Friday, December 30, 2022

let them fall

let them fall without fragrant line
teardrops one by one they drop
if I bottle it up, and they don't fall
I will die a little inside

a release of anxiety or maybe what's lost
each word smeared, by incessant saline
I don't care --I'll just start again
no matter if you read or not

how many times, have I gotten the call?
your world shattered, what do I do?
never once asking, how is it with you?
my life pushed inside my heart

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Friday, December 9, 2022

a fool's game

I listened to all, every word that you shared
you spilled it all while I sat there
nodding my head like I understood
feeling compassion like any friend would

inside a voice screams what about me?
I'm tired of it all and pretending is weak
you tell me your secrets, stockpiled and stacked
not stopping to breath, or checking for facts

you spill it all and it pools on the floor
the spillage is thick, I know I'm done for
I realized early, a fool's game I played
for desperate measures I should've prayed

go ahead and talk, the walls will now listen
and I turn my head as the tears start to glisten
I listened too long and fell far too deep
climbing out won't happen, the walls are too steep
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Sunday, November 20, 2022

aftermath

the whisper of your words
as they tangle in my hair
the evening slipping away
the passion resting there
the shadows in the room
hidden in your lover's lair
truth on the tip of a tongue
a heart which won't be spared

the morning dawning red
a caution for the sea
a storm is about to come
while you shake yourself free
and as you lay it down
your eyes looking through me
my love an apparition
something you don't need

go ahead and turn your back
it's what you always do
how many times I've been here
as we tried to work it through
my heart is once more bleeding
another casualty in your path
another walking wounded
in the hazy aftermath


once too weak to turn away
a welcome always came
you there flirting endlessly
but can't recall my name
this time no surrender
when I find you at my door
no white flag or welcome back
this time you lost the war

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Friday, November 11, 2022

Veterans Day

we honor our vets both here and gone
who fight the wars whether right or wrong
on foreign soil or domestic lands
our future held in the palm of their hands
God bless our troops
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Sunday, October 23, 2022

the final coup

out of the midst of chronic deception, 
lifting my head to unfounded untruth
blinded by rage at many transgressions
waiting silently for the final coup 

the silent majority standing by
voting in confidence to obstruct the path
too little to late for this outcry
far outnumbered if you do the math

little by little, one by one
observe first hand their seditiousness
not much time, patriots under the gun
to put a stop to audaciousness 

out of the midst of chronic deception, 
lifting my head to unfounded truth
blinded by rage at many transgressions
waiting silently for the final coup
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Wednesday, October 12, 2022

past perfection

resurrecting, reflecting, remembering 
I thought I would never forget 
how we met 
how we loved 
perfection 
a place in my heart
where your memory dies
and past perfections 
no longer abide
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Monday, October 10, 2022

let it flow

let it flow 
feel me course 
let it run 
fill you up 
let it burn
like it burns in me
let it flow 
let it flow
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a quick rhyme

pure and bright
full moon light
slow demise
with the sun's light

the sun's light
does energize
much to do
under sky of blue

sky of blue
azure hew
taking time
for a quick rhyme

a quick rhyme
on my downtime
night again falls
cyclical all 
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Thursday, September 29, 2022

life

it slips, it slides, it floats away.... 
it's more than I can grasp.. 
I can't wrap my mind around..
how fleeting and how fast
grasping at all these memories
all these thought and all these dreams 
this life and all its sweet repass
soars off on newfound wings
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glimmer

a glimmer does not come 
your hand steady not tipped 
silence--others watching
your cards close to your chest 
stoic, no twitches or tremors 
never betraying what you hold 
the stakes are slowly building
my ante will not come
one more chance to beat you
one more winner take all
I look at the flush dealt me
and then I quickly fold
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Monday, September 26, 2022

adieu

you weren't expecting
the ace of hearts
who snuck right in
and filled your part
an empty vessel
waiting at the table
he was wanting more
adept and able

you weren't thinking
that we could end
not worrying about
how we did begin
not seeing the space
that left me wanting
all of the while
you sat there yawning

a decade ago
you had a chance
not sure if you knew
even how to dance
but waltzing I did
just not with you
as the curtain falls
and I bid adieu 
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truth

if what I read 
held any truth
if it was more about me 
and less about you 
if it was less opaque  
things I contemplate
then maybe, just maybe
things would be great
 
I think it could go
if there were two
less about others 
just me and you 
the things you say
and the things you do
would make the difference
in how things are skewed

I could write the book
on how you think
when it all falls down
I'm pushed to the brink
apologies given
you keep your grip
as insecurities
slowly slip
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Saturday, September 24, 2022

the state of the union

they contradict the warriors
while criminals get set free
our forefathers toss and turn
at what, at last, will be
Google shows positions
even though you try to hide
and war will once more come
if we just bide our time

population control is working
as they jab them one and all
401's are tanking
the dollar again falls
businesses are closing
citizens do protest
they drive them back with soldiers
but they want to protect

Alexa always listens
and then she'll spill her guts
maybe it is nothing
maybe it means much
just stay under the radar
keep provisions close at hand
while monsters rear their heads
History will take a stand

he said he was uniting
but deep the wedge he drives
confusion thick in daylight
much more viscose at night
do we need to pray for Moses?
to once more free this land
or will the people rise up?
behind each wall they'll man
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Thursday, September 22, 2022

holding on

I don't want to replace
or forget memories 
all lessons learned 
sometimes selfishly
the time together 
not a watch to rewind 
as I stay strong
trying to move on 
with few regrets 
and that is what 
I hold on to

sunrise

in this verdant valley 
I sit with coffee and wait
quietly the dawn creeps 
as sunrise takes my breath away 

I see the reddening dawn 
it's still early; no one's up
doves are chirping all around
 as I pour my second cup 

no better time of day
coffee and God's heaven above
waking in this peaceful place
 sheer perfection that I love

Friday, September 16, 2022

Infatuation

I said I loved your mind
the rest infatuation
you couldn't be more vague 
or avoiding in conversation 
choosing your words carefully 
when I ask you to reveal 
not trusting me with your feelings 
when I pushed for what was real 

what I read between the lines
faintly resembling truth 
I pretend it's not for me
it's always been about you
does it stroke your ego? 
when you took all that I gave 
my one-sided feelings 
no dues you'll ever pay 

perusing what is left
a thimble not near full
never quite believing 
that it was mostly bull
with alot of understanding
I let you off the hook 
always rewriting chapters
in this well read book

Thursday, September 15, 2022

Robbed

lyrics to a country song 
about how he done her wrong
singing to me without feeling 
while my heart is reeling
no chords hit the right note 
it's gone that's all he wrote 
she's the one that stole your heart 
but I'm the one that got robbed 

not a ditty 'bout a dog or train 
still left here standing in the rain 
no lyrics 'bout a cowboy and horse
no level of deep remorse 
not a song about trashing your truck
Underwood's a little bit nuts 
she's the one that stole your heart 
but I'm the one that got robbed 

lyrics sung ages the ages 
music books with tons of pages 
another top country hit 
the CMA confirms it 
recorded by Evans and Strait 
many others up to this date 
she's the one that stole your heart
but I'm the one that got robbed

felled

a savage crash
a lightning flash 
a thunder crack 
brings it all back
a shadow felled 
hopeless hell 
my heart locked
in a pine box 
monsoon rain
washes away 
answers vague 
most every day

Monday, September 12, 2022

baby, you make me blue

just one little moment, 
nothing out of the way 
a few seconds for a text, 
a call to just say Hey 
something that would have really 
added to my day 
baby, you make me blue 

just one little thought, 
just poetry to me 
just a few words penned, 
a rhyme for me to read 
no hints of anything special
you'd never plant that seed
baby, you make me blue 

I know I ask a lot 
and you won't make that climb 
if I don't expect much
disappointment won't be mine
I always end up begging, 
begging for more of your time 
baby, you make me blue 

it's all sorted in piles 
like laundry that needs done
the hamper overflowing 
waiting for wash day to come 
pretty soon there's nothing, 
nothing clean to don 
baby, you make me blue 
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Friday, September 9, 2022

perfection

resurrecting, reflecting, remembering 
I will never forget 
how we met 
how we loved 
perfection 
a place in my heart 
you will always hold
all others replaced
buried with their past
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Thursday, September 8, 2022

what if

when I look back 
what if we hadn't danced 
what if you'd never asked 
what if I hadn't said yes 
what if the stars didn't shine 
what if there's no safety net 
what would've happened 
if we'd never met
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Wednesday, September 7, 2022

a

a simple game 
a lover's lair
a cold spring day
a love affair
a first hug 
a first kiss 
a memory made 
a time of bliss
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coin toss

what happens now? 
your future love secure 
the shadow laying dormant
the door left ajar 
were you successful in separating
the fact from the fiction? 
without delving too deep 
and causing more friction 

one heart secure
the other wild and free 
one strokes your mind 
the other stokes your needs 

do you finally read the book? 
from cover to cover 
solve all the mystery 
see what's uncovered 
the choice always yours 
as you flip the quarter 
is it heads or tails?
is it friend, is it lover? 

one heart secure
the other wild and free 
one strokes your mind
the other stokes your needs
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Tuesday, September 6, 2022

torment

torment, torture, burn in hell 
all of these things locked
within this cell 
I scream, I cry, 
the echoes yell 
the more I purge...
the more that dwell 
I thought that only 
time would tell 
still the scent, the sulfur smell 
I see this yon...a very long spell 
drenched, I drown 
in this deep well
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angle

you are the stranger 
I wanted to know 
hiding in the shadow 
working your angle
an unseen danger 
to my heart 
but the real you
I still haven't met 

the words I hear 
sweet like honey
thick and vague 
watching what you say 
nothing is conveyed
in all that you do
no one sees
into an opaque you 

protection from all
a feeling arranger 
keeper of the key 
that locks the door
nothing set me free
from any part of you 
you weren't in danger 
of falling in love
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