let them fall without fragrant line
teardrops one by one they drop
if I bottle it up, and they don't fall
I will die a little inside
a release of anxiety or maybe what's lost
each word smeared, by incessant saline
I don't care --I'll just start again
no matter if you read or not
how many times, have I gotten the call?
your world shattered, what do I do?
never once asking, how is it with you?
my life pushed inside my heart
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Friday, December 30, 2022
Friday, December 9, 2022
a fool's game
I listened to all, every word that you shared
you spilled it all while I sat there
nodding my head like I understood
feeling compassion like any friend would
inside a voice screams what about me?
I'm tired of it all and pretending is weak
you tell me your secrets, stockpiled and stacked
not stopping to breath, or checking for facts
you spill it all and it pools on the floor
the spillage is thick, I know I'm done for
I realized early, a fool's game I played
for desperate measures I should've prayed
go ahead and talk, the walls will now listen
and I turn my head as the tears start to glisten
I listened too long and fell far too deep
climbing out won't happen, the walls are too steep
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you spilled it all while I sat there
nodding my head like I understood
feeling compassion like any friend would
inside a voice screams what about me?
I'm tired of it all and pretending is weak
you tell me your secrets, stockpiled and stacked
not stopping to breath, or checking for facts
you spill it all and it pools on the floor
the spillage is thick, I know I'm done for
I realized early, a fool's game I played
for desperate measures I should've prayed
go ahead and talk, the walls will now listen
and I turn my head as the tears start to glisten
I listened too long and fell far too deep
climbing out won't happen, the walls are too steep
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Sunday, November 20, 2022
aftermath
the whisper of your words
as they tangle in my hair
the evening slipping away
the passion resting there
the shadows in the room
hidden in your lover's lair
truth on the tip of a tongue
a heart which won't be spared
the morning dawning red
a caution for the sea
a storm is about to come
while you shake yourself free
and as you lay it down
your eyes looking through me
my love an apparition
something you don't need
go ahead and turn your back
it's what you always do
how many times I've been here
as we tried to work it through
my heart is once more bleeding
another casualty in your path
another walking wounded
in the hazy aftermath
once too weak to turn away
a welcome always came
you there flirting endlessly
but can't recall my name
this time no surrender
when I find you at my door
no white flag or welcome back
this time you lost the war
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as they tangle in my hair
the evening slipping away
the passion resting there
the shadows in the room
hidden in your lover's lair
truth on the tip of a tongue
a heart which won't be spared
the morning dawning red
a caution for the sea
a storm is about to come
while you shake yourself free
and as you lay it down
your eyes looking through me
my love an apparition
something you don't need
go ahead and turn your back
it's what you always do
how many times I've been here
as we tried to work it through
my heart is once more bleeding
another casualty in your path
another walking wounded
in the hazy aftermath
once too weak to turn away
a welcome always came
you there flirting endlessly
but can't recall my name
this time no surrender
when I find you at my door
no white flag or welcome back
this time you lost the war
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Friday, November 11, 2022
Veterans Day
we honor our vets both here and gone
who fight the wars whether right or wrong
on foreign soil or domestic lands
our future held in the palm of their hands
God bless our troops
Sunday, October 23, 2022
the final coup
out of the midst of chronic deception,
lifting my head to unfounded untruth
blinded by rage at many transgressions
waiting silently for the final coup
the silent majority standing by
voting in confidence to obstruct the path
too little to late for this outcry
far outnumbered if you do the math
little by little, one by one
observe first hand their seditiousness
not much time, patriots under the gun
not much time, patriots under the gun
to put a stop to audaciousness
out of the midst of chronic deception,
lifting my head to unfounded truth
blinded by rage at many transgressions
waiting silently for the final coup
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Wednesday, October 12, 2022
past perfection
resurrecting, reflecting, remembering
I thought I would never forget
how we met
how we loved
perfection
a place in my heart
where your memory dies
and past perfections
no longer abide
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Monday, October 10, 2022
let it flow
let it flow
feel me course
let it run
fill you up
let it burn
like it burns in me
let it flow
let it flow
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a quick rhyme
pure and bright
full moon light
slow demise
with the sun's light
the sun's light
does energize
much to do
under sky of blue
sky of blue
azure hew
taking time
for a quick rhyme
a quick rhyme
on my downtime
night again falls
cyclical all
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Thursday, September 29, 2022
life
it slips, it slides, it floats away....
it's more than I can grasp..
I can't wrap my mind around..
how fleeting and how fast
grasping at all these memories
all these thought and all these dreams
this life and all its sweet repass
soars off on newfound wings
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glimmer
a glimmer does not come
your hand steady not tipped
silence--others watching
your cards close to your chest
stoic, no twitches or tremors
never betraying what you hold
the stakes are slowly building
my ante will not come
one more chance to beat you
one more winner take all
I look at the flush dealt me
and then I quickly fold
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Monday, September 26, 2022
adieu
you weren't expecting
the ace of hearts
who snuck right in
and filled your part
an empty vessel
waiting at the table
he was wanting more
adept and able
you weren't thinking
that we could end
not worrying about
how we did begin
not seeing the space
that left me wanting
all of the while
you sat there yawning
a decade ago
you had a chance
not sure if you knew
even how to dance
but waltzing I did
just not with you
as the curtain falls
and I bid adieu
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truth
if what I read
held any truth
if it was more about me
and less about you
if it was less opaque
things I contemplate
then maybe, just maybe
things would be great
I think it could go
if there were two
less about others
just me and you
the things you say
and the things you do
would make the difference
in how things are skewed
I could write the book
on how you think
when it all falls down
I'm pushed to the brink
apologies given
you keep your grip
as insecurities
slowly slip
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Saturday, September 24, 2022
the state of the union
they contradict the warriors
while criminals get set free
our forefathers toss and turn
at what, at last, will be
Google shows positions
even though you try to hide
and war will once more come
if we just bide our time
population control is working
as they jab them one and all
401's are tanking
the dollar again falls
businesses are closing
citizens do protest
they drive them back with soldiers
but they want to protect
Alexa always listens
and then she'll spill her guts
maybe it is nothing
maybe it means much
just stay under the radar
keep provisions close at hand
while monsters rear their heads
History will take a stand
he said he was uniting
but deep the wedge he drives
confusion thick in daylight
much more viscose at night
do we need to pray for Moses?
to once more free this land
or will the people rise up?
behind each wall they'll man
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Thursday, September 22, 2022
holding on
I don't want to replace
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or forget memories
all lessons learned
sometimes selfishly
the time together
not a watch to rewind
as I stay strong
trying to move on
with few regrets
and that is what
I hold on to
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sunrise
in this verdant valley
I sit with coffee and wait
quietly the dawn creeps
as sunrise takes my breath away
I see the reddening dawn
it's still early; no one's up
doves are chirping all around
as I pour my second cup
no better time of day
coffee and God's heaven above
waking in this peaceful place
sheer perfection that I love
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Friday, September 16, 2022
Infatuation
I said I loved your mind
the rest infatuation
you couldn't be more vague
or avoiding in conversation
choosing your words carefully
when I ask you to reveal
not trusting me with your feelings
when I pushed for what was real
what I read between the lines
faintly resembling truth
I pretend it's not for me
it's always been about you
does it stroke your ego?
when you took all that I gave
my one-sided feelings
no dues you'll ever pay
perusing what is left
a thimble not near full
never quite believing
that it was mostly bull
with alot of understanding
I let you off the hook
always rewriting chapters
in this well read book
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Thursday, September 15, 2022
Robbed
lyrics to a country song
about how he done her wrong
singing to me without feeling
while my heart is reeling
no chords hit the right note
it's gone that's all he wrote
she's the one that stole your heart
but I'm the one that got robbed
not a ditty 'bout a dog or train
still left here standing in the rain
no lyrics 'bout a cowboy and horse
no level of deep remorse
not a song about trashing your truck
Underwood's a little bit nuts
she's the one that stole your heart
but I'm the one that got robbed
lyrics sung ages the ages
music books with tons of pages
another top country hit
the CMA confirms it
recorded by Evans and Strait
many others up to this date
she's the one that stole your heart
but I'm the one that got robbed
felled
a savage crash
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a lightning flash
a thunder crack
brings it all back
a shadow felled
hopeless hell
my heart locked
in a pine box
monsoon rain
washes away
answers vague
most every day
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Monday, September 12, 2022
baby, you make me blue
just one little moment,
nothing out of the way
a few seconds for a text,
a call to just say Hey
something that would have really
added to my day
baby, you make me blue
just one little thought,
just poetry to me
just a few words penned,
a rhyme for me to read
no hints of anything special
you'd never plant that seed
baby, you make me blue
I know I ask a lot
and you won't make that climb
if I don't expect much
disappointment won't be mine
I always end up begging,
begging for more of your time
baby, you make me blue
it's all sorted in piles
like laundry that needs done
the hamper overflowing
waiting for wash day to come
pretty soon there's nothing,
nothing clean to don
baby, you make me blue
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Friday, September 9, 2022
perfection
resurrecting, reflecting, remembering
I will never forget
how we met
how we loved
perfection
a place in my heart
you will always hold
all others replaced
buried with their past
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Thursday, September 8, 2022
what if
when I look back
what if we hadn't danced
what if you'd never asked
what if I hadn't said yes
what if the stars didn't shine
what if there's no safety net
what would've happened
if we'd never met
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Wednesday, September 7, 2022
a
a simple game
a lover's lair
a cold spring day
a love affair
a first hug
a first kiss
a memory made
a time of bliss
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coin toss
what happens now?
your future love secure
the shadow laying dormant
the door left ajar
were you successful in separating
the fact from the fiction?
without delving too deep
and causing more friction
one heart secure
the other wild and free
one strokes your mind
the other stokes your needs
do you finally read the book?
from cover to cover
solve all the mystery
see what's uncovered
the choice always yours
as you flip the quarter
is it heads or tails?
is it friend, is it lover?
one heart secure
the other wild and free
one strokes your mind
the other stokes your needs
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Tuesday, September 6, 2022
torment
torment, torture, burn in hell
all of these things locked
within this cell
I scream, I cry,
the echoes yell
the more I purge...
the more that dwell
I thought that only
time would tell
still the scent, the sulfur smell
I see this yon...a very long spell
drenched, I drown
in this deep well
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angle
you are the stranger
I wanted to know
hiding in the shadow
working your angle
an unseen danger
to my heart
but the real you
I still haven't met
the words I hear
sweet like honey
thick and vague
watching what you say
nothing is conveyed
in all that you do
no one sees
into an opaque you
protection from all
a feeling arranger
keeper of the key
that locks the door
nothing set me free
from any part of you
you weren't in danger
of falling in love
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