Violeta Pacheta (VRW)

Violeta Pacheta

my favorite girl

I sing you this song

as you laugh and twirl

I know it's not really

your given name

but Violeta Pacheta

is one and the same

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Violet

Violet, sweet Violet

like a flower you're named

or maybe the color

it's one and the same

wisdom/sensitivity 

both which are you

growing more so each minute

with your vibrant hues

motivation and spirit

in all that you do

always with a smile

that lights up the room

little and funny

how quickly you grow

on all those around you

and all those you know

grow little flower

keep your face to the sun

the wind at your back

as through life you run

always in my prayers

and deep in my heart

a little Violet flower

I loved from your start

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undeveloped

I've learned when you ponder, it disappears

the ruminations and deep down fears 

it's like the question fails to come near

fog in our mist bringing up the rear

the editing, spliced, on the dark room floor 

contorted images, a mask of horror 

I would have settled, but now I need more 

it stays undeveloped, locked in a drawer 

I tried to run, but could never hide 

as all I feel explodes from deep inside 

you see it all and let it slide

a few little lies and a compromise 

the clouds form, dark, in the desert sky

lightning flashes illuminate night 

I thought I saw but I was blind 

reality chokes my air supply 

my spirit leaves as the battle rages 

you've read the book, studied the pages 

a twelve step program, designed in stages 

the truth always wins, and has for ages

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nothing

nothing you can see
nothing you can say
nothing is gonna stop me
or get in my way

every feeling here
every idea begins
every fantasy laid bare
making my mind spin

I'm not turning back
I'm not gonna quit
I'm in way too deep
this love is way too thick

don't you feel the love?
don't you hear my heart?
don't you think it's time
to finally let it start?

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stand up (JJW)

you dance to a beat

only you can hear

without hatred

showing no fear

standing tall

for what you feel

singing songs on

your hearts reel

go your own way

don't look back

learn what you need

from real life hacks

sing your songs

and play your tunes

show what it's like

stand up for you

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backdrop

the western sky is red tonight 

a full moon lights the stage 

a backdrop for love 

stars that glow 

seen from a moon-roof 

on a warm desert night 

it all starts with a kiss 

it all comes together as bliss 

if we could only stay like this

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surrender

I'm giving up, giving in 

that's it baby,

I'm surrendering 

no use fighting 

the way I feel 

I can't hide it 

this is real 

I'm surrendering 

you had me hooked 

from that first kiss 

it's been a long time

since I felt like this 

take it all 

every feeling inside 

wrap my heart around your finger 

I surrender 

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all of these things

what makes you laugh?
what makes you cry?
what you tell yourself
to just get by
the deep down truth
and what it means
I want to know
all of these things

your fantasies
your darkest night
the things you think
when your mind takes flight
your highest high
what you don't show
all of these things
I want to know

let me climb inside
and travel your mind
see it all first hand
and learn with time

let me be the one
that sets you aglow
all of these things
I want to know

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faith

I'm still believing, baby 

still believing in me and you 

I believe in these dreams of mine 

and will for quite some time 

I believe that you'll still sing

I believe that we'll still dance

I'm keeping my faith in love 

I'm keeping my faith in you 

I believe that as long as this fire

is raging down deep inside 

that if I believe it long enough

you will keep it ignited

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golden

I can't see the future 

but I've seen the past 

don't want to wake up 

cause the dream will pass

the trees are bare 

but the streets are golden 

my spirit is calm 

cause my heart you are holding

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when you awake

I'm speeding on this blacktop

taking corners way too fast 

passing on solid lines 

making up for our lost time 

can I get there quick enough? 

or is it way too late? 

sitting at all red lights

as dusk creeps into night 

are you waiting up? 

can you feel I'll be there soon? 

I'm glancing at the clock 

did you leave the door unlocked? 

if you're aslewhen he I arrive

I'll quietly slip in by you 

when you awake in the early dawn

you'll be wrapped, in my arms

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struck

I won't say that I'm sorry 

I can't apologize 

when all the truth comes forward

reflected in my eyes 

I won't keep you longer 

you are much too wise 

as truth hangs in the balance 

the mask won't cover the guise 

you cover me with roses 

and lay me down with hope

reason is not forth coming 

not in the broader scope 

I climb the ladder with fantasy 

it is a slippery slope 

and I light just one more candle 

and in the darkness grope 

we reach and understanding

I wish you all the luck

but when it starts to rain 

it's not worth a sawbuck 

it lays in wreck an ruin 

no way is it unstuck 

lightning flashes quickly 

I'm the only one that's struck 

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distraction

I need some kind of distraction 

maybe romance under the moon 

something to take my mind off 

of all these thoughts of you 

I'm trying to out run you 

but it's a one way street 

always too much traffic 

quickly you outrun me 

It's like swimming in the ocean 

with a dangerous undertow 

and I am so close to drowning 

I'm just too tired to float 

I need some kind of distraction 

maybe romance under the moon 

something to take my mind off

 of all these thoughts of you

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affliction

never one to play it safe 

always bending the rules 

always pushing the envelope 

using all the tools

as I buck the system 

fight predisposed convictions 

I don't see this as an affliction 

but more of a contradiction

if there is an "out" I'll find it 

if there is a line, I'll cross it

if there is a wrong, I'll right it 

if there is a border, I'll smudge it

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make it go

as it grows

I just don't know

fast or slow

just make it go

what it will take

as my heart breaks

the cells it takes

my body aches

God, take it away

and keep it at bay

this prayer I do pray

each night and each day

in six months once more

I'll find out the score

will my spirit soar?

as I come to that door

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sight

some gifts are true, 

viewed with blind eyes 

while love goes completely 

unrecognized 

it hides in your heart, 

and deep in my mind 

you travel the road, 

look for posted signs 

you look for some joy, 

but there's none to be found 

walls everywhere, 

when you turn around 

it's like a frayed wire, 

that's just not well grounded 

love abounds, still

you won't let surround 

you stumble in the darkness, 

and can't find my light 

my love was still yours, 

the path was just right

it reflected in my eyes, 

was hidden in plain sight 

you couldn't feel the heat

 that raged in the night?

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one last look

I can tell by that look 

you found what you missed 

a part of your soul

that failed to exist 

may you find the happiness 

that you waited for 

I wish you the best 

and all you deserve 

you were deep in my heart 

she was deep in yours 

I take one last look 

before I shut this door 

may you find the happiness 

you waited for 

I wish you the best 

and all you deserve 

it is not so sudden 

but now it is clear 

I knew it would be soon 

now that it's here 

I love you from me 

wasn't music to your wars

I wish you the best 

this wish is sincere

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citation

my heart gets pulled over 

the fines are numerous 

I peruse  the citations 

knowing they are justified: 

too fast for conditions 

failure to negotiate turns 

running the red lights 

following too close 

ignoring the road signs 

passing on solid lines 

loving without a license

the price is not too high 

I will gladly pay 

when the officer leaves 

I start it all again

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day to day

he touched her nights 

she touched his thoughts

he put it away 

she lives it day to day 

each memory that ignites 

each candle burning bright

the crescent moon, 

the star light frames

the passion of lost nights 

he left her many dreams 

she didn't leave a trace

he put it all away 

she lives it day to day

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mon ami

say a prayer for me 

to find what you have found 

to bask in someone's love

to be adored in their eyes 

say a prayer for me

mon ami, my dear friend 

I wish you all the best 

wish the same for me 

say a prayer for me 

that I haven't used it up 

that I'll get one more chance 

to love the way you love 

say a prayer for me 

I say a prayer for you 

to protect your heart and soul 

to always know deep love

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lullaby

you burn in me 

a raging inferno

raising my blood pressure

quickening my pulse 

a stroke of your hand 

lips that whisper 

an urgent lover's song 

let me sing it with you 

as you lay me down 

under dark velvet skies

as I softly sigh 

sing this lullaby 

again and again 

sing this lullaby again

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straight edge

ponder what it all means 

your life with just your dreams 

no longer wasting your time 

this fish gone from the line 

what will you do with that space? 

when I'm gone without a trace 

a straight-edge razor cut 

redemption won't hold you up

 

my gift to you, your space 

a memory cd erased

new memories for you to make

new hearts for you rot break

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you should have told me

darlin you should have told me 

you can't wrap your mind around

the way my heart keeps calling 

when monsoon rain pours down

the truth is in the corner 

written plainly on the wall 

I guess I couldn't see it 

cause the rain had washed it off 

darlin you should have told me 

your love doesn't have the room 

it's all tangled up in longing 

your heart's already consumed 

you embrace it in the darkness 

but it fades in the light of day 

the picture that is painted

is whitewashed in black and gray 

darlin you should have told me 

I was only spinning my wheels 

you looked it over a couple of times 

there is nothing you want to feel 

someday you'll write some lyrics

it will make such a beautiful song 

about love that was unrequited 

about a heart that you wrong

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numbered

sometimes a wall is just a wall 

I stand against it feeling small 

maybe it's there to serve and protect 

from the depths of a deeper fall 

would I want it all to change?

that thought is foreign and strange 

I would do it in a flash

all it means is changing lanes

can't hang on to a shooting star 

when it is too far off to call

there's less twinkle in my twilight 

you're better off there where you are 

these days, numbered, growing tall

no one gets to me at all 

you are not the reason there're gone 

that' is just the way they are

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you and me

you and me

the sun and sea 

desolate sand 

on this quiet beach

sun that warms 

moon that glows 

secrets only 

the sea will know

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ponder

I will not waste this precious time
wondering why my love won’t rhyme
or of dreams that do recede
like the tide on this vast sea

I will not ponder what to do
about a love that leaves me blue
plenty of time for that at home
when at night I lay alone

I will not squander hours here
it goes too fast then disappears
instead, I’ll enjoy this solitude
deciding later what to do about you

skipping pages

I'm reading a book 

but skipping pages 

a true story 

about a fire that rages 

viewed from a valley 

surrounded by ranges 

dense black smoke 

from the scorching sages 

I skim ahead, 

parts quite enthralling 

some chapters don't fit 

this book at all 

other parts tear 

at my hearts wall

it doesn't end 

quite like I thought

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lower the bar

I need to lower the bar 

the measure I'm using is wrong 

I look too deep inside 

and quickly move along

it's not that I ask too much 

romance and a hand to hold 

seeking one that is true 

a heart that is made of gold 

do you think there are any left? 

someone who'll rock my world 

a kindred spirit that wants 

and can make my heart unfurl 

I need to lower the bar 

the measure I'm using is wrong 

I look too deep inside 

and quickly move along

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thief

like a thief in the night
coming in crescent light
you slip inside of me
stealing all of my dreams

what is a gal to do?
to get her mind off you
you stay when I awake
causing way too much heart ache

Heaven

from here I can see Heaven
it is in the clouds
and on this beach
it is the rays of the sun
sparkling on the sea
it is the moon and stars
reflecting on the ebbing tide

yes...
this is Heaven
this is where Your grace rests
and where I want to stay
it is where my spirit soars
and where my soul finds peace
it is heaven for me

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cleanse

laying on the sandy beach 

at the ocean's edge 

toes close to the water 

hands behind my head 

I shut my eyes real tight 

and suck in deep my breath

I'm ready for the briny waves 

to sanctify and cleanse 

this always worked before 

but doesn't help this time 

the wound is way too deep

and burns when the sea gets in

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no such thing

there is no such thing 

as this turning out badly 

it's my hopes and dreams 

going up in smoke 

there is no way 

that all this can end sadly 

where you're concerned 

only one one of us was in love 

there is no way 

you'll have trouble forgetting 

cause there's no such thing

as heartache or mistrust

there's no such thing 

as remorse or regretting 

where you're concerned 

only one of us was in love 

there is no way 

you'll feel lonely or blue 

no tears will be shed 

for me it's true 

there is no such thing 

as a memory of us two 

cause there was never any such thing 

as me and you 

where you're concerned 

only one of us was in love

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follow me

I've come a long way 

still further to go 

sometimes there's no reason 

that I see to keep going 

when I think it's too much 

and I'm ready to quit 

I hear your voice i

n the midst of it saying: 

I'll show you the path 

I'll show you the light 

I'll be here if you need me 

I am right by your side 

you are half-way there

don't give up now 

follow me, follow me 

the path I was on 

was crooked and wrong 

each corner I turned 

wasn't where I belonged 

hell bent on destruction, 

hurting those close 

then thunder was crashing

--saw lightning flashes 

and I heard a voice 

in the midst of it 

saying: I'll show you the path 

I'll show you the light 

I'll be here if you need me 

I am right by your side 

you are half-way there 

don't give up now

follow me, follow me

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blessings

when you say your evening prayers 

blessing those that you love most 

does my name cross your lips?

blessing one you once held close 

when you pray for saving grace 

blessings for less important things 

in your mind's eye can you see my face 

blessing me for a long ago spring

when you say your evening prayer 

blessing those that you love most 

does my name ever cross your lips? 

blessing one you once held close

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wind

the wind blows down from the mountains 

whipping the prairie grass 

the mesquites bend and toss 

as it sweeps across, 

wiping the sand clean

and all the thoughts 

I thought I left 

bottled and corked

in the sea 

have found there way 

on curling waves

back inside of me 

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haiku

my expectations 

were always set very low 

you met every one

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Heaven's gate

the ruins that I live in 

created by the pain 

where darkness never falters 

no candle illuminate 

where conviction hides in corners 

truth finally penetrates 

my dreams have now been shredded 

outside of Heaven's gate

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sounds

I love the sounds of the trains at night

semi trucks that are our of sight

the gears shifting on a 5 speed car

soft voices lilting under the stars

your soft breathing next to me

when I'm awake, and just can't sleep

the dog snoring next to the bed

and reading books, already read

I love the sounds outside our door

coyotes bay and owls hoot more

gentle creatures roaming the woods

seeking shelter for their own good

good night moon and good night stars

good night loved ones wherever you are

have sweet dreams once you lay down

rocked to sleep by sounds from town

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another year older

closer to another year older 

wiser?? not so much!

I'm living on fast forward 

and over extended luck 

time is slipping away 

all those things I wanted to do 

my bucket list gets longer 

my sentence not commuted 

I need to revise a long, long list 

is there time to beat the clock? 

before my life is over 

and on pearly gates I knock

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Mason-Dixon

dividing, between north and south

by a belt of studded leather 

is drawn an imaginary Tangent line 

called the Mason-Dixon

close your eyes and wander 

you won't need GPS 

let your lips and hands roam free 

and discover many delights 

follicles smell of magnolias 

just like the Mississippi trees 

see the pleasure in my eyes 

green as Carolina seas 

savor all of my kisses, 

dripping Virginia maple sugar 

slide your hand down these long limbs 

as soft as Arkansas cotton 

juices flow here sweetly

that taste of Georgia Peach 

come and explore these treasures 

waiting, but within your reach

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honey do

my "honey-do" list is growing
a lot to be done I know
some trim needs to painted
the weeds are out of control

my palm tree needs a trimming
the pool is giving me fits
this paper isn't long enough
and I don't have a honey to do it

the garage light is not working

I think it has burned out

the bathroom toilet is running
my shower could use some grout
what is a lonely girl to do
with all of these needs adrift

I guess I'll have to hire someone
cause I don't have a honey to do it

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matriarch

the matriarch, 

now tired and weak 

hugs me tightly 

as I turn to leave 

the bond that secured,

gone many nights 

six years hidden 

from both of our sights 

still, I remain, 

from love and respect 

the child has grown, 

that one you first met 

the common denominator 

from those past years 

still holds fast,

and will keep me near

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back to the start

I was always guessing at numbers 

this puzzle I pick apart

it is all a question of science 

that I sing from deep in my heart 

tell me if you love me 

take it back to our very start 

as it all spins around in circles

bringing us back where we are 

I didn't say it would be easy 

it isn't with crimes of the heart 

there are no set rules to follow 

I didn't think it would be this hard 

as it all spins around in circles 

bringing us where we now are 

has it all faded into darkness

is it too late for a new start?

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girl scout

a Persian princess,

a nurse and me 

memories buried in history 

in Southwest skies 

we float like clouds 

and we get beat up 

by a girl scout

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eyes

eyes are the window to the soul 

and yours you tried to veil 

I could see down deep inside you 

where deeply your ghosts dwell 

but the threat didn't make me run 

you wanted to be something 

and you feigned it pretty well 

you thought that you were someone 

that hid the secrets quelled 

you are the only one who is fooled 

I didn't fall for partial truth 

or obscurity in your song 

although I danced to your music 

the demons still along

shadows you blame reside

it's like a 12-step program

it's there when you are ready 

prayers and candles won't complete

naively your not steady 

for love to show its heart

I'm not saying it doesn't hurt 

you weren't part of my game

you were honest in your verity 

though it doesn't ease this pain 

it wasn't easy loving you

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a good imitation of the blues

it is not just a good imitation 

not like Jackson says at all 

I think it's the real thing 

when dreams of you recoil 

no, this isn't a good imitation 

these blues in every hue 

even when it's not raining 

I am blue here without you

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a sweet dream

finally, a sweet dream comes 

of sandy beaches and warm sun 

of moonlight walks, hand in hand 

two sets of footprints

in the sand 

I wake refreshed, 

yawn, and stretch

 this time a dream, 

I don't forget

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flight

at 5,000 feet I felt real sad 

at 15,000 I had regrets 

at 30,000 I was sorry 

that we had ever met

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pick and choose

as my future turns around 

you bury all you lose 

your winter sky will come again 

moon shining on empty rooms 

these pieces of my heart I loaned

are truth as you flashback

you may try to shake them loose

to just cut you some slack

I realize I lost myself 

the day that I found you 

when you played your shell game 

with the option to pick and choose 

honesty that you once portrayed 

said "you weren't my kind of guy" 

too bad I didn't read that then

might've kept me warm some nights

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act of will

a bridge to burn 

an act of will 

a future turns 

a soul to fill 

a scrap of truth

a piece of me 

a heart gets fooled 

as you step free 

only one looses

is what I see

you're losses cut

when I broke free 

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silence

like a cancer spreads 

across the wires, distance grows 

placid like your heart

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