you I can bare my soul
loving you makes it so
right now, this moment in time
hold on baby, hold on tight

it's like driving in pouring rain
or like hiking a mountain range
right now, this moment in time
hold on baby, hold on tight

I don't know where you've been
but you awoke that feeling again
right now, this moment in time
hold on baby, hold on tight

I can't say where this will go
let's just see if it can grow
right now, this moment in time
hold on baby, hold on tight
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Wednesday, June 22, 2022

genius with words

a genius with words
talent in what you compose
ways of putting it together
obscurity in lyric and prose

the followers that read
thinks this could be me
leading the reader along
addicting to written charm

some I have re-read
were different than I recalled
the meaning now more clear
not what I first thought all

I'm one of your addicted fans
in what you write I see
that once upon a time
some were about you and me
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what's up with that

sent you a perfumed letter
came back return to sender
I'm de-fizzed like a soda gone flat
baby, what's up with that?

sent you a heart on Facebook
trying to find a new hook
ignored and turned down splat
baby, what's up with that?

sent you a smiley face
instant message, went right away
ignored like a pesky gnat
baby, what's up with that?

gonna send you one more text
don't know what I'll do next
I think you lack a welcome mat
baby, what's up with that?

all this leaves me deflated
like a movie that's over rated
like Casey, I struck out a bat
baby, what's up with that
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magic

a life full of mystery
sometimes magic, often wonder
a magician's sleight of hand
magic spells that pull us under

you think it's figured out
thought it through in advance
as you dig inside your heart
to give it one more chance

no success at tuning it out, thoughts
won't listen to commands
I try hard to control my mind
but my heart gets out of hand

my heart like a tightened fist
holding fast to what its feels
and what I need from you
is magic so it can heal
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